WOHOOO~~!!!

Well, I am kinda back to my ownself already. At least, I have come to a decision. What I said last time will still continue on (I still have faith), just that hmmm.... maybe we need space and well we still need to live on. Thanks people for being there all this while.

My dear roommates, sorry for bothering you all these days and thanks for crying with me =) You all are so good. MUACKS!! A super big kiss for you two. And my dear darling Chian, it is great to have a chatting session with you today. I guess you just saved my life! LOVE you too my dear!!

Well just now was a real surprise for me. When someone rang the bell of my house I thought it was Li Pei's friend or what. But when I opened my door, I saw my two lil god brothers and Wai Soon. I was like OMG why are you guys here??!! Haha... was totally happy to see them.

And YOU, I am so sorry that I created so much mess these days. I am seriously SORRY! Please forgive me will you? Thank you!

Thank you everyone!!!! And 1 more good news, I DON'T HAVE CLASS tomorrow wohooo!!!

-sherril=xuele-

Celebration - Ice Breaking Team

Today is Friday. To think that there is another class at 11.30am tomorrow just makes me lazy. Why? Why there is a Saturday class?!

Had a meeting about Fashion Night this morning. So because of Miss Sum's objection, our chairlady has come out with another concept regarding this fashion night. It is proposed to be held on 7th of March (week 8). Anybody interested? Well, further promotion for this event will be done soon. So keep an eye for it ya =)

I just came back from Ice Breaking Team celebration at the KFC beside Carrefour. There is this sort of tradition whereby after every event, there will be a celebration, eventhough that event may not be very successful. Well, it is a dinner of appreciation for the committee members.

This sem's Ice Breaking may not have run smoothly, but at least in the end things were in control. Being a chairperson, I have learnt a lot from that. I am so sorry my dear committee members if I have not done a good job, which I think I have not. I am a newbie in Ice Breaking Team, but thanks to those who were experienced in it for teaching me lots of things. Without my vice chairman - Kai Shen, I think things will be in a mess. Thank god he is such a good and helpful person and has really assisted me well. Thank you to you, and thank you to the rest of you. You guys have worked hard, planned hard, played hard and performed well. I am indeed very happy to know you all and be friends and teammates. =)

And of course, I would like to thank our dear officer - Mr Alvin!!! Wow, he is such a nice person! He reminds me of Mr Tong, the officer before him. Anyway, Mr Alvin really helped us a lot. Besides providing advice and opinions, he also helped us to put up the banner (seeing that me and Shyuan so small sized), lent us extension wire, fetched us around and tried to attend every meeting of ours. I am most touched that he always insisted to join us for meeting because not every officer or advisor is so keen as him. So, thank you sir!

Take 1 - Everybody still quite serious

Back from left: Kai Shen, Kheng Hooi, Zhi Hong, Mr Alvin, Kok Sheng
Front from left: Fern Fern, Me, Shyuan (we're traffic lights!)

Take 2 - Mr Alvin, what are u doing? =)

Take 3 - Everybody's smiling so happily!

I ♥ this lighting =)

p/s: Too bad both of our secretaries went back early. Never mind, Winnie and Hsiao Ying we take another picture next time ya!

Well, no matter how the event was, we all learnt something from this event and made new friends. Finally, Kai Shen remembers my name and there won't be anymore times when he calls and asks, "Erm, what's your name again?" =_=''

Thank you everyone!

-sherril=xuele-

4th day in Y2S2

Remember that I said I have an 8am MORAL class today?

Well, guess what time I woke up?

7.40am!

When I saw the time, I was instantly awake. I thought, SHIT! So late already!

I turned over and realized that Shyuan was still sleeping soundly so I yelled at her, "Shyuan, 7.40am d!!!!!" She instantly jerked up, woke our beloved roommate Fern Fern up (she had 8.30am class) and rushed to the toilet. So, all of us woke up late today =_='

We thought we were going to be late and were rushing like hell. We did not even bathe and just simply pulled a shirt on and got out. Kuak and Tze Yu were already waiting for us outside. Then, when I was wearing my shoes, Shyuan read an sms and said, "Wei, Jason said the class is cancelled." =_='!!

After all that rushing, we were told that the class was cancelled. I was still so blur and half sleepy at that moment and could not even respond to that. How could something so sweat happen early in the morning?!

Anyway, since we have gotten ready, Kuak suggested to have breakfast and Tze Yu wanted to go McD. Fine, so we ended up at MU McD ordering 4 breakfast sets.

My Sausage McMuffin with Egg.
[pic grabbed from www.mcdonalds.com]

When we started to eat, Kok Sheng called Shyuan and said that the class that should be cancelled was for the 4pm MORAL class NOT ours, and the lecturer has walked in.

=_='''!!! again...........

We were like, " WTF??? So, now is there any class???"

In the end after this chaos, it was confirmed that there was NO class. LOL..... Do not understand HOW DID THE LECTURER WALK IN when there was no class? Anyway, we enjoyed our breakfast, watched college basketball competition on ESPN for a while and went home. About 10.30am we went uni again to attend an hour of lecuture.

Today was my first time really paying attention in Circuits and Systems lecture. Well, nothing new since those that he taught today were basically about Superpostion, Thevenin's Theorem and Norton's Theorem, which we have studied last semester.

For dinner, I went for a buffet steamboat at Neo Steamboat, Metroview with my classmates and some of their housemates. Altogether I think should be 23 people, occupying 2 large and 1 small tables. Very meriah huh? =)

Well, the soup was not very nice but the food was ok. Chit chatted a bit and took photos. This is our first gathering for this sem, quite looking forward to the next one (but not so fast I hope because my money is so tight right now!).

My table. Ah Kong, why are you showing us your MUSCLE?!

We, the 3 girls will forever be the victims of the bullies in our class =(

Wohoo! Group picture!

Finally finished watching Miss No Good 不良笑花. Very funny, you should watch if you haven't. Not a very new movie but if you like to laugh while watching movie, try this one =) Below is the soundtrack:




I hope, tomorrow onwards things will get better.

-sherril=xuele-

Sleepless

I can't sleep... Though I made myself busy today by watching movie whole day long, but once I stopped, my mind would just wander off. Memories are planted so deeply in my heart, so deep that I cannot remove them. Even if they can be removed, I guess I choose not to do so because the memories are so valuable, so memorable...

This is such a tough process, I wish that it is just a lie. It took me such a long time, such a painful experience to learn my lesson.

Try and listen to the song attached below. He is a new singer from Singapore. This song reflects so much about me right now....



No comments are allowed for this post. Thanks. Hopefully, I can get some sleep as I have an 8am class - MORAL =_=''

-sherril=xuele-

Wake up call

Finally, it is time for me to move on. There are so many sweet memories that I must leave behind. It is a sad case that things should be ended, just like this.

It was me who created this mess which landed me in this shitty state. Never been so serious about a relationship, never. Yet, this is the end already. I am seriously so blank right now. I do not know what to do, what to think, how to move on.......

FRIEND is such a strange word to use for you, because I have never thought you as a friend. Seems like now I have to learn how to be friends with you *sweat smile* Never mind, I have confidence in myself and I know I will be good at it =)

Feelings can just simply go off huh? Is it true? Maybe yes, maybe no. I do not want to know yes or not. Just let time prove the truth to us. But I am most glad that at least we are still friends, not ending up like a bulk of shit and avoiding each other. That would be such a cruel thing to face, wouldn't it?

Now it is REALLY a new start for me. I realize that I still have so many things to learn in my life, and for the past 12 days, I have learnt so much things, understood so many reasons....... and I hope 1 day I can prove it to YOU haha.

Alright, enough of this sad stuff. It was so unlike me for the past few weeks, but well, maybe that was just another side of me, a side that even he has not noticed before. I hope that this year, everything will be fine. I really do not wish to face any stupid saddening things. I just cannot handle anything of this sort anymore......

Uni started today and it was like just HALF an HOUR class (which should be 2 hrs). Well, predictable anyway because it was the first lecture so most of the time the lecturer will just crap about some basic information and let the students off. This semester will be quite hectic, 5 subjects and even have a stupid Saturday class until 2pm. We, Mechatronics students will forever be the victims of Saturday classes...... forever... ever since the 1st semester. God damn it!!!!

Life still goes on Sherril.... be tough!!

-sherril-xuele-

Goodbye year 2008!

This will be the final post for this year. After that it will be a brand new year for me!

I sort of thinking to blog something random, just for the sake of posting something final here haha.

I experienced so many FIRST times and to think back, I really love them =)

This year was the 1st time I attended Jay Chou's concert in Stadium Merdeka. It was like a dream come true! I was so thrilled, so touched and I nearly cried when I saw him coming out from stage, because I yearned to see him since form 1 and this year was the very 1st time I saw him live in person!!!! He was awesome and his concert was superb! OMG! I wanna see him live again!

Me with the precious ticket

Then I also went to The Click Five's concert in Genting. Though not many people went but their concert certainly rocks! My very first visit to a live English concert =) They were great!

The Click Five

I heart their concert =)

Other first times are like learnt to play guitar, dined in Chilli's and TGI Fridays, attended a reality show "So You Think You Can Dance" and involving myself in Festival and Orientation programs like Welcome Freshmen Concert and Ice Breaking.

"So You Think You Can Dance"

Besides, I have went to many places under Traveler's Den. First was FRIM, followed by Gua Tempurung, Pulau Redang, Pulau Perhentian & Lang Tengah, Taman Negara, National Bird Park and visited Malaysia International Fireworks Competition (MIFC) for the 2nd time in Putrajaya.

View from Marine Park

I LOVE snorkeling!!

Yohoooo!!!

We met a couple from Paris

In Kampar campus, after trip to Gua Tempurung

Famous "Min Bao Kai" (cantonese) in Kampar

Taman Negara trip

Watermelon eating competition during Taman Negara trip

FRIM trip

WoW!! I'm so high up in the sky!!!

With Penguins in National Zoo

As for Community Service Society (CSS), I joined a trip to SPCA and gosh those lil animals were so cute. Wish I could own one of them =)

This is my 1st time meeting Kelvin =)

My favourite in SPCA - Dora!!

Then of course, the Langkawi Project (浮罗交怡计划 - 社区服务团) was also 1 of the activities under CSS and had no regrets joining it. Gained lots of experiences, met and made friends with other campuses students and also had 2 new foster families. If you wish to join, there's an intake next year. Please don't miss it!!

My foster family

My foster lil sis - Yee Lin

My foster lil bro and his cute lil sis

I LOVE you all man!!

Tug of War competition for the kids

We're a HAPPY family!!!

Worked as a Sensodyne promoter in TESCO. Made another bunch of new friends and experienced working life in a hypermarket =)

Well, like I said time really flies. My besties have graduated. Vivi is the 1st one to step out and work as a real graphic designer. Soo Yee has graduated in Hotel Management and wish to further her studies. Mei Fern graduated from diploma and is continuing her course in TARC. I will be the last one to graduate among them..... haih

Soo Yee's graduation

Reading the big card given by her AB family

Crying... because it was soo touching =)

I would say, this year is a busy year for me, but I really enjoyed it. I feel that life in uni and college must be full of memories because once we step out to work, life will be very different. While we can enjoy while learning, we must grab the chance to do so. Enjoy to the max people!!

What I am really satisfied and happy about is that my friendship with my besties and sisters is getting stronger day by day. We might not get to meet always, but our hearts are always together. Girls, you guys rock!! I love you all!!!

BESTIES forever babes!!!

Some of TOU members

11 years of friendship

LOVE you my dear!

But there is something missing that makes year 2008 incomplete for me. It has been a long time since we whole family (including my brother who's in Brisbane) went for a vacation. Though I went China with my dad and mom last year, but my bro was not with us. I kinda miss him =( I really hope that he can come back next year!

Sunset in Pantai Kerachut

My 1st time eating Dragon Fruit

Alright, now it's time for me to make my new year resolutions. I will make sure that I reach my target =) Goodbye year 2008! And people, let's welcome year 2009!!!!!!

Here I come year 2009!!!!!

-sherril=xuele-

RED and BLUE pendant

RED and BLUE pendants

Once, these 2 pieces of pendants were meant to be together. They fitted so nicely, so beautifully and was the only pair of pendant of this sort in the world.

But somehow, after some complications, they could not seem to fit into each other again. They tried every single way to fit in, but in the end what they gained were scratches all over their bodies due to misplacement of angles.

How could this happen?

Well, maybe the RED one has grown out of shape without realizing. It was under the sun all is while. Some of the edges melted due to the heat and could not be mended again. This happened because it was its first time experience as a pendant and did not know that excessive exposure under the sun could distort it.

But it may be the other way round.

The BLUE one has always liked to stay in cool places because it wanted to remain its shape nicely. However, the moment it met the BLUE one, somehow it was tempted to follow it to go under the sun more often. Without realizing, the temperature has started to change its shape bit by bit. But it did not mind at all. It knew that now it enjoys being under the sun.

However, the RED one did not notice these minor changes.

Whenever the BLUE one went to cooler places for some shade, the RED one was quite unhappy with it. It always told the BLUE one, "Don't go into the shades too often. You never know what FIERCE animals are hiding behind them. "

But how could the BLUE one do that?

The cool places were shades that it was used to and had grown up in them. How could it leave them behind just like this?? There was a special bond between it and the places and it was very fond of them.

So both of them started to argue about this matter, over and over again. Each time, no solution was made and therefore the argument went on and on.

Maybe it was because of the endless arguments. Maybe it was tired of arguing about the same thing over and over again.

The BLUE one realised that it must try to mend things back before it is too late. Unfortunately, they found out that they could no longer fit into each other.

Complications happened

So, which party should they put the blame on?

The BLUE one? For keep going back to the shady places?

The RED one? For always being under the sun?

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They should not blame anyone.

They should try to sort things out in order to be a perfect pair of pendant again.

But this needs time, and I hope the day will come where they can fit into each other again.

I hope so.

- End -

-sherril=xuele-

I'm OK

My dear sisters, besties and friends, THANKS a lot. I'm fine, serious. Well, maybe I just need some time to think all over again.

I never thought that I would make such decision. Well, I might have thought of doing so but had always just THOUGHT without any action.

Is this the correct and best way to straighten things out?

I do not know for sure but at least, I do not regret but hell yea, I am sad.

The decision shattered my life into pieces and I was my own murderer. Who could I blame? I wanted it to end up like this and I was the one suggested it this way. So, I WAS THE MURDERER.

Maybe people around me will think that, "Hey, you look ok. These 2 days you still can hang out with friends and have fun. I don't see you're sad or depressed."

Well, that was just for temporary.

People, life still goes on and I still have my life to live on. It will just make things worse if I stay at home. Hanging out with friends makes me feel better. At least, they kept me talking while they were around me, so that I would not have so much time to think about those sad things. Moreover, they brightened up my day by cracking jokes and making me laugh. Yea I still can laugh because they are my true friends and I still have them by my side, to help me through this hard stage.

Ming, I'm sure we can pass through this hard stage together. I'm sorry to hear what happened to you. Guess your situation was much worse than mine. Never mind, be tough! We still have the rest with us right? =)

I still hope that, this decision will really straighten things out. I hope, "the day" that I'm waiting for will be waiting for me soon.

-sherril=xuele-

你是我那2万人的其中一人

"世界上会有2万个能与你有机会成为情人的人，有很多因素造成最后的后果。那些成不为男女朋友，最后可能反目可能成为好朋友。”


你们有看过这篇文章吗？

如果有一天，有人告诉你：“你是我那2万人的其中一人。。。”，你会感动吗？

坦白说，我会。

如果真的有人那么告诉你，大概那个人真的是很喜欢你。如果能与他成为情人，就代表你和他真的真的很有缘。真的要珍惜哦！

-雪乐-

Do you believe in Forever and Ever?

Well, I should not be blogging here, at this time - 9.23pm.

I have to send a report before 10pm to my secretary but I'm too lazy to think of how to write and how my program is going to run.

And 1 more thing, I'm too full right now. Haha just came back from Sri Ananda Bahwan in Little India together with Yee, Vivi and Chris. Seriously, I'm soooo full!!! I don't know how the hell the 3 of them can still proceed with dessert at somewhere I don't know. Good gracious!

It's so good to meet them just now. Haha chatted about life, work, friends, love life etc etc including gossips of course wahaha. They are what I always call true friends, just like my sisters =)

Well, yesterday I attended my relative's wedding. To be precise, it was actually my mum's cousin brother's wedding. So my cousins, aunts and uncles from KL of course came all the way to Penang to attend his wedding dinner.

The dinner was held in a restaurant in Island Plaza. Erm, the food was quite ok and nothing much to comment. Basically the whole event went on well. The couple was happily married and they flew to Bali today for their honeymoon.

Everything happened like in just a few seconds. In the morning, they had the traditional wedding ceremony of drinking tea and giving out ang pau. At night of course was their wedding dinner. After that, well it was their first night. So basically the whole thing happend, just like this. It started so fast, and ended so fast.

It's so easy huh? Haha... not to say envy la but well happy for them of course. I mean, not every couple can get married right? Sometimes I think that those people who agreed to marry are very courageous.

Why I say so? You see, the percentage of divorce is increasing everyday. It seems that, now, divorce is such a common thing in life.

If you know 1 day you'll divorce, why you care to marry?

Of course you'll say, "Nobody knows or expects when to divorce and that is why they got married." Ok, yea that's the point. Noone knows for sure. Unless you have those planned marriage and divorce to get his or her properties. Well, that's a whole different story then.

What I want to say is that, if 1 decides to marry, that means he or she wants to live forever and ever with his or her partner. But, how do you know for sure how long you'll live happily with your partner? 1 year, 3 years, 10 years, 30 years or whole life??

Thank god I have a wonderful complete family. But this does not stop me from thinking of failure in love and marriage. Ok, I know I'm still too young to talk bout marriage but it's still my future right? Unless I plan not to marry. But I don't plan like this. Every girl of course will want to live happily ever after with her dream man and so do I. But the point is, how do you know for sure which guy is your dream man after all?

If you're already in a 4-year relationship, so what? I've seen friends who are in love for years and yet in the end they broke up. Why? Don't ask me. I don't know.

Seems that there's no guarantee in love.The most important thing is that, cherish every moment you have with the one you love now. Who knows, he or she might be your dream guy or girl. If not, then you should not have any regrets because you've done your best in the relationship and you cherished every moment with him or her.

Do you believe in forever and ever?

If you do, it's a good thing because you have found someone good. If not, then let time prove it.

For me, I don't. Because promises that were made were meant to be broken, and I hate broken promises.

-sherril=xuele-