W.E.I.R.D

I am feeling so weird.

At 1 moment I thought I was back to myself again. I could laugh, talk and joke like I used to be. I really thought I could once again lead a normal life. However when I was back at home, only then I realized that it was just the outer part of me, which seemed to be okay. The fact is, deep down inside me I am not. I am crying inside, feeling so bad so down so sad.

When will this end?

I thought I could get over you. I thought I could act like I do not care about you and your stuffs anymore. I thought I could treat you like a friend again. I thought I could, but the fact is I can't. Oh god, what should I do?

I do not want to sound pathetic and emo, but I just cannot help it.

I am so hopeless right now.


p/s: Will update you all about the Bentong trip some other time. Currently, I'm not in mood for blogging that yet. Sorries.

-sherril=xuele-