Sherril's favourite quote....

"......so that we can do great things in future"

By Dorae-ong

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

A Quick Update

Friends been nagging me to update my blog. Haha yeah sorry peeps I'm just too lazy to blog nowadays. I mean, my daily routine is the same everyday - working n sleeping. It's just that there's nothing special for me to blog. Anyway, promised Chin Hong I will do it today, so I'm here to start blogging again. Thanks to him!=)

This semester break is indeed a memorable one. Well, it's pretty boring for me to work everyday (except when I was on MC for 9 days n went China for vacation for 1 week) but in my working experience, I learnt a lot. For this 3 months break, I've worked 3 different jobs, 2 related to engineering field, 1 related to sales n persuasion.

1 Oct - 15 Nov = Working in Tejari (Juru) as a trainee. Learnt Solid Works n G code.
20 Nov - 15 Dec = Working in IDT (opposite AMD) as trainee. Learnt to repair machines.
7 Dec - 9 Dec = Working in KL PC Fair (Acer booth). Learnt to persuade customers .

I stopped working in Tejari because of the pay n the distance. Then I applied for IDT but my salary was worse, only RM250 per month. Well, forget about it hehe since I learnt alot here compare to Tejari. In IDT, I learnt to repair machines, learnt how do the machines function etc.

Anyway, among the 3 jobs, I enjoyed working in PC fair the most! Haha I know you all will say I'm crazy but seriously, I loved it because I made many friends regardless of whether I hit the target of sales or not. The feeling was like I went for a 3-day camp. Everyone tried their best to sell as many notebooks n PC's in order to hit target, but at the end of the day, eventhough we know we couldnt hit the target, we were all still happy. We were all divided into 15 groups - 4 part-timers n 1 permanent staff. My group leader was William while my groupmates were Ah Hau (MMU), Kazaf(Tarc), Charles(Tarc) n ME(UTAR). I love my group, but too bad Charles was sick n went home on the last day. Anyway... all part-timers, I'm sure you all remember Abby(the prettiest part-timer). She proposed that for those who didn't hit target, we can also organise a gathering on 30th Dec since those hitting target will have their own party. So i hope this works well!!

Btw, just knew Pei Kee and Ah Loon together for 5 months d. CONGRATS!!! Then now it comes to Joshua (a newly-made friend who was my PC fair customer).... if u happen to meet me online, please show me your gf's pic k? Hehe.. I can imagine how pretty is she d.. all the best too!!!

p/s: 1. Chin Hong, let me know the answer asap k?
2. Didi.... faster let me know when are u free ya if not no more chao chao.
3. To my housemates.... I'm going back on 21st Dec!

-sherril=xuele-

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Spinal Disc Herniation

Spinal Disc Herniation (commonly miscalled as "slipped disc")

Hmm... a night in hospital is not as bad and scary as I thought, though I feel very tired after I came home. Well, no worries my friends and family because there's nothing serious about my health.

Now I know what does MRI stand for (actually I should have remembered haha) MRI = Magnetic Resonance Imaging. Do you remember seeing in the movies that patients are being placed on a bed and pushed into a cylinder tube to do scanning for about 20 minutes? Well, BINGO.. that's MRI scan. I was asked not to move within the 20 minutes so all I could do was sleep. Once in a while there's noisy sound so I need to wear headphones.

Haha the funny part was, before I went down for the MRI Scan, I was asked to change into a green clothing. (Those you see doctors wearing while operating patients) Next, the nurse instructed me to sit on a wheelchair and she pushed me slowly to the lab. Wah.. when I pushed myself, it seemed so hard to coordinate. Even when my mum pushed me back to my ward after my scan, she was amazed to find that the wheelchair is actually not light! Btw, it's not that I couldn't walk or lazy.. I sat on the wheelchair because that's a procedure and for my "privacy" purpose. You will know why when you experience it. *choi*!!!

Basically, my problem is as following:
At my lumber spine, there's 1 bone which went out of position (moved not much i think). So this position eventually presses on my nerve. As a result, my nerve is now swollen which causes pain and numbness to my left leg. The word to describe this situation is - Spinal Disc Herniation (commonly known as slipped disc). Check this website out and you will understand what is happening to me...

For the time being, I need to do physiotherapy to build my leg muscle. This will ensure that the muscle can support my nerve and the bone will not move further than its current position. Haih...no more heavy sports for me =(

For more info about MRI scan please visit: MRI

-sherril=xuele-

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

After 4 Months

Finally I'm back to blogging! Well, don't blame me please!!!! It's not my fault, but it's Telekom's fault. We applied for telephone line since I started my first semester in FES. But but but.. after waited and waited, they're still not here when I've actually completed my first sem!

Back in Penang is good...at least I get to eat good food and most importantly, I DON'T have to spend so much of food!! Haha... I looked into my account book and realized that wow.. I actually spent so little! YES! Haha... then I would have money to go to Singapore with my friends this year end (if they are still keen on going).

But the sad part is - I have to work from Monday to Friday from 9am-530pm. Even Saturday I'm working half day from 9am to 1pm :( Well, I'm actually tired because I'm working in Perai (or they call Juru).. Imagine, everyday I have to pass by Penang Bridge and get stuck in the jam.. LOLZ.. I would say Friday is the worst day.. stuck in jam for 2 hrs! :( However, I'm still happy working there as a trainee. Currently I'm learning SolidWorks - a high end CAD software which is best used esp for 3D drawing. Btw, now only I know that AutoCAD is OUTDATED!!! Haha.. but still usable for 2D drawing.

Went to Lam Wah Yee hospital this morning.. that's why I'm not working right now because I'm on MC. Well.. later in the afternoon I'm going back there to get admitted in order to do the MRI scan (what the hell is MRI? Later I must ask the doctor) No worries... should be nth serious, which I hope so :) Guess there's sth wrong with my nerve which is connected to my back (that's when Biology knowledge is applied) Well well... Hope that my stupid left leg won't affect my vacation in China in the end of this month. If not... haih... I will sulk all my way there and back!

Till here... well, an exciting and enjoyable weekend is waiting for ahead! The raya holiday is actually located for my BIRTHDAY!!! Haha.. I know.. you all will say, "Har? I didn't hear anything... 我什么都没听到!!!" :) Take care my friends... and I miss all of you in KL!!!! Enjoy your 3 months break!

-sherril=xuele-

Friday, June 08, 2007

First Post After I Came Back

Couldn't go online since I came back to Setapak. NO INTERNET connection... *sob* We applied for a tel. line but since the ports are full, we have to wait.. So for the time being, I can only go online in my uni - UTAR

Haha... for the 1st time, I didnt complain so much like I used to when I was in PJ campus. Of course, I am quite satisfied with my campus in Setapak - Faculty of Engineering and Science (FES). It's neither too big nor too small... When I was in PJ, the campus is actually smaller than my secondary high scl *sigh* so we NEEDN'T walk too much. Therefore when I reached here.. wah at first I grumbled,"Big also tiresome... need to walk a distance to reach a destination..." But now.. haha sudah biasa!

Besides that, I like my new house too! Haha.. last time my hostel MC is just like a hotel room size. Compared to that, my new hse is actually a house!! Haha.. precisely, it's an apartment with security system, swimming pool, gym and so on. What's so nice about it then? Because this apartment is still new, probably opened 3 months ago. Moreover, all around me are my friends.. either UTAR friends or TARC friends... WOW...it's GREAT~!!!! One more thing... there are LOTS of FOOD and shops in this area within walking distance. Unlike the stupid lousy yet expensive MC, it's way more convenient and better here. Alex (Kim Ming) came last week to visit his friends and he told me,"It's a paradise!!!!!" =)

What about my class? Well, I'm in Mechatronics Engineering course and I found out that.. out of 40 sth students, there are only 6 girls including me! 4 of them were from Foundation, 1 is my senior and the other one I don't know. I'm in Group 2, quite nice.. made some new friends.. quite funny.. but well.. first impression la. Went to lab and did some statics experiment which was hard to understand... did some CAD exercises but damn, the lecturer is not good enouugh and yea, Assignment 1 was given yesterday (but now it's only week 2!)... and we have to hand in in 1 week's time.. LOL!!!! I will be studying CAD for 7 weeks and there will be 3 assignments and 2 tests.. BTW, CAD & Programming does not appear in final exam as it is all based on courswork.. hehe..for Thermodynamics it will be an open-book test in the final exam which means - it is EXTREMELY HARD!!

Well, basically I'm still satisfied for the time being. However, when I think of going out.. I will miss PJ because Setapak is quite out of the way. Nvm Nvm... I will get used to it. Guess I will stop here as I have to attend Statics lecture.. if any of you plan to come and visit me, my hse definitely has room to squeeze you in.. so you're welcome~!!!

-sherril=xuele-

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

3rd Last Day in Penang

Yesterday was quite an enjoyable day.. though I didn't go out for the entire day like the past few weeks. ..

Had lunch with cutie Daniel, who looked more grown up compared to his last year's photo. Haha of course so because now his hair has grown longer and I can pull his hair d. Last time even a single pat on his head also cannot. It actually felt much more like massaging my palm as he was BOTAK at that time haha. Anyway, was quite happy because I saw that he maintained the wallet I gave him during his 17th birthday this year. Still as new as ever... but damn him, he wanted me to buy one again when I go back to KL.... *sigh*

Then I met a friend whom I have not seen since my Foundation's 1st semester break - Won Jiun. Had dinner with her at Breeks in Queensbay and I quite like my baked pasta. Bought her 2 cute tiny cakes (or maybe they're pudding?) and we talked a lot. Coincidently, I met Swee Ying who is also a friend that I havent met for a long time.. wahaha... at that moment, I felt that the world is really really small.. Don't u think so?

After that, went to find my "chao gui" didi.. LOL.. he didn't tell me that he's having test on the following day. But well for the 1st time, I saw that he really wanted to do well in exams... I felt so happy... as usual, he's still part time student, full time breaker haha... hope he and his crews can achieve more in the upcoming competitions. I felt that he has grown up too in many ways... guess I can finally put down some of my worries hehe..the best part is - I get to kidnap my "chao chao" (a pillow) back from his room... need to wash for him la since he's a pig who's so lazy wakaka... well here's a pic of my didi......



- chao gui -



Bboy Flip - flipping into a ball haha....

Well guess that's it... going back to Setapak soon.... *sigh* hope life won't be so bad there... till here~!

-sherril=xuele-

Friday, May 18, 2007

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Name : Sherril Aka "Da Chao Sai"

Age : 19

Location : Currently still in penang.

Describtion : Short etnic wiv long long "Lalang" look like hair... (short as in da height... very short..)

Remarks : My so called beloved god sis who's studying in kl... came back penang lik few weeks ago but neva pay me a visit oso... hmphhhh~!!! (beh syok nia~!!!!)

(Actually i miss u la... xD~!!)

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That was taken from a blog. IF anyone happen to see the gal in the "wanted" picture above, please kindly contact the person below:

Name: Bernard aka Chao Gui
Blog URL: http://www.xanga.com/chaoznation

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Haha that was written by my beloved didi in his newly-constructed blog. So proud that I'M WANTED.. haha.. I'm still alive so anyone out there wanna collect your reward? Btw, im free d la duh.. hehe can find u d but I'm sorry can't fetch u back tonight from practice.. sorry~!!! Take care and see u soon....miss ya~!!

-sherril=xuele-


Saturday, May 12, 2007

Stubborn? True to Myself?

After talking to one of my best friend this morning, I felt slightly better. Have known my friend for 13 years and have been close to him since we were in Form 3... Guess he's still 1 of the them who know me very very well...

All this while, I've been following my own principles though I know, I've actually put aside some because my thinking has changed slightly. However, to some people, what I'm doing or what I've done is not favorable/might hurt their feelings...

I truly understand that we would never want to hurt people who we love and care the most. Should we change our behavior/attitude just because we want to satisfy/make them happy? Well, if you would ask me this question when I was still in my secondary years, I would definitely have answered "NO". Somehow, as I grow up, my thinking has changed. Of course, those bad behaviors and attitudes should be changed. But what about those that we feel that are ok or normal?? Guess this is the perspective problem.. everyone views things differently. At this point, sometimes compromising can't be useful at all.... Those who experienced this kind of feeling will surely understand.

I'm not grumbling or not willing to change myself...but I feel that that's ME... MYSELF!! Undeniably, I've actually changed a lot throughout this 1 n a half years... been changing without realizing myself and I'm actually stunned. However, I can't change every part of me, can I? Because those parts actually make up who am I... So confused right now.. Am I being stubborn? Or I just want to be who am I?

-sherril=xuele-

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Happy or Unfortunate Day?

Today -1st of May 2007- is supposed to be a great day for me. Went to get back my dad's car and actually made it to meet my dear friends -Vivian (Vivi), Mei Fern (Fern), Mung (''papa") & Dominic (Dom).... Been a long time since I last met them. Moreover, papa and dom are going back tonight to MMU in Malacca because they will be having lab test on Thursday.

We first went to fetch Ah Hau from Pacific as we wanted to go to Auto-City for lunch. Haha...it was my first trip to Auto-City although I'm a pure Penangite. *LOL* Anyway, we went Roxbury Food Centre to eat. The food was quite nice.... but VERY FEELING!!!! It was a nice meal for me because we got to catch up each other's news as well as latest happenings around Penang and other friends... As you know, our Vivi is one of the BEST news channel among us =)

Then we visited the surrounding shops. Like the name "Auto-City" tells you, there are many many car shops around which include: Naza World, Porsche, KIA, Audi etc.... WOW, the cars were so fantasic... how I wish I could own one of them!!!! *haha in my dreams of course* After that we walked around and stopped at Swensens because Vivi wanted to eat ice-cream. See la how good we were.. what she wanted we would listen to her haha maybe because her bf was around. Had fun in Swensens because we talked and joked a lot. The most important thing is that WE TOOK PHOTOS Too bad I forgot my usual task -to bring along my digital cam- but with the advanced tech, my cell phone's photo quality is considered good d loooo....

Since papa and dom wanted to watch movie, we planned to go Queensbay to watch. But god damn it... I could not start my stupid Waja!!! Was so worried and panic but luckily papa they all were there to accompany me. I waited for my dad to come with his mechanic friend. Haha guess what was wrong with my car?? The carburator was giving me problems... damn it~!!!! To worsen my mood, I got stuck in the Penang Bridge toll for half and hour and quarrelled with my dad... because he thought he has the best driving skills~!!!! LOL... KEK KI NIA

Despite a close accident with papa's car and my car problem, actually I'm very happy today because I get to meet papa and dom dom finally.... and of course vivi and fern hehe... they are my great friends.. really great friends... too bad when papa and dom finished their finals, I'm already back in Setapak. =(

OKOK... I'll stop here.. I just wanna announce a few things :
1. I'M BACK IN PG ALREADY!! but currently no transport yet because Waja was sent for repairing.

2. Wei Dee, u better do well in this saturday paper.. because u missed today's gathering because of your last paper!!

3. papa and dom... all da best to you guys!!

4. JQ, I hope you will be successful o!! Haha become more matured? I think 4 years back you were already matured.... =)

5. Didi, daniel, sai lo etc.... currently not free yet!!!!! BE PATIENT PLS and pls DUN HATE ME

6. VIvi, Fern, yee, sotong & fel... hope to meet all of you together soon~!!

7. Wan Yin, sorry I could't fetch you. I had to help my mom to take back the car and when you called, I was stuck in Auto-City.

8. Chendy, Jureen, Jessica, Chian and etc... when can we meet again??

-sherril=xuele-

Below are some pictures of today's outing...

dom // sherril // papa
we (dom, me, papa) seem to be in the same height BUT......



dom // sherril // papa
actually there's so much difference in our heights!!!!! =)




vivi // sherril // fern
we (vivi, me, fern) outside an antique shop...




fern // sherril
fern & me below the antique shop...



papa // sherril // fern // vivi
papa, me, fern & vivi in Swensens... *happy family - papa & 3 guai daughters*

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Final Post Before Finals

Wow.. time really flies and now it's already Saturday night. There's only 1 day left for my study week and *boom* it's my FINALS for 3rd semester in Foundation Program. Everybody must be busy studying until their brains are cracking... but what about me? Haihz.. don't mention about it anymore. I've been sick for almost the whole week.. so not much of studying has been done. Moreover, I just can't stop myself from online-ing.

Anyway, this is my final post before my finals. The next time you see me blogging will probably be when I'm back to PG. Haha, that day didi asked me, "Who's manja?" Sorry I didn't reply you.. that personal nick was actually for Daniel - the manja kiddo.. haha... although he's so called grown-up d, but still so manja. Nvm.. you will still be the priority k? Erm for didi leh... must take me tour around your campus ya haha... Then for my sai lo... welcome to UTAR!!! All I could say is... UTAR is definitely better than Form 6... =)

PCGHS... good luck in tonight's campfire. Too bad I can't go back and support you guys.. *sobz sobz* all because of the finals. When I called you guys just now, I could feel the tension in everyone of you.. like I did during my year haha.. must do better than my year k? All the best ya 19th Ranger Unit... Please don't mem-per-siasui-kan me and the rest of your seniors! Haha.. 19th Ranger Unit is the best.. FOREVER THE BEST!!!!!! WHAOO!!! *makes me miss my guiding days =( *

That's all I think. Peeps out there.... please drink more water and take care of yourselves. Nowadays the weather is terrible.. you could fall sick easily. And 1 more thing, please beware of your cell phones... DO NOT LEAVE IT IN THE TOILET or anywhere else... if not, you will regret....

All the best to Year 1 Sem 3 UTAR-ians... study hard and study smart!!! I will miss all of you... don't worry, will come back PJ and visit you peeps hehe... GOOD LUCK!!!

-sherril=xuele-

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Specially for You!

After some considerations, I've decided to post a blog specially for YOU. Don't misunderstand, I'm not going quarrel or set up an argument here, but I just want to clarify myself again that I'm INNOCENT. If you were to read this post, you will know that I'm referring "YOU" to you.

First of all, I would like to ask, "What made you think that I'm the culprit?" I've thought for so many days, but I still couldn't think of an appropriate answer. Is it because of my temper? Or I actually have some serious attitude problems which I don't even know myself? Or is it because someone had told you something?

Frankly, I knew totally NOTHING about the incident until you told me yourself. I was of course shocked, but I knew that you thought I was pretending. Come on, I might dislike or even hate someone, but that doesn't mean that I will definitely be the person to do such uncivilized actions just to take revenge. I'm not those kind of people to put others in danger just for my own sake... that's totally out of mind. In fact, on the day that the incident happened, I was together with professor they all all the time... It's just so ridiculous to think that I'm the culprit or part of the culprit. It's soooo ridiculous.....

Today I'm writing this to tell you that it's impossible for me to be THAT PERSON. I SWEAR THAT I'M NOT THE ONE WHO HAD DONE THAT. I hope you will understand that I have no reason to harm you. It might be useless to ask you to reconsider the whole matter, but still I hope that you will give me a chance to explain for myself before jumping to any conclusions. To me, this matter might be a misunderstanding or I'm being framed. I don't know...

Well that's it. If you think I'm writing in a harsh way, I apologize. This post is not meant for any arguments or hatred.

-sherril=xuele-

Friday, April 13, 2007

Last Day of Semester

Finally, my sem has come to an end. Today is supposed to be the last day of my classes for my 3rd sem as well as the last class for my Foundation Program in UTAR. Finally, finally.... I'm going to complete my foundation and proceed to degree program. Despite worrying about my finals which is coming in 2 weeks time, I'm glad that everything will be over. Finally, I can go to a REAL campus with more facilities and compound. I hope that life there will be better than now it is :)

In my foundation program, a lot of things happened around me as well as to me. There are happy memories but as the same time, there are also sad and heartache memories. I realised that I've experienced more than what I've expected at first. I guess these experiences have made me more awake and aware of myself and the surroundings. Undoubtedly, in the end, I've actually grown up, more matured and become more knowledgeable in different aspects. Finally, I've learnt to appreciate my loved ones more and of course, treasure those valued friendships that I've made. Living far away from home is definitely not easy, but I'm glad I could make it through.

It's a happy thing that although I'm not in Pg, but family, friends, god sis and god bros have never forgotten about me. Once in a while they will call up to talk or listen to my problems. They are really great.... really great... I'm sorry that there are times when I'm too bz and made you guys misunderstand about me. No matter what, you all are still my great friends~!!

Alright, wanna go back to my revision d.. everybody out there, all the best for the finals. Didi a.. don't worry too much, soon u will have a whole bunch of friends and when I go back, u might be able to converse in chinese with me.. haha who knows right??? ALL DA BEST~!!!

-sherril=xuele-

Monday, April 09, 2007

I Feel Betrayed

Life has never been so down (excluding my friend's death).... and yet I have to encounter this kind of life when it's actually towards the end of my last semester in Foundation. WHY??!!

Love and Hatred is normal in life... the most important thing is that we have to be responsible for loving and hating someone/something. It hurts me when accusations were pointed to me, especially from someone whom I've always believed and treated as a fren.. I never knew that all this while I've been giving people an impression that I'm that sort of person... I've really never thought of that... Guess at this time, if I'm to insist that I'm innocent, you won't believe right? But still I have to say.. I'M INNOCENT!!!!!!!!

Vivi, Fern, Yee Yee, Thorng, Chendy and the rest, didi, sai lo, daniel, alex koko, sis, devil pig, my daughter and sons, papa, dom, JQ and da rest.... I miss you guys..... How are you all doing??? I'm going back in May.. all of you should be having sem break d right? Hope to see you guys soon..... all da best everyone... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! Take care!

-sherril=xuele-

Saturday, March 24, 2007

Can't Sleep

Hmm... 2.20am in the morning, and why am I still here? I still can't sleep without any reason... been thinking bout lots of stuffs lately.. dont worry, I'm fine..

After I went through the career test the other day, I realized that I'm really passionate in Forensic Science which should be categorized as Criminology. The counselor asked me to rate my list of choices of courses and here's the rating:

(pls take note that the rating is 1 - 10, 1=least 10=most)

1. engineering : 8
2. forensic science : 10
3. hotel management : 8
4. business : 5
5. graphic design : 5
Haha... I actually rated forensic science as 10. Too bad, not much places offer this course unless I do it in overseas. BUT I "BO-LUI"!!!!

Hehe.. Teck Wei, I hope that one day we can be partners in establishing a brand new century of hotel ya! Haha, never knew there's someone in my class who has the same dream as me - to open our own hotels. That's my dream because I'm a type of people who love to offer services (dont think on the wrong side ar...) to people and I love to observe and socialize with people. That's why by building a hotel with my very own design (that's why I wanted to study architecture last time), people will enjoy their stay. I've always thought that working in a hotel is nice because I get to meet various kinds of people. Maybe many of you don't know, but I love to obeserve people, try to understand what do they want and what are they thinking. I can learn alot by understanding why they are like this, exposed to different cultures and backgrounds. Haha.. I guess Psychology or Hotel Management is suitable for me right???

After undergoing the test, the results showed that I'm an artistic, social and investigative person because these 3 fields I scored the highest. These I've known ages ago because that's my personality. However, I've never thought that I'm actually a Realistic person - those types who are suitable to deal with machines... because the score was the 4th highest, which was just a few points behind Investigative. Therefore, I think choosing engineering is not a very unwise choice after all. :)

Well, I've transferred to Mechatronics Engineering and I hope my transfer of course will be successful!!!!!!!! Hehe... all da best to the other students as well!!

-sherril=xuele-

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

My Determination

Hmm... actually it's not yet 7am but I'm already wide awake. Somehow yesterday night I just slept off although it was still very early. Guess yesterday I was worrying about too much stuffs... my course, setapak accommodation, friendship etc... And all these worries made my mood swing again, and I'm sorry for what I have done.

I'm a short-tempered person - my family, my friends know bout this. But to some people, I have a good-temper. Maybe it's because all this while when I am here, a lot of things happened to me but I could not even utter a word of complain due to some reasons. All I could do was to swallow every word, every teasing, unhappiness n angriness into my stomach. However, actually I wished that I could just spit out everything whenever I want to ease my emotions... but I know, I'm responsible for my actions and I don't wish to create unwanted problems to the others.

People always give a same comment about me - When I don't smile I look very serious and fierce - Haha... but actually after they know me, they will find out that I'm not that type of person. Well... I don't like to be fierce(seriously even when I was in front of my juniors) so I guess I must smile more.. haha although SK told me the 1st impression I gave him was I'm a person who loves to smile and always so happy -开朗- yeah.. I love to be like that, and I know I'm actually like that, just that some environmental factors affected me. Nvm, I promise, from now on I will try to control my temper and emotions so that I don't simply flare my temper. I know friends and family out there will support me... I CAN DO IT!!!

-sherril=xuele-

Saturday, March 17, 2007

Love is Color Blind - Sarah Connor feat. TQ


SARAH CONNOR
"Love Is Color-Blind"
(feat. TQ)

It don't matter if you're black
White or yellow, if you're brown or red
Let's get down to that
Love is color-blind

[Verse 1:]
I remember whren
I was a child and couldn't understand
People having fun
Discriminating all the different ones
Mama just used to say
When you grow up you'll maybe find a way
To make these people see
That everything I do comes back to me

[Bridge:]
You gotta live your live
We're all the same, no one's to blame
They gotta live their lives
Just play the game and let love reign

[Chorus:]
It don't matter if you're black
White or yellow, if your brown or red
Let's get down to that
Love is color-blind
You're my brother, you're my friend
All that matters in the very end
Is to understand
Love is color-blind

[TQ:]
I remeber as a young boy
I watched my neighbourhood go up in flames
I saw the whole thang thru tears of pain
And a situation's rackin' my brain
I wish I could fly away and never come back again
We need some lvoe y'all
We need some real deal help from above y'all
I mean the kids watchin'
And I just can't see it stoppin', I don't understand
I mean we all bleed the same blood, man!

[Bridge:]
You gotta live your life
Better than our fathers did
Let's make some love, baby, have some kids
They gotta live their lives
And I don't care what color they are, or u are, or we are
It's all love, baby!

[C-Part:]
You have been my mother
You could have been my brother
What if you were my sister
If you were my father?
You could have been my fella
You could habe been my teacher
What if you were my friend?
Would be so nice to meet ya

[Verse 2:]
Take it out to the world
Tell every boy and every little girl
Be proud of yourself
Cause you're as good as anybody else
Put away your prejudice
Open your mind, don't need a stick to this
Try to make this earth
A better place without a racial curse

[TQ:]
Yeah, it's time for some changes

[Chorus]


[ www.azlyrics.com ]

Hey peeps... This morning I accidentally came across this song. I feel that the song is nice in terms of the tune and of course the best part is the meaningful lyrics. Try to download it and listen. Hope you will enjoy it !!! Have a nice day !!

-sherril=xuele-

Thursday, March 15, 2007

Back from Langkawi!

Wow, without realizing I've actually finished the 4-day cycling expedition to Langkawi and came back to PJ. I'm sad to say that because of this expedition I couldnt sit for my mid-term test and replacement test is not allowed as my reason is not under consideration. However, I've never regretted for giving up my test and went for the expedition because what I've learned and gained from it is nothing that I could learn from my test. To me, guiding is always something that I enjoy and love very much.

I could tell you that if this expedition is to comapare with the previous expedition to Pangkor, this trip is further, tougher and hotter. Even our cycling leader - Ghee Ming also said that. Haha... but regardless of all these factors, we actually made it to Langkawi.... YEAH !!! *high five* Shyuan and I were placed in Group 4, which is a group that I've never regretted to be in. I love this group a lot and I miss everyone of them.. peeps.. I miss all of you!!!

My group members :
1. Wei Han (leader) =MGS teacher
2. Ming Xian (asst. leader) =Chung Ling Private
3. Sherril -that's me!- =UTAR
4. Tzyy Shyuan =UTAR
5. Shia Million =IMU
6. Gui Ling -guleng- =CBW
7. Kar Chee -mummy- =CBW
8. Yin Lan -da blur- =CBW
9. Alyn Tan =CGL
10. Chris Tan =CGL
11. Xu Jen -siao cha bo- =CGL
12. Aun Theng =CGL
13. Sheryn Ng -the craziest gal- =MGS
14. Shuhaida =SMK Guar Perahu
15. Sshahidatul =SMK Guar Perahu

Haha.. I can tell you something, G4 is a group which loves to take pictures. Wherever we go we will take, take and take. Luckily all of us are very friendly and can mix very well although we came from 7 different schools/uni.

Wei Han - When I know she's going to take over Ghee Ming's place as our leader, I was disappointed because I wanted to be in the same team as Ghee Ming very much. But then after this expedition, I guess my disappointment proved me wrong. She's the best leader among the others and always so caring about us. With her around, my group is always so energetic. Haha,.. you won't know she's a teacher until she tells you because she's as crazy as us!!! But she can be very serious during lessons... Sheryn and the others who are taught by her said that she's a good teacher. During the last night when Sheryn knew that Wei Han's going to be transferred to one of the Selangor schools, her eyes became red instantly and tears dropped down. She was so sad that Wei Han is leaving. Never mind... we will still meet together during the May holidays right??

Shyuan - well I have nothing to say about her because I've known her since the day I was born. Haha.. maybe I should say what impression she gave to our teammates. Forever so good tempered and always soooo good (because she helped them to carry a backpack haha) erm... Don't know d... I've known her too long... what I can say is that she's not a guide/ranger but went as a volunteer.... and I cant remember that she has any bad attitudes. well that's my cousion, the professor in my class haha..

Sheryn - She is someone that I couldn't forget about. Her determination, friendliness, craziness and everything really make her unique. Imagine, if you were to be knocked down by a motor and injured your leg 1 day before the expedition, will you choose to continue joining the expedition? I'm sure 99.9% of you will answer NO. But she's the 0.1% who still insisted to go and she actually finished the whole journey. I really salute to her... she's GREAT~!!! If you don't know her you will think that she's those quiet type, like we did. But once you started to know her, wow I can tell you, you will laugh till your sides pain and talk non-stop with her. And if you need to announce something, ask her to announce - she's our PA system (haha.. no offence ya gal) if you need an aerobics instructor, try to hire her because she teaches aerobics in her school. If you see her entering Superstar, pls be prepared that you will fail because she was the Idol in her school last year. Haha.. and if she's sleeping soundly, better don't try to wake her up like I did because you will just waste your efforts. well.. that's all for your part, Sheryn.... hehe btw thanks for the piggy key chain~!

The 3 siao cha bo's - Guleng, Kar Chee & Yin Lan -- met 3 of them 1 day before the expedition but we are not strangers at all.

Guleng - haha.. she has a special name right? That's what she asked us to call. Anyway, she's also one of the crazy gals. You know what, although she's just in F4, but she's very 'bo dua bo sei' and called me 'gina' for the whole trip. Until the last day of the expedition, when Wei Han said, "Sherril....." She actually asked Wei Han, "Who's Sherril?" OMG... she didnt even remember that gina is actually Sherril.. apala... hehe.. Then she always has the difficulty to remember shyuan's name and called the wrong name. When shyuan didn't answer her, she asked a very funny question,"Why didn't you answer me?":) Well I guess all of us couldnt forget about her Nemo when we were in the ferry. We even can remember how she was so scared of 'those things' when we were in Langkawi - Kondo Istana-. Haha.. She was supposed to sleep in between KC & YL but she was still scared and asked me n shyuan to move a mattress to her room and sleep with them. The worst part is that she didnt even dare to switch off the lights in the room while sleeping and asked the others not to close their room doors.. haha... she's really funny... but don't siao siao, she's now the CL for her coy and next year she will be the UL for the unit.. Gambate~!!!

Kar Chee - She's our Mummy or 'guan jia po'. Why? Haha.. because she's the one always asking us to keep to house/room clean, worry about our lunch and dinner, always trying to help the hotel to save electricity and she's the one always wiping the table for us. Don't misuderstand, it's she who buat dgn rela hati becuase she cannot stand the messiness hehe... She's cute. But she's blur when it comes to our bicycle formation haha. Oh yeah I nearly miss out 1 more thing, she and Yin Lan very close, like 'ba lek ko'.. haha.. they always appeared together or went missing together. But she's one of those who hate to take photos. I think she's forced to take most of the group photos because Wei Han insisted. :) Overall she's nice and has the semangat to cycle hehe.

Yin Lan - The blurrest of all I think. I still remember the 'sesat' incident during formation competition. Haha.. the only one doing the circle formation. She's cute too... but then when we were practicing for the formation, she and Kar Chee started to argue because both of them were the leaders for the formation. If they did something wrong or their timing is wrong, the rest behind will follow and the whole group will become messy. But luckily, they did well except for the 'sesat' incident hehe.

Ming Xian - She's my ex-schoolmate and she was once my member when I was the AUL for 19th Ranger Unit. One of the active rangers. Therefore she's no stranger to me at all. Still so cute, crazy and happy type. Loves to take photos and always called her bf to say that "wa kao liao" (I reached d) hehe... She likes to say that her mom is japanese because my teammates always said that she looks like japanese (because of her hair style I think) Basically she gives everyone an impression that she's friendly and yeah, very crazy when she's with Sheryn. THANKS to Sheryn Ng... :)

Million - I guess all of you will ask, "Is she a chinese or mixed?" because her name is Ooi Shia Million. Well actually she's a PURE CHINESE. Then why her name is so weird? That's because her chinese name is 黄雪亿. 亿 = million. Her father traslated directly from chinese that's why her name is so special. Anyway,she's 22 and studying Pharmacy in IMU currently. Damn hardworking k, she brought her notes to the cycling trip because she has test on Friday. Always smiling face and she looks so sweet and pretty. Believe it or not, she really has a millionaire outlook. I don't mean this by her clothes or stuffs, but her appearance gives me an elegant feeling. She's staying in Alor Setar but studied in MGS when she was in secondary. Her baby sitter who is in Langkawi sayang her alot and always came to our condo and gave her bottles of water.

Alyn - Another siao cha bo. The first day in Langkawi she was really hyperactive. Kept wanting to sing songs to us and the rest of CGL-ians. I know she missed her pillow a lot because she kept hugging the condo's pillow everywhere. Actually I knew about her existance through my friend JQ. But when I saw her, the 1st impression that she gave me was SHE IS PRETTY. I love her face and her eyes. Anyway, she really has ''semangat berbasikal''. Haha... well, she's also friendly but I didnt talk to her as much as I did to Sheryn. Anyway, during formation that day, I only knew that she knows my friends like bern, hon sern, eddy they all etc. Haha... the world is so small.. Basically, it was nice to know her and had her with us because she's one of those who love taking pics and do crazy stuffs. Guess how much she spent one night just for choc? 100 over ringgit... gosh!

Chris - When I first knew her, I thought she's those very cool type. Too bad I started to get know her better during the second last day. She could actually talk a lot and siao siao with us. And if I'm not mistaken, she's also a Gensomaden Saiyuki's fan. She's like me and shyuan who love anime and comics. She's very cute when taking pics, always pose some funny patterns. Actually she was somehow foreced to go for the expedition because she didnt want to leave Alyn alone (other friends from their gang PPK) see how 'yi hei' is she! She never really understood why Alyn was always so active in rangers. But after this expedition, she realized that she actually enjoyed it and finally understood why Alyn is active. Well Chris... hope to see you soon!

Xu Jen - She's also a F4 ranger. For my first impression, she was over crazy and I didnt really like. But after mixing more with her, I felt that she's still ok and was actually really crazy. She loves to put powder on people's face at night and forever so active. I remembered there was one journey she cycled with me... the 1st time I talked to her. Xu Jen, you broke my sunglasses!!!!! Haha.. no big deal, don't worry about it ya~!!

Aun Theng - Frankly I don't really know her well. I just know that she was the one behind me during formation. Part of the reason is because she was always so quiet and not so siao like us hehe.. but still she's part of the G4 family.. nice to meet u!

Im sorry but I'm not close to the Malays because they always 'cabut diri' when they reached the hotel.

Well... after this expedition, once again I became dark again. But I think this time is worse because the layers of colors of my skin are so visible. I don't know what to wear to uni because all the sleeves of my t-shirts are not long enough to close the layers of colors. Haha... that day when I had breakfast with JQ, he was laughing at me... ISH!!!!!!!!!

Basically that's all I wanted to say about the expedition... so peeps now I would like to ask you a question, if you were to be given a chance to cycle to Langkawi or Pangkor for FOC... would you consider the offer and accept it? Trust me.. there wont be regrets at the end of the expedition.. because I've never regretted going to any of the 2 expeditions. In fact I think that they taught me to believe in yourself and be tough!

Well hope to see u guys soon... study hard ya for the SPM-ers.... GAMBATE!!!

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

NEW BLOG

Hey everyone out there this is my new blog. Well, I've given up MSN Spaces due to some internal problems which suck so much. Furthermore it can't be edited by Firefox browser. Actually I've registered for Blogger ages ago just that I was too lazy to shift my blogging here haha. Anyway I hope that from now on all of you will come and visit my blog here.

I've just came back to PJ for less than a fortnight and tomorrow I will go back to PG again. Guess what plans do I have? Haha.. 3 years ago when I was in Form 4 (2004) I went for a cycling expedition to Pulau Pangkor. This year I will join this cycling expedition again. But this time we will be cycling to Pulau Langkawi. Well you may ask, " Wow.. cycle to Langkawi. Can that be done?" Ahaha... you never know but with our guiding spirit I'm sure that all of us will finish the whole expedition successfully like we did last time! When I come back from this expedition I will tell you more about it.

The details about this cycling expedition:

  • Start-off Venue : Penang Esplanade
  • Destination : Pulau Langkawi (Kedah)
  • Date : 10 March 2007 - 13 March 2007
  • Participants : Girl Guides / Rangers (girls)
  • No. of participants : Around 150
  • Stops : 1. SMK Teluk Air Tawar
    2. SMK Pekula Jaya, Tikam Batu
    3. SMK Bandar, Sungai Petani
    4. SMK Gurun

    5. SK Haji Hassan Simpang Empat
    6. Hotel Seri Malaysia

Well if you are interested to look at the route map please visit the following link :

http://www.tourismmalaysia.de/maps/map-perlis-kedah.gif
3rd semester (short semester) has started and I bet it will be a hectic sem because it's only a 7-week semester. Everything will just happen in a blink of eye. Anyway this will be my last semester in PJ campus and by May I will end my PJ life and move to Setapak. I hope that all of us will have a memorable and happy semester.

Mid-term will start in Week 3 (next week). Therefore UTAR students who are in Year 1 Semester 3... G-A-M-B-A-T-E!!!!!

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