Sorry that I made you cry on your birthday. But then, I am happy because at least there is no more barrier between us. I appreciate what you did and how we spent the night chatted at your house the other day. Thank you babe. We'll be BFF!!!
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Vian, I was not offended of what you told me today, seriously. I was just hurt. I mean, who would not be hurt when you were accused of being untrue to friends?
Actually, way before you started chatting with me in msn, I was already in unhappy state. Therefore when you started telling me things like that, maybe my reply sounded 'whatever'. Not because I do not care or offended, but because I felt that my life is so sucky. I wondered, why am I such a failure?
There are misunderstandings and misconceptions towards me I supposed. Yes, the birthday gal told me all. Sorry if the way I acted made you guys 'bei syok'. Guess I have some attitude problems after my break up. I am so not myself. Regarding my harshness, my do-not-care attitude, I apologize to the 3 of you.
We have been best friends for so many years. It was fate that brought us together. I do not wish that because of some small matters our friendship become wrecked. Our friendship is something that I really treasure and cherish. I am always so proud to tell people that the 4 of us are besties.
I know you all are disappointed about how I handle myself after my break up. But it is such a huge 'slap' for me and I just seem not be able to move on well. I am sorry to have bothered you all so much about it.
Babes, I love you all. I am really sorry for creating so much mess in our friendship. Let's not have anymore misunderstandings ok?
p/s: no hard feelings k...
-sherril=xuele-
