Sherril's favourite quote....

"......so that we can do great things in future"

By Dorae-ong

Friday, March 28, 2008

Thank you my dears....

When I gazed upon the stars tonight, I wished the sky is full of stars.
Sadly, there's not even one in the sky =(
Remember Thomas said that there're places in KL where the sky is filled with stars.
I hope that one day.. I am able to have a look.

I always wish that I can sit by the beach at night, while gazing at the stars in the sky, I can enjoy listening to the sound of waves with sea breeze blowing gently on my face.
This, will be such a peaceful yet wonderful night.
I always believe that seas can tranquilize one's mind.
That is why I love seas and beaches...

Skipped classes today.
Didn't even bother to go uni to collect test marks.
Not because I'm lazy, but just... I don't feel like going.
It's great after so many hectic days, I get to have time all by myself.
Posted a post in our-self created blog among ten sisters.
Didn't know that they would respond so fast to that post.
I'm very touched... and cried when I saw jess's sms.
Thanks sisters... you guys are really great!
All of them even called and sang my fav songs to me when they met up just now.
Vivi and fernie also called and texted me.
I miss everyone of them in Penang, my sisters my besties...
I know, they really want me to be happy.
And I know, I don't have the reason to be sad.
Even if I were to lose everything in the world, I know, friends and family will still be there for me.
Jess said compare to last time, now I really smile less d.
Is that so?
I don't know... maybe yes, maybe no
Anyway, I will try not to frown when I'm down because my journey of life has just started.
I want to live my life to the fullest, enjoying every bit of it.
Smile from your heart, and you will feel that the world is as beautiful as your smile =)

By the way, have you watched Death Note 3 - L Change the World?
I want to watch... dying to watch it haha
Hope I can spare some time to watch this nice movie.
Take care everyone... nitez!

-sherril=xuele-

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

This nightmare is making no sense to me!!!

Just woke up from a nightmare.
It's so mixed up yet so vivid.
I can still feel fear filling me up.
The name "Anne" is stuck inside my mind.
Who is "Anne"??
It's soo creepy when I think of this name.
Felt like continue sleeping but I couldn't.
Maybe not couldn't.
Maybe at the moment when I woke up I didn't have any guts to continue sleep and let the nightmare to carry on.
I'm just tooo timid.
Useless me.
I'm now alone in the living room.
My imagination is running wild now, thinking of those nonsense stuffs.
I hate this feeling.
I don't know why, I still feel unsafe right now.
Normally I will feel better after waking up from a nightmare.
But today, it's different.
Why? I'm not sure.
Tried not to think of it anymore, but somehow I feel fear in me and tears keep wanting to drop down.

To think back, the nightmare was not so scary.
But somehow when I was in the nightmare, the whole thing was so real, so vivid.
I don't know how to write the whole story here, but I just told a friend about it.
When I woke up, saw a friend's sms asking me to sleep early and have sweet dreams.
Tears wanted drop down at that moment, but haha I controlled myself.
Anyway, thanks for that sms.
At least when I woke up, I don't feel alone =)
~Bizou bizou~
Thanks for those who listened to me.
There was a friend who even drew my fav cartoon for me using MSN's handwriting.
THANK YOU~!!

Well, guess I should get some sleep.
Gonna wake up at 6am because I'm going off to PJ to collect my cert at 7am.
Hope this time, I can really have sweet dreams.

-sherril=xuele-

Tuesday, March 25, 2008

damn day

I HATE THAT DAMN STUPID GUARD!!!!!!!!!
Damn him. Idiotic guard.
Just because I don't have that WHITE PIECE of resident card, he INSISTED NOT to open the gate for me.
Just because I'm a CHINESE he INSISTED NOT to open the gate.
I dare to BET with you that HE HAS SEEN ME MANY TIMES BEFORE IN MY PLAZA!
Not once, BUT MANY TIMES!!!!!
DAMN HIM
I wish the previous batch of guards are still around.
I wish this new batch of IDIOTIC guards are not hired.

The previous batch of guards are kind people. Forever smiling when they see you.

But this batch?!
They act cool, act clever, think that they're the CLEVEREST being a guard. Show off and action in front of us. Forever showing us the DAMN BULLSHIT BLACK face.

Last time when I didn't bring my card, the previous batch of guards will kindly open the gate because they remember us.

But this batch?
They act as though they don't know you.
They ACT as though they follow the rules strictly.
Are they really obeying the rules and orders?
NOPE they're not!
They're just ACTING!!
Especially that PARTICULAR guard.

Maybe I'm in the wrong, for not taking my resident card. (didn't apply since my time-table same as Shyuan)
But...how can you explain when he actually OPENED the gate for a MALAY without further questions?!
RACIST RACIST RACIST!
Yea, you can say I'm being narrow-minded, I don't care a bit.
I'm very DISSATISFIED that just because I'M A CHINESE n also A GIRL he insisted not to open.
What kind of world is this?!
When I saw this situation, wanted to scold and whacked him hard for being soooo racist.
But still...... I controlled myself.
If he insisted not to open for me, then he SHOULDN'T have opened for that MALAY GUY too!
DAMN HIM!

What a bad day for me.
As soon as I woke up, I found out that I couldn't on my Maxis's phone.
Tried many times but failed to switch on.
Guess the button was stuck.
Then I switched sim card with my Digi's phone.
Not sure why but it kept switching off itself.
Nope, not because of low battery because I just charged before I left.
Just... whatever. Maybe because I'm so "SUI" today =(

While walking into UTAR, suddenly I felt that my spinal chord was in pain again.
Well, it was just a slight pain though.
But, people having "slipped disc" like me will always be aware of such pain, no matter it's very pain or what.
Worried that some day the shifted bone at my lumber spine will shift further, causing more pain.
Even when I fall down, I would have to fall down "nicely" in order not to affect my spinal chord.
zzzzzz........zzzz... soooo inconvenient.

Wanted to do G-clamp today after class, but found out that the lab was fully occupied.
Sweat.
Need to hand up on Friday and I've not finished.
Tomorrow some more need to go back to PJ to collect my foundation certificate.
LOL... not sure how am I going to finish that thing by Friday.

*Phew* Feel much better now after "shouting out" my dissatisfactory. Well, I'm just a normal girl who also has her own temper and limits. So sorry for writing so harshly. Shouldn't write this kind of thing in my blog because I do not like to portray hatred in here. But well... whatever.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY Mei Fern!!!

The time now is officially 0000 of 23rd of March 2008.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my dear Mei Fern!!!!

Wahaha... just called to wish her. One of my bestie, what to do? Sure need to wish la haha =)
I asked her, why she sounded so bored. She told me she's at Mois at that moment clubbing with Vivian they all. LOL

Fern : I'm clubbing with Vian they all now. I'm forced to come as I don't wish to come eh.
Vivi : We didn't force her. She wanted to come herself.
Fern : I really don't want to come eh. Haihz

LOL... whatever haha. So Fern spent her 20th birthday at Mois. Not bad huh? Now fernie is not the same anymore. Makeup some more wakaka. Mix with my bestie Vivi too much d... become so hiao d wakaka. Always go clubbing. Bei tong nia!! =)
So among 4 of us, I think me and Yee look the youngest =) *high 5 Soo Yee!*
No matter how they look like, our friendship will still remain the same.. As good as ever!
Miss you gals... miss those sleepovers at Vivi's house, when we talked and talked [but normally I'm the one who slept off 1st so always kena marah from them =) ]
They're truly my besties for the past, now and future. MUACKS!! Love you babes!

Today's 3-hour lecture was a touture for everyone of us. Undoubtedly, I slept in class again. Well, not exactly "sleep", but maybe can be said as "nap". Haha actually I don't think I'm sleepy. But because of the environment and the way the lecturer taught, it's a struggle to keep yourself wide awake. Even if I'm not sleeping, I don't think I really focused a lot but stared in the space more =) In conclusion, 3-hr lecture is not nice at all!!!!

As Shyuan went to cut her hair, I decided that it's time for me to trim my fringe and the back of my hair. This is because my fringe is getting longer and is sometimes annoying. As for the back, trim a bit will help it to grow faster. But now I think I regretted a little to trim my fringe =( It becomes so short that I think I look weird. Arghh....... I don't know how am I going to face my friends in uni. I feel sooooo weird. Maybe I should clip my fringe up like I do sometimes. Hmm... see how 1st.

Talking about hair let me think of something.
Baby ong and I have this weird habit of cutting our own hair. Erm, to be precise, we actually love to cut our "spoiled hair" which looks like maggi mee. I'm not sure about you all, but I have this problem. My hair is naturally straight. Have never done anything to my hair all these years except for cutting it and dyed once during last year's chinese new year. I've never curled nor straightened it before I swear. But I don't know why I have these spoiled hair that curls exactly like maggi mee style. I hate it as so does my twin! So whenever we are bored or free, we'll take our scissors out and start to find for these "maggi mee" hair and cut. Once in a while we'll help each other to cut. Haha.. we even cut during meeting, lecture and tutorial. Guess we're addicted to it =) Kinda worried that my hair will become shorter and less... maybe one day I'll become bald. OMG.... imagine me going bald. That would be the funniest sight of the century. LOL... Anyway, can anyone please tell me why do I have these "maggi mee" hair? How can I reduce the rate of growing these spoiled hair?

Death Note 3 - "L Change the World" is coming up next month!! I just can't wait to watch it... been waiting since I watched Death Note 2. Are u a fan of Death Note? If you still haven't read the comic or watch the show before, PLEASE DO WATCH! I'm sure you won't be disappointed =). Below is a synopsis taken from GSC online:

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"The human whose name is written in the Death Note shall die.” A God of Death dropped a notebook which had the power to kill people. Light Yagami (Tatsuya Fujiwara) found the notebook and tried to become Kira, God of a new crime-free world by executing criminals with the notebook. L (Kenichi Matsuyama), a genius detective confronted Kira who was his toughest enemy ever. At last, L managed to close the case of Kira but had to pay a painful price, with his life. Now, with only 23 days to live, another serious case confronts L. A boy and a girl hold the keys to solving this case and L had to get into a desperate situation to protect the kids. ##

This time this movie will be full of suspense. Imagine, only 23 days left for him. How can he survive? Wahaha.... remember to watch ya all the fans of Death Note! By the way, what is your favourite character in Death Note? Thomas asked me before, but I was like him, couldn't make a clear decision over L and Yagami haha. I admire both of them... wish to see them one day (in my dreams la haha) =)

Oh no, feeling a bit hungry now. Had just a bun and yoghurt for dinner. How sad! Not sure why today so many people had dinner at McD. Makes me think of my favourite fillet, McFlurry and McNuggets!!!!!! Aiks, feel hungrier now. CHAM la!!! Never mind, will tahan till tomorrow morning because if I were to eat now, I'll gain weight and become fatter. Some more eating so late is really bad for health. ARGHH..... 6 more hours to go until it's breakfast time. Stress! haha

Not many people online tonight. Quite bored because I'm studying without any entertainment except for my repeated songs. Hmm.. monday midterm - Circuit Theory. This time will test us on AC Circuits. Not sure I will fare well or not in the test. I hope I can because Maths is already a GONE subject for me. LOL... should be using this time to study and not grumbling here.

Chatted about girl's favourite cartoons with Joshua didi just now. Girls like Hello Kitty huh? I'm the exception then.. because I hate Hello Kitty the MOST!! Winnie the POOH is always the best for me haha.. my fav since I was young. Even brought it here to hug it every night, hug until my chao chao is jealous haha. OMG, don't know what am I crapping now. Going insane soon haha... better stop here now. Take care everyone! It's been raining lately, remember to take umbrella and cover yourself with blanket when sleeping because it's easy to catch cold in this kind of weather. (this sentence sounds familiar huh? =) ) Nitez everyone~!

-sherril=xuele-

Friday, March 21, 2008

F1!!!

I want to go to F1 at Sepang Circuit this Sunday!!!!! I want to go, but sadly, I can't go =( Everyone's going with free tickets (Grandstand tickets some more! ).... I'm sooooo JEALOUS!!!! Hehe I support Ferrari. What about you all? Just knew that many friends and net friends are also Ferrari supporters. YEA!! Cheers for Ferrari team!! You know what my "good god sis" - Wen said? She said, "Nevermind, I'll take photo with a space beside me when I'm there. Then when I come back will edit with you beside me." ISH!! She's so bad!!! =) Nevermind, I'll ask others to tell me what's going on. BLEK.

Went to 面对面 just now. It's a 板面专卖店. Well, beforehand I anti-ed that shop a lot. Not sure why, maybe because of the price but confirm it's because of the design of the shop. I feel that the tables are very small, and they are arranged in a narrow way. Feel very "kok" inside, because it's like very packed inside. I also don't really like the service because the workers don't seem friendly at all. However, I still go there for dinner once in a while because I love the chilli. It smells so nice and yeah a bit spicy. *OMG, my mouth is watering right now. Craving for more chillis!*

But if to compare, Spice and Chill Noodle House (which is also located in my area) has a better environment and atmosphere. It's also selling 板面. Well, the chilli smells nice too but too bad not spicy enough. Hehe.. but I LOVE to go there.. because I love the food. Whenever I go, I will order the same thing 干捞香辣板面. It's my FAVOURITE!!!! You should try it!

If you really like spicy "pan mee", I recommend you to try one at Kin Kee. This shop is situated at Jalan Tunku Abdul Rahman (near ChowKit). It's in the row opposite the row behind pizza hut. Don't mix up, I think that area has 2 to 3 shops selling the same thing. But this place that I recommend is always full of customers. I just love it there... the chilli really makes you cry!

Quite sleepy now, been asked to go to bed early. Hehe.. a nice weekend lies ahead me, but not sure if I have any plans. Anyway, I have class tomorrow morning. So take care ya my friends.... good night and sweet dreams! ~bizou~~

-sherril=xuele-

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Test tomorrow!!!!

I don't know why I'm still here when tomorrow I have a 30% test - Maths 2. I don't know how am I going to survive.... imagine, 30% of finals!!! OMG.... this time really noone can help me d. LOL

Many people share their problems with me today. Some I really don't know how to help them. Instead I seek a bit of advice from others on how to console them. In the end, the results that I got was not satisfactory. Nvm.... at least they felt relieved after pouring their problems out. Hope that they will be happy again. Time will prove everything my friends!!

There are people who always like to jump to their own conclusions without listening to others. They tend to make their own assumptions, making things even complicated. Usually, things are just as simple as they are, but these people tend to think a lot and make things complicated. Well, I don't blame them for thinking a lot since I'm a heavy thinker too. But to jump to their own conclusions everytime? No, I can't stand this kind of situation any longer. It's just so frustrating to argue over the same things over and over again. Please, just give me a break!

Phew... blah it out and now I feel better =) Very glad to know that all my sisters are doing fine right now. Hugs for everyone of you my dears!!!! Hehe... I feel that, after we created a blog for only 10 of us (we sisters), we are closer than last time. At least, keeping in touch is so much easier and once you blog it out, every member of our sister gang can read and catch up with the latest news =) Good job !

Well.... lately been craving for cheese and chocolates a lot. Really worried that I will put on weight and become fat and round like a bubble. Then that time really become Bubbleril hehe. But... the chocolates are soooooo tempting, sooooooooo irresistable. I just can't stop thinking about that. CHOCOholics and CHEESEaholics out there.....how do you all control your weight? Please teach me a few ways to stay in shape hahaha.

Hmm.. today just post this little la. Need to continue study and sleep earlier. Don't wish to end up getting soar throat, fever and cold like someone hahaha. Hope you'll feel better tomorrow. Maybe by eating some chocs can help you to cure your sickness (以毒攻毒) =) Nitez to everyone.... oh no, yawning now... but I still need to finish revising...... PLS HELP ME!!! =)

-sherril=xuele aka soh gua sherril -

Sunday, March 16, 2008

What a Saturday

It has been a tiring day for me. Maybe because I slept at 4am again last night and woke up at 7am this morning =) Anyway, basically I was not at home for the whole day, that's why now I feel so tired.... but still not willing to go to bed hehehe.

Today was my 1st trip to Matta Fair. Maybe because now I'm into Traveler's Den, I want to know more about interesting places and activities that can be visited and done. Traveling has always been my passion, but never did much to accomplish my dreams hehe. Today Shyuan and I decided to go for a 1 day trip to Perak for water rafting and abseiling. Sounds cool huh? Haha, these kind of outdoor activities have always been my favourite, that's why last time I was so keen on getting chosen for National Service.

The activities that I loved most in NS were those outdoor activities and "kembara halangan". The "kembara halangan" competition was a tough one if were to compare with other camps, because 1st of all, the route for the competition was tougher than other camps. Furthermore, our "kembara halangan" instructor wanted us to bring along a backpack which was stuffed with clothes, towel, socks and etc (couldn't remember all, but just remember that it was damn packed and heavy). Some more, we had to carry a water bottle (those used in night jungle trekking) which was filled full with water bottle. GOSH! Can you imagine that, the army suit that we had to wear was already heavy, and we had to wear the boots (which were also heavy), and carry a heavy backpack and had to endure a tough route before reaching the 1st station. The route was long and there were slopes. So by the time we reached the 1st station, we were actually already exhausted. LOL... because we never get to train with all these things on. Never mind, because that was really an experience and I love my team because to me, my team was the most co-operative =) BRAVO is the BEST!!!

Haha...went off of topic. Anyway, about the Matta Fair, LOL this year we have to pay RM3 as entrance fees. Wahlau, heard from da ge that last time no entrance fees was needed. Haihz.. now everything really needs money huh? Even just a furniture fair, the entrance fees can be as high as RM20. Really OMG! Well, we asked about Gunung Tahan expedition and learnt that climbing Gunung Tahan is far more difficult than climbing Mt. Kinabalu. We can climb Mt. Kinabalu in just 2 Days 1 Night but if we really want to climb Gunung Tahan, it will take us 7 Days and 6 Nights. Wow! The route of Gunung Tahan is very tough. Therefore we have to train hard physically and mentally in order to accomplish the journey. A certificate will be issued to you if you successfully complete your journey. Challenging huh? Why not challenge yourself with that? Should be very interesting hehe =)

Heard from Wen that INTI is giving out free tickets AGAIN for F1. ARRRGHHH!!!! How can that be? What's more, the tickets are grandstand tickets which cost over RM800 per ticket. And they are giving out 350 tickets!!!!!!!! Maybe should ask my friends who are in INTI Penang to give me their ID numbers, then ask Wen to claim from INTI Nilai haha. Not sure whether this can work or not. But I really wanna go... told Jit Sun that I might be going since he'll be back to Japan soon. Hope it works! =)

Me and Siang Kuak had dinner with Leslie and Wei Chern just now because Leslie came to KL today. That siao kia Leslie really siao, always crap nonsense.... it's always nice to have him around because you'll have a nice day =) Very paiseh because whenever he comes to KL, he will come and find us together with WC. Then will take us around in WC's Viva... some more doesn't allow us to pay for meals. Last time was J. Co Doughnuts.. today was our dinner. Leslie a... very paiseh leh! Hehe.. anyway thanks to both of you for always fetching me back home =) Really need to treat you when I'm back in Penang.

While reading Reader's Digest just now, I came across a quote that I quite agree =)
"The opposite of love isn't hate - it's indifference. If you hate me, that means you still care." - Marcia Cross on Desperate Housewives.
Haha.. don't you agree? If you don't care about a person, you won't even care to hate or like him or her right?
Sin Yee mei mei told me just now that she came across a book that says: Albert Einstein daydreamed for 4 hours a day before doing maths. Hehe and I think this is what that makes him a genius. Maybe I should try this method and see whether I can turn into genius like him or not? Haha.. I think I'm already out of my mind.

Alright, need to go to bed d. It's really unhealthy to stay up late every night. Already have plans in mind of what to do tomorrow, that is to STUDY! Haha... above 100% of concentration? I really don't think I can do that. 90% of concentration is good enough I think. Hehe.. thanks for being so supportive all this while. Will try hard not to let anything to interfere with my mood of study tomorrow hehe. Ok, goodnight peeps..... hope all of you will have an enjoyable Sunday! Take care and miss you guys!

-sherril=xuele-



Saturday, March 15, 2008

Congratulate me!!! Hehee....

Yea! Finally finished grinding my G-Clamp! Faster... put your palms together and clap for me!!! =) Surprisingly, this morning I used about only 2 hours to make that metal thing smooth and shining. I didn't use much strength too, but it seemed that today's grinding is more effective. I spent the whole morning of Wednesday to grind but it turned out that I was exhausted before my work was complete. WEIRD!

Anyway, I am very happy today because many people signed up for my Redang trip. Thanks to Thomas, Wei Lung and their friends, now altogether there are 25 people in my list. Thanks a lot for your support! Haha... really looking forward to this trip. So peeps, let's set this Redang trip as our target so that we will study hard for finals and will not have to take supp or resit papers! Let's add oil together to strive for it! Gambate!!! =)

Tomorrow I'm going to Matta Fair with Shyuan and Robin to look out for packages and prices to Gunung Tahan. Haha, we are planning to organise a trip to Gunung Tahan next semester. Anyone interested? By the way, anybody interested in going to Mount. Kinabalu? Planning to go next year since it's fully booked for this year. Well, won't be going there under society anymore because there are too many procedures to follow. If you are interested please let me know =)

You know what, skipping classes can be a habit and you can actually get addicted to it! I'm serious, because I'm addicted to skip my 2-hr Manufacturing Technology lecture. When it comes to Friday, I will definitely skip my last lecture - MT. Why?? Let me list out the reasons for u =):
1.
The lecturer is sort of erm.. boring and nonsense. Not to say he's bad, but he tends to treat us like kids, which I really hate it. He is just like my last sem's English lecturer, forever talking nonsense and say we waste his time when it's actually HIM who wasted our precious time!

2.
The subject itself is super boring. It's all about facts, just some simple calculations. This isn't good because we need to have great memorizing skills! And as you know, facts are dull and dead = BORING!

3.
It's already Friday and some more this class is the last class for Friday (3-5pm). Everyone's in the mood of going home or day-dreaming about what to do over the weekend. Therefore, no one pays attention in class. What we do in class is to sleep, chat, play and read other reading materials. So why waste our time in there doing these things when we can do them at home?

Well, do you know how nonsense can that lecturer be? I'm not talking bad behind him, it's just that I don't like the way of his teaching as though he is teaching kindergarten or primary school students. He said, "Those who let me catch them talking I will ask them to come in front and tell everyone a joke. Some more those who let me catch them talking will need to write 500 (or 5000? I can't remember) of a particular sentence and hand them in to me." LOL.... childish! Anyway... just bear with him since he's still my lecturer. Must be RESPECFUL....LOL

Tomorrow is another boring Saturday because I have a 3-hour Dynamics lecture from 8.30am - 11.30am. After that, I even have an hour of Dynamics tutorial with the same lecturer. LOL... why UTAR is hiring so many part-time lecturers? They're making our lives difficult. What's more.. 3-hr lecture in 1 shot is too long! Human's concentration is limited and it's very hard for us to digest everything he teaches in 3-hr lecture in 1 shot.... that is why Dynamics is my worst subject for this semester *sob sob*

Wanna sleep d.... really cannot stay up late for any longer. Slept at 4am yesterday and woke up at 7am this morning. My eyeslids are getting heavier and heavier... my vision is getting blurer and blurer.... so goodnight everyone! Sweet dreams.. and remember to dream about me! =)

-sherril=xuele-

Friday, March 14, 2008

Bla bla bla...

Wah... it's already 1.30 am and I am just starting to write this post.

Nearly dozed off in front of the laptop just now. My eyelids were so heavy and my mind was so damn blank. Course rep suddenly said that we have to hand in the stupid Manufacturing tutorial tomorrow (I remember the lecturer said we only need to hand in 2 weeks later, which will be next friday). Whatever... so started to search online for the functions and purposes of mold, cope and drag in sand casting. But all the results shown didn't have a clear point because most of them are mainly about the process of sand casting. Moreover, it seems that cope and drag are parts that are quite unimportant in the process. So worse still, less info could be found! =( Cincai la...

Went to meet my dad this afternoon in Mid Valley. He went to Mid Valley for some meeting so he "shun bian" brought some things over for me. So good of him!!! Hehe... so finally today, I can have a larger table! Well, for your information, I didn't buy a new table. Instead, I extended the length of my table by putting a piece of custom-made wood on top. The best thing is, the wood is wrapped up with a light blue colour plastic. My favourite colour!!! =) Suddenly, my table is so spacious that I have no problem at all to online and do homework at the same time =)

He even brought his guitar for me. He bought this guitar when he was studying in Taiwan. Wah... that time he was only a university student. Meaning that, this guitar is a historic item wakaka. Nvm, it still can be used.. so don't waste money! Like I promised, when I learn to play my 1st song by using guitar (which will definitely be Jay Chou's song), I will play for you all to listen. Hope you all won't turn deaf after listening =)

Hehe... in this sentence --->"Meaning that, this guitar is a historic item wakaka.", the word "wakaka" made me think of an emotion. If you're someone who often use MSN with cute emotical icons, I'm sure you all have come across the icon shown below:
<-- seen before? It's an emo icon who's laughing evilly with both hands on his waist=) Haha, looking forward to see you laugh like that in front of me!! It won't be scary.. instead, this can help you to exercise your cheekbones =) Just kidding...so no offence ya!

When I was window shopping in Mid Valley while waiting for my dad's arrival, I went into Room again. Actually just went in yesterday in KLCC, but I couldn't resist myself from entering it again because "Cupido" is so cute!!! Hehe... "Cupido" is actually a doll from Dooodolls USA. Cupido is cute but too bad it represents Pieces, not Libra. SO SAD!!! *sobsob* The doll representative of Libra is called Blur Blur, which suits me well because I'm known to some as Freaky Blurzz / Blur Blur (chin hong always call me that) / Blur girl. However, it's not as cute as Cupido. Ish.. I WANT CUPIDO!!!!=) You all can visit Dooodolls USA for more information and pictures. Who knows, you might fall in love with one of the dolls =) Well, Cupido might not be the cutest, but I love it because there's a red heart sewn on it. I'm sure if everyone has this heart of love, there will be NO MORE wars in the world. Haha.. how I wish this can happen.

About 1 more month I'll be having my finals d. I guess now I really really need to buck up so that I can finish revising before finals. Apart from studying, I'm thinking and worrying about my trip to Redang. There are so many considerations that must be taken account to ensure that this trip will be a memorable one. I really hope that nothing goes wrong and every participant will enjoy themselves. By the way, should I join Taman Negara trip or be a committee member of Orientation? Actually wanted to join both but just knew from Kelvin that both events actually clash together. How? In dilemma now. Can someone please give me an opinion on which to choose?

Alright before ending today's post, let me treat you with 4 jokes. Hehe..these jokes were sent to me by my friend because that time I was so damn blur and sleepy. They're in chinese so I'm sorry if you don't understand them=)

1.
20樓跳下和2樓跳下的差別:

從20樓跳下來:

阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿!!!!!!!!!砰




從2樓跳下來:

砰!!!!!!!!!!阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿阿!!!!....

*sweat huh? hehe

2.
有一位精神病院的醫生問患者︰「如果我把你的一隻耳朵割掉,你會怎麼樣?」
患者回答︰「那我會聽不到。」
醫生聽了︰「嗯,那很正常。如果我再把你另一隻耳朵也割掉,你會怎麼樣?」
患者回答︰「那我會看不到。」
醫生開始緊張︰「怎麼會看不到呢?」
患者回答︰「因為眼鏡會掉下來。」

3.
一個精神病院的護士看到一個病人在寫信,
非常好奇,想去偷瞄,可是病人不給她看。
護士忍不住問︰「給誰寫信啊? 」
病人回答:「寫給我自己啊!」
護士好奇心更盛,心想:「怎會有人寫信給自己呢?!」
於是又問:「寫些什麼啊?」
病人說:「你神經病啊!!我還沒收到信,我怎麼會知道!」

4.
有一位病人來找精神科醫生:「醫生..怎麼辦??我一直覺得我是一隻鳥!」
醫生:「喔!?那很嚴重喔!從什麼時候開始的?」
病人:「從我還是一隻小鳥的時候。」

Haha, hope you all are entertained by these jokes. It's really time to sleep d, some more tomorrow I need to go to uni at 8am to continue with my G-Clamp. Arrghhh... thinking about grinding that stupid thing really drives me crazy!! Nvm... I can do it I can do it! Hehe.. oh yeah one more thing, if you all have the time, do watch "老师嫁老大" because it's really funny! Hehe.. I practically laughed from the beginning till the end of the movie.

Alright, good night and sweet dreams everyone. Have a nice Friday ya... cheers~!

-sherril=xuele-

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

It's really a BETTER day! =)

Like what I said in my last post "Tomorrow will always be a better day", today is really a better day. In fact, it's a GREAT day! =) Yesterday, I couldn't control anymore and broke down. So today, I woke up with swollen eyes, which made me look DAMN UGLY!!! Anyway, this didn't stop me from having a great day. Really, I love my friends who really brightened up my day and made me SMILE!

Had a great day in uni today and I became BUBBLY once again. =) I was laughing since the moment I reached uni and until now, I'm still laughing. My twin started to tell me about her brother's joke when we were buying breakfast before our 1st class started. Haha, I tell you, by just listening to her laughter you can already laugh. That's my beloved twin.. I really LOVE her!

My classmates did silly things in class today. While waiting for my Manufacturing lecturer, one of my classmate (chun wei) slept off. The rest of my classmates (I think almost all the guys in MH) did silly poses in front of him and took photos. Haha, I tell you... he was sleeping so soundly that he didn't realize anything until I shouted,"Hey, why you all took photo without us?" The photos were circulated among us. Everyone laughed like hell. Then my twin did another silly thing. She changed Davis's phone's wallpaper to Shyuan's picture (a very cute picture) silently. Haha.. then the phone was circulated again among us. Davis was not only NOT angry, instead he WAS laughing as though he actually enjoyed it. Hmm.. I can really bet with you all that he really likes my cousion, Shyuan!

Right after Manufacturing was Maths II. Today's maths lecture was a 2-hour lecture. Normally I can only concentrate for the first hour. So today after 1 hour of lecture, my mind started to wander off. Haha.. maybe day dreamt a bit. Then I started to read newspapers to get updated about the election thing. It was then I came across an article about U-HU-HU Cheesecake. Haha.. I repeat, it's U-HU-HU CHEESECAKE. Seriously, that article was advertising about this U-HU-HU cheesecake which will be sold in "The Loaf" in Pavilion, starting from 15th March. The word "U-HU-HU" really caught my attention so I decided to tell my twin about this cheesecake. I purposely pronounced it funnily and we were laughing madly in class. The class was quiet so we were trying hard to control the "loudness" of our laughter. Haha... sometimes it's so nice to disturb her when I couldn't pay attention. So peeps, maybe you can try to pronounce the word "U-HU-HU"? I don't know, but I really made it sound funny in class. =)

Had a super full lunch today because my twin wanted to order fillet burger. So we called for McD delivery and ordered 3 sets of fillet-o-fish (our favourite!). Today my twin was the 1st to finish her meal... which was a miracle. This is because 99.99999% of the times we eat together, all of us have to wait for her! Guess she was really hungry. Haha... twin a twin, I thought both of us are on diet plan? =)

Today I had one of the most enjoyable time chatting in msn. Basically it was because I was practically laughing the whole way while chatting. Because of my msn nickname "U-HU-HU cheesecake.. haha try to pronounce "U-HU-HU".. we laughed like mad when I pronounced it =)", we started to talk about cheesecake. Haha, now I know I have another cheese-lover kaki. Until now, I still can't picture him burying his face in a large cheesecake...trying to finish it up without suffocating himself. That will really be a funny sight! Hehe.. no offence ya!

Finally today I met my sin yee mei mei in msn. After disappearing for the past half year, finally today I get to chat with her again. Just knew that she's now in Washington as a temporary citizen with her aunt. Cool huh? She's formerly a Bukit Jalil Scl student who can play tennis professionally =) Owh.. talking about tennis, it's been ages since I last played! Miss those times when I play... I WANT TO PLAY TENNIS!

Hmm.. I think I have to stop here, if not I would really become like what Yit Fung said "BUBBLERIL" <--- that's my new nickname. LOL... tomorrow morning have to wake up at about 5am because the 5 of us are going for early dim sum before returning to uni to complete our G-Clamp project. "Semangat" huh? Haha.. we're already well known for being crazy =)

By the way my dear sisters, I hope you all will feel better tomorrow. STPM results is not everything. Cheer up and move forward to pursue your dreams. I have faith in you all and I strongly believe that you all can once again stand up and move forward! Take care alright? Muacks.. I love you guys. Gambate!

Before I really end, I would like to thank devil pig for listening to me last night when I broke down. Da ge, no worries, I'm fine as ever. Like what Thomas said I can do it if I set the goal in my mind. Jhu, Jess, baby ong and my housemates.... I'm alright so no worries ya! Thanks for being so caring... you guys are really great! Thank you!

-sherril=xuele-

Monday, March 10, 2008

MONDAY = MOODY-day?

It's now 11.45pm, and I just woke up from an 1-hour nap. Haha, should I even call that a nap? Nope, I guess not. That was just some rest I gave myself, to rest my body, my mind, and my feelings. I, just want to calm myself down, and stop thinking about those unhappy stuffs. I'm just finding a way, to regain my strength. I just want to be the real me, who has the courage to face challenges and won't step back. And I think, I've found myself =)

I day-dreamed a lot when I was on my way to uni in the morning to do my G-clamp project. Haha, I might be day-dreaming about impossible incidents, but I found myself filling with hope and the day seemed very bright to me. So sometimes day-dream is good because it gives you hope!

After "grinding" that G-clamp thing for bout 2 and a half hours, I was filled with 臭铁味.That smell was disgusting. No matter what I was doing in uni like eating, doing homework, taking down notes or even sleeping, that smell... was really really SMELLY!!! Haihz, I need to bear with this smell for the next few weeks, until my project is done. I think it's a bit stupid to ask us to do G-clamp ("apit-G" in Malay) for our Manufacturing Technology project. Why of all the things we can do, we MUST do G-Clamp??? Haha... never mind, whatever it is, I will do my best! =)

Went to guitar class just now. It was a bit tough today at first because of my small palm and short fingers. Haha... it was difficult for me to press the keys correctly as I have to spread my fingers wide apart. Then, the boss of the center (Chao Yan) changed a guitar for me where the frets are A BIT closer. I say again, A BIT only but that really made a huge difference. At least after using this particular guitar, I did not tend to touch those irrelevant strings. Thanks a lot! Haha... learnt something new and the 1 - hour lesson is so short for me. Seemed like I was there for only a few minutes =( But it was great because everytime I go there for lesson, I can shove all my worries and problems aside temporarily.

Haha, today I'm somewhat sensitive to what people are talking about. When Thomas said I'm bubbly, I was laughing. I mean, really laughing from my heart and I felt good about it =) I was like, "Why bubbly? Bubbly makes me think of bubbles la." Haha... this word made me think that I'm like a bubble, fat and round wakaka. Then da ge said something which I felt like crying because I was touched haha. Crazy huh? Laugh and cry at the same time... BUBBLY.. I think I will dream of bubbles tonight. And if I do, hahahaahah.... I think I will laugh loudly in my sleep.

Hmm...it's nice to blog when you get to write your thoughts and feelings and to know that there are people who are actually taking the effort to read and understand you. At least, here, I can release everything in me in a nice way. Spending about 1 hour for blogging every night is actually good, not only I can share my thoughts with my friends, indirectly when I blog, I tend to self-reflect a lot. Guess I can see my mistakes from here because when I blog, I'm in my own world again....... analyzing and thinking =)

I'm feeling great once again, thanks to all my friends! There's 1 thing that I would like to learn from a friend.. that is to leave all my sadness in my own world. If I can, I can be as successful as him =) Alright, till here tonight! Goodnight everybody, sleep tight and sweet dreams! No matter what, tomorrow will always be a better day! Believe in yourself and you can do it!

-sherril=xuele-

Sunday, March 09, 2008

BN or OPPOSITION?

It's now 15 minutes past 12 midnight. So now it's already 0015 of 9th of March 2008. Most of the polling results are out.. and it's confirmed that OPPOSITION is taking over Penang!

It's weird to see that BN is losing this bad. I mean, almost all the places are won by oppositions. How could this be? Well, not to say I'm standing on which side, but it's really weird to see this situation. Today (9th of March - Sunday) will be quite dangerous, please stay at home if possible to avoid any unnecessary incidents.

Alright, let's not talk about the election since I'm still not eligible for voting. Was at first very interested in this year's election because the oppositions were very "semangat" opposing, but now started to worry about tomorrow's safety. We're really "mao dun".

Anyway, I'm not sure why once again I'm down. Maybe I know the reason, but I just don't want to admit it's that reason. In fact, I can't even bring myself to tell anyone that THIS IS the reason. Haha.. maybe I need more time to think and analyze. Yea, time is what I need for now. TIME!!

Today I set a test in friendster to see how much do my friends know about me. Well, I actually expected some of them to do all correctly, but haha maybe the answers are too close. Many complained that it's difficult. But after reading the questions for maybe more than 10 times, I still feel that they're easy. Haha, really that difficult meh? Anyway, feel free to drop by my friendster to do the test ya! My sisters and besties, you all better score well. If not.. hahaha.... you all will know *evil laugh*

Alright, nothing much to blog today. Gonna buy newspapers tomorrow to see the final polling results. As for those who are going to bowling competition (Thomas, Ricky, Kuan Phang and May Chern), good luck and all the best! Haha.. they're from 2 different teams. So I'm not standing on any sides, but for sure I'm supporting both teams! Gambate!!!

-sherril=xuele-

Thursday, March 06, 2008

An unusual quiet day

Finally I'm home. Finally I can relax a bit. It has been a tiring day for me although I didn't have any classes today. Went sing k with my bunch of classmates just now, altogether there were 8 of us (me, baby ong, shyuan, yit fung, yee loong, tze yu, siang kuak and davis). Today I was unusually quiet during "sing k", I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I just know that,today, I didn't have the mood to sing. I even sang my hubby's song out of tune.... so unlike me =(

Maybe I was a bit tired since I went to uni since 8am...Maybe the room was too cold....Maybe the songs that my friends chose were not familiar to me...Maybe, the songs that I sang at the very beginning made me think of many things.... Yeah, I think that should be the reason.

When I'm quiet that doesn't mean I'm down. Many of the times, I'm just too obsessed in my own world, sorting things out or analyzing problems. Friends usually will think that I'm in bad mood, but actually I'm not. However, it's true that if I'm in my own world, I do not like people to disturb me. Haha.. so be more observant ya.

At this kind of situation, I usually don't talk much. Instead, I tend to observe my surroundings more. Sometimes when I quiet down, I can somehow find solution to my problems and worries. Yea, I love to smile and laugh, but there are times I tend to think and worry too much. Am I being too negative, or I'm just preparing myself for the worst possibility? I don't know... I really don't know....

We're all living in a realistic world, and sometimes we really have to be a bit realistic to survive in this world. Many things if we don't experience ourselves, we really don't know what's the feeling to be in some particular situations. Haha well, I don't want to make things complicated here. Anyway, it's just another day of me thinking too much =)

When you're stressed up, listening to songs can calm you down. I'm listening to my hubby's songs now... and I'm fine again. His songs mean a lot to me.... I owe him a lot haha. I said till as if he knows who am I huh? I'm day dreaming again... lalala

Alright, till here for today. Might be going to night market later with hsemate.. depends la. I miss my besties and my dear sisters in PG. I feel like hugging everyone of you and cry. Haha... I miss u all... I really miss u all!

-sherril=xuele-

BBQ Steamboat!

Haha... went for BBQ Steamboat just now with my coursemates. There were altogether 13 people. I guess this is only the 2nd time our course has this kind of gathering or outing together among 36 of us. As in uni we are divided into 2 tutorial groups, we tend to hang out more often with our own groupmates. Tonight's dinner is something that can strengthen the bond between these 2 groups.

My twin (baby ong), Shyuan and I were the only gals. (nothing to be surprised of since there are only 6 girls out of 36 students) Well, we have lots of fun. We ate, talked, joked, laughed and did silly things. Imagine, we reached there about 730 pm but reached home around 11pm. There wasn't any awkward moments which is a very good sign. Overall, I enjoyed myself a lot and laughed damn a lot. All because of ah fang's jokes. As usual, he loves to tease my twin (in a good way).. and we were all perli-ing shyuan and davis (course-rep). Well, actually, we perli shyuan and him EVERY SINGLE DAY without fail haha.

Tomorrow I don't have any classes but I'll reach uni at 8am to "jaga" my booth for the Redang trip. Well, Thomas said he admire my commitment and I appreciate that. I just hope that this trip will be successful because Traveler's Den's objective is to organise trips and members can travel every now and then HAPPILY. I would like to express my gratitude to those who have helped me to organise this trip as well as to promote this trip to their friends. I really appreciate all your efforts! Thank you guys! I love you all haha... but I still love Jay the most =)

Alright, promised da ge will sleep after I'm done with the flyers. But I'm still here haha... nvm nvm.. have to chao d. Take care everyone! If you happen to be a FES student and are interested in this 3 Islands Hopping Trip during May semester break, you're always welcome to come to our booth at canteen. See you then! Alright, goodnight everyone! Sleep tight, sweet dreams... remember to dream about me, then you'll have a good day ahead of you! =)

-sherril=xuele-

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Back again =)

Wow, never realize that I've neglected this blog for nearly 3 weeks. Well, I've been busy with society stuffs, mountains of homework, reports n assignments. And of course, 3 tests in one shot. Haha, can you imagine how hectic is that?

Finally, today I can get some rest and relax myself a bit. For the past 5 days, everyone in my course was living in a tension state. Not only we need to hand up assignments and some even reports, we also have to study for 3 tests in just a few days - Dynamics, Circuit Theory and Manufacturing Technology.

Haha, just by looking at the names of the subjects, I'm sure you will know that they're DIFFICULT! Well, what to do? I'm taking an engineering course, which involves those complicated calculations and weird theorems and concepts. Maybe people will say that engineering courses are difficult, which I've never doubt about that. But to me, I think that every course will have their own difficult subjects to deal with. If not, what's the use of taking up a course?

Sometimes I ask myself, do I regret taking this course since engineering courses WERE NEVER in my option list of choices when I was in secondary.. because I HATE physics =) I admit, at the very beginning I regretted a bit. Frankly, I don't have much passion in circuits and mechanical stuffs. However after some time, I guess Mechatronics is not that bad. I may not have the passion, but I think I can still deal with it. My passion, I guess I will just take it as a minor subject if I have the chance, since this world is a realistic world. Not everyone's passion can be an income. But truthfully, I've started to love mechatronics more =) Looking forward to study things related to robitics like sensors, actuators etc. Here's a definition for a Mechatronics Engineering degree from Wikipedia - "A typical mechatronic engineering degree would involve classes in engineering mathematics, mechanics, machine component design, mechanical design, thermodynamic circuits and systems, electronics and communications, control theory, programming, digital signal processing, power engineering, robotics and usually a final year thesis. "

Without doubt, life in degree is much more enjoyable and contented compared to foundation life. Maybe transportation here is more convenient, maybe the people here are more friendly, maybe my housemates are funny and nice. Maybe this maybe that... but the one reason that really makes my life in degree different from foundation is very obvious. I'm not going to state it here because I don't want to portray any hatred in my blog. Anyway, thank god at least the people in my course are ok and there are no politics in my society. I am really grateful with what I have now and I'll cherish every moment of my life here in UTAR with my friends.

Many events and time spent with my uni friends and buddies are playing in my mind now. We might be always busy with homework and stuffs, but still we manage to hang out together and have fun. Check out for the pictures of my happy moments here in Setapak ya. Hehe... will upload soon.

Alright, need to read through proposal and go to bed early. Need to have some rest..I mean REAL rest. Hehe.. nights everyone! Sleep tight tight!

-sherril=xuele-