It's now 15 minutes past 12 midnight. So now it's already 0015 of 9th of March 2008. Most of the polling results are out.. and it's confirmed that OPPOSITION is taking over Penang!
It's weird to see that BN is losing this bad. I mean, almost all the places are won by oppositions. How could this be? Well, not to say I'm standing on which side, but it's really weird to see this situation. Today (9th of March - Sunday) will be quite dangerous, please stay at home if possible to avoid any unnecessary incidents.
Alright, let's not talk about the election since I'm still not eligible for voting. Was at first very interested in this year's election because the oppositions were very "semangat" opposing, but now started to worry about tomorrow's safety. We're really "mao dun".
Anyway, I'm not sure why once again I'm down. Maybe I know the reason, but I just don't want to admit it's that reason. In fact, I can't even bring myself to tell anyone that THIS IS the reason. Haha.. maybe I need more time to think and analyze. Yea, time is what I need for now. TIME!!
Today I set a test in friendster to see how much do my friends know about me. Well, I actually expected some of them to do all correctly, but haha maybe the answers are too close. Many complained that it's difficult. But after reading the questions for maybe more than 10 times, I still feel that they're easy. Haha, really that difficult meh? Anyway, feel free to drop by my friendster to do the test ya! My sisters and besties, you all better score well. If not.. hahaha.... you all will know *evil laugh*
Alright, nothing much to blog today. Gonna buy newspapers tomorrow to see the final polling results. As for those who are going to bowling competition (Thomas, Ricky, Kuan Phang and May Chern), good luck and all the best! Haha.. they're from 2 different teams. So I'm not standing on any sides, but for sure I'm supporting both teams! Gambate!!!
-sherril=xuele-
Sunday, March 09, 2008
Thursday, March 06, 2008
An unusual quiet day
Finally I'm home. Finally I can relax a bit. It has been a tiring day for me although I didn't have any classes today. Went sing k with my bunch of classmates just now, altogether there were 8 of us (me, baby ong, shyuan, yit fung, yee loong, tze yu, siang kuak and davis). Today I was unusually quiet during "sing k", I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I just know that,today, I didn't have the mood to sing. I even sang my hubby's song out of tune.... so unlike me =(
Maybe I was a bit tired since I went to uni since 8am...Maybe the room was too cold....Maybe the songs that my friends chose were not familiar to me...Maybe, the songs that I sang at the very beginning made me think of many things.... Yeah, I think that should be the reason.
When I'm quiet that doesn't mean I'm down. Many of the times, I'm just too obsessed in my own world, sorting things out or analyzing problems. Friends usually will think that I'm in bad mood, but actually I'm not. However, it's true that if I'm in my own world, I do not like people to disturb me. Haha.. so be more observant ya.
At this kind of situation, I usually don't talk much. Instead, I tend to observe my surroundings more. Sometimes when I quiet down, I can somehow find solution to my problems and worries. Yea, I love to smile and laugh, but there are times I tend to think and worry too much. Am I being too negative, or I'm just preparing myself for the worst possibility? I don't know... I really don't know....
We're all living in a realistic world, and sometimes we really have to be a bit realistic to survive in this world. Many things if we don't experience ourselves, we really don't know what's the feeling to be in some particular situations. Haha well, I don't want to make things complicated here. Anyway, it's just another day of me thinking too much =)
When you're stressed up, listening to songs can calm you down. I'm listening to my hubby's songs now... and I'm fine again. His songs mean a lot to me.... I owe him a lot haha. I said till as if he knows who am I huh? I'm day dreaming again... lalala
Alright, till here for today. Might be going to night market later with hsemate.. depends la. I miss my besties and my dear sisters in PG. I feel like hugging everyone of you and cry. Haha... I miss u all... I really miss u all!
-sherril=xuele-
Maybe I was a bit tired since I went to uni since 8am...Maybe the room was too cold....Maybe the songs that my friends chose were not familiar to me...Maybe, the songs that I sang at the very beginning made me think of many things.... Yeah, I think that should be the reason.
When I'm quiet that doesn't mean I'm down. Many of the times, I'm just too obsessed in my own world, sorting things out or analyzing problems. Friends usually will think that I'm in bad mood, but actually I'm not. However, it's true that if I'm in my own world, I do not like people to disturb me. Haha.. so be more observant ya.
At this kind of situation, I usually don't talk much. Instead, I tend to observe my surroundings more. Sometimes when I quiet down, I can somehow find solution to my problems and worries. Yea, I love to smile and laugh, but there are times I tend to think and worry too much. Am I being too negative, or I'm just preparing myself for the worst possibility? I don't know... I really don't know....
We're all living in a realistic world, and sometimes we really have to be a bit realistic to survive in this world. Many things if we don't experience ourselves, we really don't know what's the feeling to be in some particular situations. Haha well, I don't want to make things complicated here. Anyway, it's just another day of me thinking too much =)
When you're stressed up, listening to songs can calm you down. I'm listening to my hubby's songs now... and I'm fine again. His songs mean a lot to me.... I owe him a lot haha. I said till as if he knows who am I huh? I'm day dreaming again... lalala
Alright, till here for today. Might be going to night market later with hsemate.. depends la. I miss my besties and my dear sisters in PG. I feel like hugging everyone of you and cry. Haha... I miss u all... I really miss u all!
-sherril=xuele-
BBQ Steamboat!
Haha... went for BBQ Steamboat just now with my coursemates. There were altogether 13 people. I guess this is only the 2nd time our course has this kind of gathering or outing together among 36 of us. As in uni we are divided into 2 tutorial groups, we tend to hang out more often with our own groupmates. Tonight's dinner is something that can strengthen the bond between these 2 groups.
My twin (baby ong), Shyuan and I were the only gals. (nothing to be surprised of since there are only 6 girls out of 36 students) Well, we have lots of fun. We ate, talked, joked, laughed and did silly things. Imagine, we reached there about 730 pm but reached home around 11pm. There wasn't any awkward moments which is a very good sign. Overall, I enjoyed myself a lot and laughed damn a lot. All because of ah fang's jokes. As usual, he loves to tease my twin (in a good way).. and we were all perli-ing shyuan and davis (course-rep). Well, actually, we perli shyuan and him EVERY SINGLE DAY without fail haha.
Tomorrow I don't have any classes but I'll reach uni at 8am to "jaga" my booth for the Redang trip. Well, Thomas said he admire my commitment and I appreciate that. I just hope that this trip will be successful because Traveler's Den's objective is to organise trips and members can travel every now and then HAPPILY. I would like to express my gratitude to those who have helped me to organise this trip as well as to promote this trip to their friends. I really appreciate all your efforts! Thank you guys! I love you all haha... but I still love Jay the most =)
Alright, promised da ge will sleep after I'm done with the flyers. But I'm still here haha... nvm nvm.. have to chao d. Take care everyone! If you happen to be a FES student and are interested in this 3 Islands Hopping Trip during May semester break, you're always welcome to come to our booth at canteen. See you then! Alright, goodnight everyone! Sleep tight, sweet dreams... remember to dream about me, then you'll have a good day ahead of you! =)
-sherril=xuele-
My twin (baby ong), Shyuan and I were the only gals. (nothing to be surprised of since there are only 6 girls out of 36 students) Well, we have lots of fun. We ate, talked, joked, laughed and did silly things. Imagine, we reached there about 730 pm but reached home around 11pm. There wasn't any awkward moments which is a very good sign. Overall, I enjoyed myself a lot and laughed damn a lot. All because of ah fang's jokes. As usual, he loves to tease my twin (in a good way).. and we were all perli-ing shyuan and davis (course-rep). Well, actually, we perli shyuan and him EVERY SINGLE DAY without fail haha.
Tomorrow I don't have any classes but I'll reach uni at 8am to "jaga" my booth for the Redang trip. Well, Thomas said he admire my commitment and I appreciate that. I just hope that this trip will be successful because Traveler's Den's objective is to organise trips and members can travel every now and then HAPPILY. I would like to express my gratitude to those who have helped me to organise this trip as well as to promote this trip to their friends. I really appreciate all your efforts! Thank you guys! I love you all haha... but I still love Jay the most =)
Alright, promised da ge will sleep after I'm done with the flyers. But I'm still here haha... nvm nvm.. have to chao d. Take care everyone! If you happen to be a FES student and are interested in this 3 Islands Hopping Trip during May semester break, you're always welcome to come to our booth at canteen. See you then! Alright, goodnight everyone! Sleep tight, sweet dreams... remember to dream about me, then you'll have a good day ahead of you! =)
-sherril=xuele-
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Back again =)
Wow, never realize that I've neglected this blog for nearly 3 weeks. Well, I've been busy with society stuffs, mountains of homework, reports n assignments. And of course, 3 tests in one shot. Haha, can you imagine how hectic is that?
Finally, today I can get some rest and relax myself a bit. For the past 5 days, everyone in my course was living in a tension state. Not only we need to hand up assignments and some even reports, we also have to study for 3 tests in just a few days - Dynamics, Circuit Theory and Manufacturing Technology.
Haha, just by looking at the names of the subjects, I'm sure you will know that they're DIFFICULT! Well, what to do? I'm taking an engineering course, which involves those complicated calculations and weird theorems and concepts. Maybe people will say that engineering courses are difficult, which I've never doubt about that. But to me, I think that every course will have their own difficult subjects to deal with. If not, what's the use of taking up a course?
Sometimes I ask myself, do I regret taking this course since engineering courses WERE NEVER in my option list of choices when I was in secondary.. because I HATE physics =) I admit, at the very beginning I regretted a bit. Frankly, I don't have much passion in circuits and mechanical stuffs. However after some time, I guess Mechatronics is not that bad. I may not have the passion, but I think I can still deal with it. My passion, I guess I will just take it as a minor subject if I have the chance, since this world is a realistic world. Not everyone's passion can be an income. But truthfully, I've started to love mechatronics more =) Looking forward to study things related to robitics like sensors, actuators etc. Here's a definition for a Mechatronics Engineering degree from Wikipedia - "A typical mechatronic engineering degree would involve classes in engineering mathematics, mechanics, machine component design, mechanical design, thermodynamic circuits and systems, electronics and communications, control theory, programming, digital signal processing, power engineering, robotics and usually a final year thesis. "
Without doubt, life in degree is much more enjoyable and contented compared to foundation life. Maybe transportation here is more convenient, maybe the people here are more friendly, maybe my housemates are funny and nice. Maybe this maybe that... but the one reason that really makes my life in degree different from foundation is very obvious. I'm not going to state it here because I don't want to portray any hatred in my blog. Anyway, thank god at least the people in my course are ok and there are no politics in my society. I am really grateful with what I have now and I'll cherish every moment of my life here in UTAR with my friends.
Many events and time spent with my uni friends and buddies are playing in my mind now. We might be always busy with homework and stuffs, but still we manage to hang out together and have fun. Check out for the pictures of my happy moments here in Setapak ya. Hehe... will upload soon.
Alright, need to read through proposal and go to bed early. Need to have some rest..I mean REAL rest. Hehe.. nights everyone! Sleep tight tight!
-sherril=xuele-
Finally, today I can get some rest and relax myself a bit. For the past 5 days, everyone in my course was living in a tension state. Not only we need to hand up assignments and some even reports, we also have to study for 3 tests in just a few days - Dynamics, Circuit Theory and Manufacturing Technology.
Haha, just by looking at the names of the subjects, I'm sure you will know that they're DIFFICULT! Well, what to do? I'm taking an engineering course, which involves those complicated calculations and weird theorems and concepts. Maybe people will say that engineering courses are difficult, which I've never doubt about that. But to me, I think that every course will have their own difficult subjects to deal with. If not, what's the use of taking up a course?
Sometimes I ask myself, do I regret taking this course since engineering courses WERE NEVER in my option list of choices when I was in secondary.. because I HATE physics =) I admit, at the very beginning I regretted a bit. Frankly, I don't have much passion in circuits and mechanical stuffs. However after some time, I guess Mechatronics is not that bad. I may not have the passion, but I think I can still deal with it. My passion, I guess I will just take it as a minor subject if I have the chance, since this world is a realistic world. Not everyone's passion can be an income. But truthfully, I've started to love mechatronics more =) Looking forward to study things related to robitics like sensors, actuators etc. Here's a definition for a Mechatronics Engineering degree from Wikipedia - "A typical mechatronic engineering degree would involve classes in engineering mathematics, mechanics, machine component design, mechanical design, thermodynamic circuits and systems, electronics and communications, control theory, programming, digital signal processing, power engineering, robotics and usually a final year thesis. "
Without doubt, life in degree is much more enjoyable and contented compared to foundation life. Maybe transportation here is more convenient, maybe the people here are more friendly, maybe my housemates are funny and nice. Maybe this maybe that... but the one reason that really makes my life in degree different from foundation is very obvious. I'm not going to state it here because I don't want to portray any hatred in my blog. Anyway, thank god at least the people in my course are ok and there are no politics in my society. I am really grateful with what I have now and I'll cherish every moment of my life here in UTAR with my friends.
Many events and time spent with my uni friends and buddies are playing in my mind now. We might be always busy with homework and stuffs, but still we manage to hang out together and have fun. Check out for the pictures of my happy moments here in Setapak ya. Hehe... will upload soon.
Alright, need to read through proposal and go to bed early. Need to have some rest..I mean REAL rest. Hehe.. nights everyone! Sleep tight tight!
-sherril=xuele-
Friday, February 15, 2008
HAPPY VALENTINES!
First of all, I would like to wish everyone "Happy Valentines!!!!!" Haha.. no matter you are married, attached, single but not available, single and available or whatever, I hope all of you have had a great valentines day.
Today is nothing special to me. Feb 14, so what? Stayed at home for the whole morning, then went to uni to attend a 3-hr session Dynamics lab. Came back to finish my last Dynamics report... which until I'm still working on it. Feb 14 to me..... is nth. People asked me, didn't go out for dating? I said, yeah I did. I dated lab and reports. =)
Hmm..... all these years, I've never had any celebration on Valentine's Day. Last year was the 1st time I received a Valentines card, quite touched but too bad... my 1st valentine's card wasn't from my bf, but a close good friend. Who says we cannot receive valentines cards and prezzies from friends? Only narrow-minded will say cannot. To me, they gave to cheer and wish us. If my bunch of besties are here, I would definitely celebrate with them. I miss them!!!
Joshua's and my philosophy: "Everyday is Valentine's Day." How many of you out there agree with us? Haha.... anyway everyone has their own opinion. But the most important thing is, you must always treat your the other half equally good on normal days.
A friend made his confession today. He told me when we met online. I salute him for his courage and happy-go-lucky-ness. Though he was rejected, he could still take it in a nice way. No wonder my 1st impression on him was correct - a happy-go-lucky guy who loves to smile. Anyway.. gambate for the next time! Will send you the msg tone when I see u in uni tmr k? Hehe...."tweet tweet... tweet tweet... SMS!" SO CUTE!!!
Help someone else will always help yourself too! Haha... yesterday I helped Ricky (YS's 垒奇哥) to post something. In return, just now he promised to lend me Jay's latest Taiwan concert album. Yahoo~!!! Thanks lot... this time I would like to say, "你很配， 你很配当周杰伦的迷!" Haha... me and him are Jay's super fans. Next Saturday I'm going to Jay's concert!!!! Can't wait for it to come!!!!!! =)
Last but not least, Happy birthday to Valerine and my dear Hon Sern didi! May all of your dreams come true! Summore chao gui didi, pls take care my chao chao ya? Miss all of you in PG!
-sherril=xuele-
Today is nothing special to me. Feb 14, so what? Stayed at home for the whole morning, then went to uni to attend a 3-hr session Dynamics lab. Came back to finish my last Dynamics report... which until I'm still working on it. Feb 14 to me..... is nth. People asked me, didn't go out for dating? I said, yeah I did. I dated lab and reports. =)
Hmm..... all these years, I've never had any celebration on Valentine's Day. Last year was the 1st time I received a Valentines card, quite touched but too bad... my 1st valentine's card wasn't from my bf, but a close good friend. Who says we cannot receive valentines cards and prezzies from friends? Only narrow-minded will say cannot. To me, they gave to cheer and wish us. If my bunch of besties are here, I would definitely celebrate with them. I miss them!!!
Joshua's and my philosophy: "Everyday is Valentine's Day." How many of you out there agree with us? Haha.... anyway everyone has their own opinion. But the most important thing is, you must always treat your the other half equally good on normal days.
A friend made his confession today. He told me when we met online. I salute him for his courage and happy-go-lucky-ness. Though he was rejected, he could still take it in a nice way. No wonder my 1st impression on him was correct - a happy-go-lucky guy who loves to smile. Anyway.. gambate for the next time! Will send you the msg tone when I see u in uni tmr k? Hehe...."tweet tweet... tweet tweet... SMS!" SO CUTE!!!
Help someone else will always help yourself too! Haha... yesterday I helped Ricky (YS's 垒奇哥) to post something. In return, just now he promised to lend me Jay's latest Taiwan concert album. Yahoo~!!! Thanks lot... this time I would like to say, "你很配， 你很配当周杰伦的迷!" Haha... me and him are Jay's super fans. Next Saturday I'm going to Jay's concert!!!! Can't wait for it to come!!!!!! =)
Last but not least, Happy birthday to Valerine and my dear Hon Sern didi! May all of your dreams come true! Summore chao gui didi, pls take care my chao chao ya? Miss all of you in PG!
-sherril=xuele-
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
MEN... are they trustable?
Planned to do my homework tonight since my homework has piled up like a mountain before CNY. However, after I sent emails to 2 travel agents, Xue Xue asked me to drop by our self-created group blog - TenOfUs-, saying that there's an urgent article inside.
I haven't dropped by that blog for some time d. Not to say I'm not interested, it's just that I just don't have the time.
Was shocked to see that Chendy broke up with her bf and Xue Xue has some problems with her bf.
For Chendy's case:
For some lame reason, they quarrelled and decided to break up.
After 2 days, she wanted to get back together but it seems that the guy has been quite close with a gal after their breakup.
Maybe the guy started to like this new girl... or maybe he just want to "kek" Chendy.
No one knows for sure.
But for 1 thing everyone knows that this guy is hot among girls especially in college because they think he's handsome (excluding me. Never thought he's very good-looking).
Anywayz, he admitted that he's a flower-hearted guy.
But he's been with Chendy for 2 years!! (though they on and off) This shows that he's still quite loyal... but my other friend seemed to think the other way.
Maybe experiences will change our thinking and opinion... but still, shouldn't we be more optimistic??? Or we're actually just bluffing ourselves?
For Xue Xue's case:
She went to Germany since last month to continue with her studies.
Ever since she went there, her bf didnt really keep in touch with her anymore.
He never reply sms-s and calls.
When he answered he always answered in a cold way.
Did he do that on purpose to let her know about his intention to break up?
Or he's just busy?
Once, I was like him... that was when I was still in high school.
But now after so many years, I've grown up.
I know that, everyone in a relationship should be responsible with every single thing they do or say.
If problem occurs, we should face and settle it. We should NOT avoid it.
If we feel that the other party is not suitable for us, we should talk things out face to face... leaving no misunderstandings behind. We should NEVER just leave things there unsettledwithout any word, because relationship is not a 1 man show, it is a PAIR show.
If we agree to start a relationship, we should have the responsibility to take good care of it.
I just don't understand why there are people willing to start a relationship but in the end put their gf/bf aside by giving lame excuse like: I need to take care of my family. Studies is important to me.
If you think you cannot cope with what you are facing now, you shouldn't have started a relationship!!!!!
LOL...... because of this kind of ppl, many ppl are suffering because of them.
Men... has shown many negative sides of themselves to me.
Flower-hearted, mouth full of lies, irresponsible, changed heart and loved my friends instead...
They might not be my bf, but what they did will influence my point of view towards guys.
I don't deny there are still good guys around, but out of 10 guys, how many of them are truly good?
Excluding my close friends.... I really don't know how many are good.
I don't care how many are bad, I just hate it when they hurt my friends.
Men..... are they trustable?
I don't know and I hope he won't be like those guys I've met.
I've put all my faith and trust in him and I hope.... I really hope, he won't fall in love with another girl.
The pain... is really unbearable.
I hope that my friends will eventually stand up and be happy again. All the best sisters!
-sherril=xuele-
I haven't dropped by that blog for some time d. Not to say I'm not interested, it's just that I just don't have the time.
Was shocked to see that Chendy broke up with her bf and Xue Xue has some problems with her bf.
For Chendy's case:
For some lame reason, they quarrelled and decided to break up.
After 2 days, she wanted to get back together but it seems that the guy has been quite close with a gal after their breakup.
Maybe the guy started to like this new girl... or maybe he just want to "kek" Chendy.
No one knows for sure.
But for 1 thing everyone knows that this guy is hot among girls especially in college because they think he's handsome (excluding me. Never thought he's very good-looking).
Anywayz, he admitted that he's a flower-hearted guy.
But he's been with Chendy for 2 years!! (though they on and off) This shows that he's still quite loyal... but my other friend seemed to think the other way.
Maybe experiences will change our thinking and opinion... but still, shouldn't we be more optimistic??? Or we're actually just bluffing ourselves?
For Xue Xue's case:
She went to Germany since last month to continue with her studies.
Ever since she went there, her bf didnt really keep in touch with her anymore.
He never reply sms-s and calls.
When he answered he always answered in a cold way.
Did he do that on purpose to let her know about his intention to break up?
Or he's just busy?
Once, I was like him... that was when I was still in high school.
But now after so many years, I've grown up.
I know that, everyone in a relationship should be responsible with every single thing they do or say.
If problem occurs, we should face and settle it. We should NOT avoid it.
If we feel that the other party is not suitable for us, we should talk things out face to face... leaving no misunderstandings behind. We should NEVER just leave things there unsettledwithout any word, because relationship is not a 1 man show, it is a PAIR show.
If we agree to start a relationship, we should have the responsibility to take good care of it.
I just don't understand why there are people willing to start a relationship but in the end put their gf/bf aside by giving lame excuse like: I need to take care of my family. Studies is important to me.
If you think you cannot cope with what you are facing now, you shouldn't have started a relationship!!!!!
LOL...... because of this kind of ppl, many ppl are suffering because of them.
Men... has shown many negative sides of themselves to me.
Flower-hearted, mouth full of lies, irresponsible, changed heart and loved my friends instead...
They might not be my bf, but what they did will influence my point of view towards guys.
I don't deny there are still good guys around, but out of 10 guys, how many of them are truly good?
Excluding my close friends.... I really don't know how many are good.
I don't care how many are bad, I just hate it when they hurt my friends.
Men..... are they trustable?
I don't know and I hope he won't be like those guys I've met.
I've put all my faith and trust in him and I hope.... I really hope, he won't fall in love with another girl.
The pain... is really unbearable.
I hope that my friends will eventually stand up and be happy again. All the best sisters!
-sherril=xuele-
Saturday, February 09, 2008
My Worst CNY =(
It's now already 11 hours after the accident, but I'm still down and stressed up. The sound of my car hitting the divider kept playing in my mind..... the moment I knocked onto the divider is a moment that I couldn't forget. How I was so shocked, so stunned, so worried and trembled with cold.....the feelings were very complicated at that time. Everything happened in just a second.
After the incident, I kept asking myself, why did my car hit the divider? Was it because my front right tyre punctured and skidded off? Or was I sleepy at that time? Or maybe there were some other reasons? Seriously until now, I still couldn't get a real answer.... All I could recall was there was a short term dark moment right before I hit the divider. Because of this, I felt guiltier because as long as I can't recall, I would feel that the accident was caused by my sleepiness...... but my mom said it's normal that we couldn't recall that dark moment because she experienced this also.
Lately it's really a bad time for my family. Last year before CNY, I met with my first accident. An old lady knocked the back of my Waja, which was considered a bit bad. Last Oct, I got to know I have some spinal problem. On 19th Jan when I was still in KL, both my parents met with a terrible accident. The car - Iswara was badly damaged but luckily, they were safe. And now, I'm here again with this accident, this time it was Waja again.
All this while, I knew that Waja and I are like enemies... whenever I met with accident or problems with car, it will be Waja. It's never Iswara. EVERYTIME alsoWaja... actually everytime before accident, there were bad omen shown to me. Yesterday many problems and dilemma occurred. Now I really understand that every decision will lead to different conclusion. Eventhough it's just a small matter, it still counts............
Frankly, after my first accident, this time I reacted very quickly. If not I think I would have went to the other side of highway. Somehow I managed to drive my car to the side of the road and bring it to a stop, called him and my parents. And I actually didn't cry.........that's so abnormal. Too shock maybe.
Many people would not like their parents to scold them after accident. But I felt guilty because my parents didn't scold but instead consoled me and helped my to settle everything. I felt even guiltier when my mom doesn't want me to pay part of the repair expenses. I felt bad that I woke them up early in the morning for help and let them settle everything. I felt so terrible......so useless... and so helpless....
I wouldn't dare to drive for some time but nvm.... I'll be back to KL tomorrow and I won't have car there. Just hope that those who are driving must always be careful. I felt really grateful that I'm safe and I didn't knock onto anyone..... THANK GOD!
-sherril=xuele-
After the incident, I kept asking myself, why did my car hit the divider? Was it because my front right tyre punctured and skidded off? Or was I sleepy at that time? Or maybe there were some other reasons? Seriously until now, I still couldn't get a real answer.... All I could recall was there was a short term dark moment right before I hit the divider. Because of this, I felt guiltier because as long as I can't recall, I would feel that the accident was caused by my sleepiness...... but my mom said it's normal that we couldn't recall that dark moment because she experienced this also.
Lately it's really a bad time for my family. Last year before CNY, I met with my first accident. An old lady knocked the back of my Waja, which was considered a bit bad. Last Oct, I got to know I have some spinal problem. On 19th Jan when I was still in KL, both my parents met with a terrible accident. The car - Iswara was badly damaged but luckily, they were safe. And now, I'm here again with this accident, this time it was Waja again.
All this while, I knew that Waja and I are like enemies... whenever I met with accident or problems with car, it will be Waja. It's never Iswara. EVERYTIME alsoWaja... actually everytime before accident, there were bad omen shown to me. Yesterday many problems and dilemma occurred. Now I really understand that every decision will lead to different conclusion. Eventhough it's just a small matter, it still counts............
Frankly, after my first accident, this time I reacted very quickly. If not I think I would have went to the other side of highway. Somehow I managed to drive my car to the side of the road and bring it to a stop, called him and my parents. And I actually didn't cry.........that's so abnormal. Too shock maybe.
Many people would not like their parents to scold them after accident. But I felt guilty because my parents didn't scold but instead consoled me and helped my to settle everything. I felt even guiltier when my mom doesn't want me to pay part of the repair expenses. I felt bad that I woke them up early in the morning for help and let them settle everything. I felt so terrible......so useless... and so helpless....
I wouldn't dare to drive for some time but nvm.... I'll be back to KL tomorrow and I won't have car there. Just hope that those who are driving must always be careful. I felt really grateful that I'm safe and I didn't knock onto anyone..... THANK GOD!
-sherril=xuele-
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Tired Day
This morning started out as a moody day. Cousin ajak me go shopping but I lazy. Mana tau during lunch Li Pei said wanna go Sg Wang.... since Shen Chie PPK her, I told her I'll acc her. Haha... see I'm so good.
It was raining when we departed. Well, the rain didnt stop Li Pei's shopping mood. Instead her semangat became more berbara-bara. Well, we shopped n shopped and ended up buying stuffs n stuffs. Quite satisfied actually.... but seriously, very tired.
When I came back, Tze Yu ajak me, SK n fern to play pool. LOL... I was damn bad at it. AIR BALL SO MANY TIMES!!! Wanted to cry d... coz there were so many ppl there... felt so sia sui!!!! Anyway... we played 5 games... and I don't think I've even shoot 5 balls. LOL... When I played in MC I wasn't so bad. Don't know why I became this bad. NEED TO BUCK UP!!!!! Haha... but there was one time when CK just came in, I actually AM KONG 2 times... shot 2 impossible balls. Really terkejut....
ChAO GUI where are u???????????? Jie miss u d la... why never reply my msg wor????? Wanna meet you when back in PG, u promised to meet up eh. Hope to see u la.
Very late d, tmr got 8am class.. 8am-11am lecture, 11am-12pm tutorial. SIAN! 2 more reports to go... GAMBATE!
-sherril=xuele-
It was raining when we departed. Well, the rain didnt stop Li Pei's shopping mood. Instead her semangat became more berbara-bara. Well, we shopped n shopped and ended up buying stuffs n stuffs. Quite satisfied actually.... but seriously, very tired.
When I came back, Tze Yu ajak me, SK n fern to play pool. LOL... I was damn bad at it. AIR BALL SO MANY TIMES!!! Wanted to cry d... coz there were so many ppl there... felt so sia sui!!!! Anyway... we played 5 games... and I don't think I've even shoot 5 balls. LOL... When I played in MC I wasn't so bad. Don't know why I became this bad. NEED TO BUCK UP!!!!! Haha... but there was one time when CK just came in, I actually AM KONG 2 times... shot 2 impossible balls. Really terkejut....
ChAO GUI where are u???????????? Jie miss u d la... why never reply my msg wor????? Wanna meet you when back in PG, u promised to meet up eh. Hope to see u la.
Very late d, tmr got 8am class.. 8am-11am lecture, 11am-12pm tutorial. SIAN! 2 more reports to go... GAMBATE!
-sherril=xuele-
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
May you RIP, Lee Nian Ning
Yesterday when I chatted with my cousin in msn, she asked me, "Do u know about the bus accident that grabbed few lives away? Lee Nian Ning was one of them. Do u know her? Coz Roshan knows her and I thought you might know her."
At that time, I thought nth about that and told my couz I don't know her. Moreover, she was from MGS not PCGHS. However, today when I chatted with another friend online, he told me that Nian Ning was actually once my exco - TX03 exco. OMG!!!! No wonder her name seems familiar!! When I went into a website to find out more, the moment I saw her pic, I recognised her. Indeed she was my exco.... though I weren't close to her or she didnt even know about me, but still I felt sad and sorry for her. May you rest in peace, girl.
This accident happened to someone I happened to come across before. After I read articles and articles about this accident, I felt sadness and anger rising in me. Why? Why is it that the bad people will always survive when the good people have to say goodbye to us?? WHY?!! The lorry driver who knocked my friend down bout 1 n a half years ago could run away but my friend had to leave this world. How could such selfish people be living around us?
Konsortium.. I'm taking Konsortium back during CNY. I'm so worried and scared now because the bus that met with this accident was Konsortium. And the driver actually had 13 samans.. OMG!!!
On behalf of Nian Ning (1987-2008) who passed away in a tragic bus accident, a petition to the Ministry of Transport to raise the safety awareness campaign was set up. Please show some love by visiting http://buscrashnomore.blogspot.com and place an e-signature there Thanks! Please help me spread it too!
Let us pray for her... she'll always be in our minds. May GOD bless you.
At that time, I thought nth about that and told my couz I don't know her. Moreover, she was from MGS not PCGHS. However, today when I chatted with another friend online, he told me that Nian Ning was actually once my exco - TX03 exco. OMG!!!! No wonder her name seems familiar!! When I went into a website to find out more, the moment I saw her pic, I recognised her. Indeed she was my exco.... though I weren't close to her or she didnt even know about me, but still I felt sad and sorry for her. May you rest in peace, girl.
This accident happened to someone I happened to come across before. After I read articles and articles about this accident, I felt sadness and anger rising in me. Why? Why is it that the bad people will always survive when the good people have to say goodbye to us?? WHY?!! The lorry driver who knocked my friend down bout 1 n a half years ago could run away but my friend had to leave this world. How could such selfish people be living around us?
Konsortium.. I'm taking Konsortium back during CNY. I'm so worried and scared now because the bus that met with this accident was Konsortium. And the driver actually had 13 samans.. OMG!!!
On behalf of Nian Ning (1987-2008) who passed away in a tragic bus accident, a petition to the Ministry of Transport to raise the safety awareness campaign was set up. Please show some love by visiting http://buscrashnomore.blogspot.com and place an e-signature there Thanks! Please help me spread it too!
Let us pray for her... she'll always be in our minds. May GOD bless you.
HOHOHO!!!
haha.. feel so great right now! Been without internet connection for the past half year and finally.... *BOOM* here i am with Streamyx!!! =) Everyone in B-6-7 is so happy right now!!!
Felt that this semester life will be hectic like I was in F4. Been busy with society stuff since end of Dec 2007. We went to FRIM on 20th Jan 2008 n I was the treasurer. Baby Ong was the chairman...(Chin Hong.. u know who is Baby Ong?) Then last Sunday I went to SPCA with Community Service Society (CSS). It was nice to see the animals.. I will upload all the photos.. no worries!
Currently busy with the upcoming biggest event in Traveler's Den, which is organizing a trip to Redang, Lang Tengah n Perhentian 3 days 2 nights. DOn't think May is still a long way to go.. we have to book before Matta Fair and now I'm still not ready with budget and proposal.. Haihz... anyone out there who knows any agents???
Btw, if anyone from UTAR FES is interested in this trip, u can visit our booth at canteen and write down your name. Further details will be available for u there. And oh yeah, on 16th Feb (after CNY that Sat), Traveler's Den is organising a trip to Gua Tempurung - RM30 for member and RM 35 for non-member. Interested students can visit our booth too.. Thank you!
Now with internet connection I sudah tak sabar sabar wanna online to upload pics and update this update that... the best thing is i can chat with my friends d. Anyway... just to inform all of u, I will only go back to PG on 5th Feb nite and come back to KL on 10th Feb morning. Don't ask me why so rush, it's because I'm currently not having sem break so have to rush back for classes. UTAR sucks huh? HAha....
Alright till here... let u see those pics ya... take care everyone and Happy Chinese New Year!!!
Felt that this semester life will be hectic like I was in F4. Been busy with society stuff since end of Dec 2007. We went to FRIM on 20th Jan 2008 n I was the treasurer. Baby Ong was the chairman...(Chin Hong.. u know who is Baby Ong?) Then last Sunday I went to SPCA with Community Service Society (CSS). It was nice to see the animals.. I will upload all the photos.. no worries!
Currently busy with the upcoming biggest event in Traveler's Den, which is organizing a trip to Redang, Lang Tengah n Perhentian 3 days 2 nights. DOn't think May is still a long way to go.. we have to book before Matta Fair and now I'm still not ready with budget and proposal.. Haihz... anyone out there who knows any agents???
Btw, if anyone from UTAR FES is interested in this trip, u can visit our booth at canteen and write down your name. Further details will be available for u there. And oh yeah, on 16th Feb (after CNY that Sat), Traveler's Den is organising a trip to Gua Tempurung - RM30 for member and RM 35 for non-member. Interested students can visit our booth too.. Thank you!
Now with internet connection I sudah tak sabar sabar wanna online to upload pics and update this update that... the best thing is i can chat with my friends d. Anyway... just to inform all of u, I will only go back to PG on 5th Feb nite and come back to KL on 10th Feb morning. Don't ask me why so rush, it's because I'm currently not having sem break so have to rush back for classes. UTAR sucks huh? HAha....
Alright till here... let u see those pics ya... take care everyone and Happy Chinese New Year!!!
