An unusual quiet day

Finally I'm home. Finally I can relax a bit. It has been a tiring day for me although I didn't have any classes today. Went sing k with my bunch of classmates just now, altogether there were 8 of us (me, baby ong, shyuan, yit fung, yee loong, tze yu, siang kuak and davis). Today I was unusually quiet during "sing k", I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I just know that,today, I didn't have the mood to sing. I even sang my hubby's song out of tune.... so unlike me =(

Maybe I was a bit tired since I went to uni since 8am...Maybe the room was too cold....Maybe the songs that my friends chose were not familiar to me...Maybe, the songs that I sang at the very beginning made me think of many things.... Yeah, I think that should be the reason.

When I'm quiet that doesn't mean I'm down. Many of the times, I'm just too obsessed in my own world, sorting things out or analyzing problems. Friends usually will think that I'm in bad mood, but actually I'm not. However, it's true that if I'm in my own world, I do not like people to disturb me. Haha.. so be more observant ya.

At this kind of situation, I usually don't talk much. Instead, I tend to observe my surroundings more. Sometimes when I quiet down, I can somehow find solution to my problems and worries. Yea, I love to smile and laugh, but there are times I tend to think and worry too much. Am I being too negative, or I'm just preparing myself for the worst possibility? I don't know... I really don't know....

We're all living in a realistic world, and sometimes we really have to be a bit realistic to survive in this world. Many things if we don't experience ourselves, we really don't know what's the feeling to be in some particular situations. Haha well, I don't want to make things complicated here. Anyway, it's just another day of me thinking too much =)

When you're stressed up, listening to songs can calm you down. I'm listening to my hubby's songs now... and I'm fine again. His songs mean a lot to me.... I owe him a lot haha. I said till as if he knows who am I huh? I'm day dreaming again... lalala

Alright, till here for today. Might be going to night market later with hsemate.. depends la. I miss my besties and my dear sisters in PG. I feel like hugging everyone of you and cry. Haha... I miss u all... I really miss u all!

-sherril=xuele-