I am gonna be so DEAD tomorrow. Yeah, tomorrow 1st of March 2009!!
LOL
Tonight surely will have some weird nightmare about me playing badminton.
Haih, I am taking part in tomorrow's badminton competition for Sports Carnival, organized by UTAR Sports Club. I will be playing doubles, partnering my dear cousin Shyuan. SHE WAS THE ONE WHO kinda FORCED ME IN!
Haha ok la just joking. She did not force, but oh well, she wanted to play so much and the officer Mr Alvin was urging us to play so I have no choice but to give in. You know why he wanted us to take part? Hmm... because initially there were only 2 girls' teams, so..... yeah that is why I am now in it.
Arrggghhhhh~~~!! Tension man!
Imagine, a noob player like me partnering a pro player like Shyuan. How can you be not tension? I will surely memper'siasui'kan myself and also most importantly, memper'siasui'kan her standard. LOL.
I always have DOUBLE tension when I play doubles. I will always think, "I must not play like shit because I am NOT playing alone. If I play like shit I will 'hai' my partner. But then I am so lousy for sure I will make my partner lose points."
Yeah that was what I used to think way back in high school when I played in tennis tournaments. Results? Ha, I was super tension and played like shit.
I am not someone who can play in competitions. Last time when I was still playing tennis, I could play quite ok when I was training with friends. But when it came to tournament time, haha everything went upside down and I did super lots of unforced errors. Why? Because the thought of competition made me tension.
You want me to treat tournament like training. No way. I tried and failed. Haih.
If *he* is there to support me surely I will feel better. But now we are no longer together, impossible for that to happen. *sigh*
The worst thing is, Mr Alvin puts high hope on us because as you know, my cousin is a pro player. Kandas la. Mr Alvin, I am sorry I think I will disappoint you =(
To think back, I only joined once in badminton competition and that was when I was only in Standard 6. OMG!!!! Now I do not even really know how to calculate the points and stuffs =_=''
You know what some people told me?
"Aiya join la. No need to worry, Shyuan will cover up for you. She's so pro."
Yeah definitely she will need to cover up for me. But don't you think that from what that person said, he was actually hinting me that I am not a good player?
Yeah I admit I am NOT. And I have NEVER said I am good. NEVER.
Plus today my classmate told Shyuan that when I play badminton I look funny and ugly. FINE. I also know that.
I just wish that tomorrow will not turn out as bad as I thought.
Will *you* be supporting me or you do not even give a damn about it?
Whichever it is, I still miss you. I miss you!!!!!!
-sherril=xuele-
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
A Song That Will Not Be Forgotten
Just now went out dinner with my sai lo, Shyuan and Chendy. We dined in Yuen Buffet Steamboat Restaurant. Yes, the one opposite Sunway Pyramid with yummy chicken wings. It was a nice dinner, at least made me stop thinking about those sad stuffs for a while haha. Haha I am looking forward to our next food trip =) By the way, thanks sai lo for fetching us. Next time treat you ya!
Heard 曹格's Superwoman during our journey back to drop Chendy at Metroview. It made me think of a song which *he* sang to him before - 曹格's 数到五答应我. It was the 1st ever song he sang to me after we were together. That time I was still in foundation, and he sang to me at my hostel. You know, this song meant a lot to me because I know, the lyrics were what he wanted to tell me. It was seriously so "ngam" with our situation - love at first sight (him). I will never forget this song. Never.
數到五答應我
第一次看見你就為你心動
聰明的我 怎能讓你走
第二次看見你我竟然失控
是我的錯 請你原諒我
第三次看見你想要告訴你
我真的愛妳 是真的愛妳
第四次看見你我有些要求
希望你能夠 安安靜靜得聆聽
(一) 讓我保護妳
(二) 讓我照顧妳
(三) 所有的要求不能當作遊戲
(四) 接受這命運
(五) 永遠不分離
那最後一個 一定要說你願意
I wanna be a lover, I wanna be a man
我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover, don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福的永遠
說你願意
I wanna be a lover, I wanna be a man (重複二次)
我只希望給你多一點
Can you be my lover, don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福每一天
因為我Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover, don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福到永遠
你說你害怕 因為受過傷
不需要害怕 因為我不是他
[mojim.com]
Haih, then Chendy asked whether we have went to KLCC Aquaria before? I guess she never really read my blog so she did not know I went before. Hmm... what a good friend she is LOL. Well, haha it made me thought of the day we spent before last year's Valentine's. Haha... it was so sweet. I realised that whenever I talked about *him*, I was always smiling while reminiscing those memories. Shows that I was really happy together with him. How I wish he knows about this....
I will be entering week 8 soon. I have 3 upcoming tests with 4 assignments to accomplish. Kandas liao haih.
-sherril=xuele-
Heard 曹格's Superwoman during our journey back to drop Chendy at Metroview. It made me think of a song which *he* sang to him before - 曹格's 数到五答应我. It was the 1st ever song he sang to me after we were together. That time I was still in foundation, and he sang to me at my hostel. You know, this song meant a lot to me because I know, the lyrics were what he wanted to tell me. It was seriously so "ngam" with our situation - love at first sight (him). I will never forget this song. Never.
數到五答應我
第一次看見你就為你心動
聰明的我 怎能讓你走
第二次看見你我竟然失控
是我的錯 請你原諒我
第三次看見你想要告訴你
我真的愛妳 是真的愛妳
第四次看見你我有些要求
希望你能夠 安安靜靜得聆聽
(一) 讓我保護妳
(二) 讓我照顧妳
(三) 所有的要求不能當作遊戲
(四) 接受這命運
(五) 永遠不分離
那最後一個 一定要說你願意
I wanna be a lover, I wanna be a man
我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover, don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福的永遠
說你願意
I wanna be a lover, I wanna be a man (重複二次)
我只希望給你多一點
Can you be my lover, don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福每一天
因為我Wanna be your lover I wanna be your man
我只要你開心多一點
Can you be my lover, don't wanna be your friend
給你幸福到永遠
你說你害怕 因為受過傷
不需要害怕 因為我不是他
[mojim.com]
Haih, then Chendy asked whether we have went to KLCC Aquaria before? I guess she never really read my blog so she did not know I went before. Hmm... what a good friend she is LOL. Well, haha it made me thought of the day we spent before last year's Valentine's. Haha... it was so sweet. I realised that whenever I talked about *him*, I was always smiling while reminiscing those memories. Shows that I was really happy together with him. How I wish he knows about this....
I will be entering week 8 soon. I have 3 upcoming tests with 4 assignments to accomplish. Kandas liao haih.
-sherril=xuele-
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Bentong trip
OK, so here is the post I owed you guys since more than a week. Sorry for that, lately just do not have the mood and time for it. Anyway, since I skipped Moral today, I have the time for it. So be prepared because this will be a super long post with many many photos.
Let's just call this trip as Bentong Trip ya.
Well, this is a 1-day trip organised by Traveler's Den of UTAR FES with Yoon Sin as the chairperson for this trip. I of course joined in because I am part of this society and to support my twin's event. Haha... Just take it like a belated Valentine's treat for myself, since Valentine's was bored to hell.
We were glad that we had the seats of bus fully occupied, with 43 students and 1 advisor - Dr. Niranjan. We set off at around 7.30am from uni.
We did not really go to Bentong, but somewhere near there. Oh by the way Bentong is in Pahang. Hehe let my give you a brief idea of our journey:
Well, that is not the exact time but well, just an estimation of mine. Could not really remember the timing. I paid Rm30 for this trip since I am a member of Traveler's Den and frankly, I think it is very worth the price.
In Elephant Sanctuary, first we were ushered into a small room to watch a movie clip about elephants which lasted for half an hour. Then the exciting part came. We got to feed those elephants and even ride on them!! Haha have you ever ridden on an elephant? I bet not many of you did =) But sadly, we were not be able to make it for their bathing session because the session is in the afternoon and we have other places to go.
Me and Shyuan with this Myanmar elephant.
Me and my classmates who went.
The name "Deerland" makes you think of what? Only deers right? Haha but the truth is, there are other animals in it too! It is some kind like a mini private zoo. Hey do not think that ZOO is boring because this special zoo is not boring at all! You can even play with the animals =) Wohoo~!!!
Of course given the name "Deerland", there are many deers in it and everyone of us got the chance to feed them.
Luckily I am still taller than it!
It is so cute =)
Then it was time for monkey show-off time! This cute little thing was asked by our tour guide to perform some tricks. We lined up in a line and it jumped from the last person's shoulder to the first person's shoulders. We were even allowed to have the monkey on our shoulders and pose for pictures!
With the mischievious monekey.
After that, the tour guide led us around the mini zoo. Let the pictures do their job now =)
Baby Sun Bear.
I do not know what is it but it is so damn cute!!
Watch out!! That is REAL snake!
Porcupine.
I love this bird so colourful =)
Haha after playing, we had lunch in another side of Deerland. This place is a private place of our tour guide's. He grows herbs in it and I think he does research in there. I am not too sure. Anyway once we were inside everyone was eating hungrily.
Inside the herbs area.
After lunch our tour guide offered to bring us to his private flying fox area. At first only 10 people were allowed to play but in the end haha.. more than 10 ppl tried and I was one of them!!! You know how much I like these kind of activtities so how could I be left out? Somemore this activity is free! It is an offer from our kind tour guide. Thank you!
Dr. Niranjan played flying fox too!
On my way to the other side of river to play flying fox.
Oh! I am FLYING!!!
Haha after taking group picture outside Deerland, everyone was fast sound asleep on bus during the journey to the famous Kow Po Ice Cream Restaurant. Everyone was exhausted I think=) Oh and I heard I had my ugly sleeping face in some people's camera. ISH that is the karma for snapping Kelvin's sleeping pose.
Group picture. Thanks photographers!
Well, comments about the FAMOUS ice-cream. Hmm.... I feel that there is nothing special about it, but 1 thing is for sure, it is very soft. Erm, 1 scoop costs you RM2. Is it expensive? Try and you will know =) I heard that you can "ta pau" back and can last you for 8 hours of journey? I am not sure whether I have mistaken it or not.
The restaurant.
Ice-creams... YUMMY!
Haha crazy fella posing with ice-creams.
Anyway, did not spend quite long over there because everyone was looking forward to the last stop - WATERFALL!!!
Huge huh?
I tell you, Chamang Waterfall is a nice place. I think it is a famous place since there is even road signs for it. Initially I did not plan to go into the water since you know, I do not really like to take bath in public toilets. But thanks to my GOOD classmates, we 3 girls were dumped into the water by them.. and I was all wet. KNS!!!
Yoon Sin
Boon Cheng
See, they splashed us!
But well, we really had fun there. Some people like Kae Vin did water surfing. Haha not really surfing la, just hmm... don't know how to say. Anyway, it was fun and you know why? Some of us do not know how to swim (excluding me) but with our team work, we were able to bypass the strong current. Haha... I was nearly being washed away by the strong waves while enjoying the super great "massage" from the water, but luckily friends grabbed hold of me, shyuan and yoon sin in time. Haha must be because we were too small-sized and too light. *self perasan*
Strong current.
Oh I love the waterfall!!!
Go to Kae Vin's blog to see about the water and how he 'surfed' haha.
Then, it was time to go back. Ahaha, did not sleep during the journey back but talked with my juniors. I realised that many people from this trip were from my course, just that different year. Haha the youngest participant was Hesmond - Y1S1 from MH. Eh, we never had a Y1S1 participants ever since our 1st activity so I am so happy to have people like him to join. Then the oldest I heard were seniors in Year 4.
So people, thanks for giving me a nice belated Valentine's treat haha. I really enjoyed myself! Baby Ong, you did a great job!!!!
ps: Details about the restaurant:
-sherril=xuele-
Let's just call this trip as Bentong Trip ya.
Well, this is a 1-day trip organised by Traveler's Den of UTAR FES with Yoon Sin as the chairperson for this trip. I of course joined in because I am part of this society and to support my twin's event. Haha... Just take it like a belated Valentine's treat for myself, since Valentine's was bored to hell.
We were glad that we had the seats of bus fully occupied, with 43 students and 1 advisor - Dr. Niranjan. We set off at around 7.30am from uni.
We did not really go to Bentong, but somewhere near there. Oh by the way Bentong is in Pahang. Hehe let my give you a brief idea of our journey:
- 7.30am - Set off from uni
- 10.00am - Arrived at Elephant Sanctuary @Kuala Gandah
- 12.00pm - Set off to Deerland.
- 12.15pm - Arrived at Deerland, started activities in there
- 1.00pm - Lunched inside Deerland
- 1.30pm - Played flying-fox in Deerland
- 2.00pm - Set off for ice-cream
- 3.30pm - Arrived at Kow Po Ice-Cream Restaurant and starting licking off those delicious ice cream
- 4.00pm - Set off to waterfall
- 4.30pm - Reached Chamang Waterfall and everyone had fun
- 6.00pm - Bathed and changed into dry clothes
- 6.30pm - Journey back to uni
- 8.15pm - Bid goodbye to everyone
Well, that is not the exact time but well, just an estimation of mine. Could not really remember the timing. I paid Rm30 for this trip since I am a member of Traveler's Den and frankly, I think it is very worth the price.
In Elephant Sanctuary, first we were ushered into a small room to watch a movie clip about elephants which lasted for half an hour. Then the exciting part came. We got to feed those elephants and even ride on them!! Haha have you ever ridden on an elephant? I bet not many of you did =) But sadly, we were not be able to make it for their bathing session because the session is in the afternoon and we have other places to go.
Me and Shyuan with this Myanmar elephant.Me and my classmates who went.The name "Deerland" makes you think of what? Only deers right? Haha but the truth is, there are other animals in it too! It is some kind like a mini private zoo. Hey do not think that ZOO is boring because this special zoo is not boring at all! You can even play with the animals =) Wohoo~!!!
Of course given the name "Deerland", there are many deers in it and everyone of us got the chance to feed them.
Luckily I am still taller than it!It is so cute =)Then it was time for monkey show-off time! This cute little thing was asked by our tour guide to perform some tricks. We lined up in a line and it jumped from the last person's shoulder to the first person's shoulders. We were even allowed to have the monkey on our shoulders and pose for pictures!
With the mischievious monekey.After that, the tour guide led us around the mini zoo. Let the pictures do their job now =)
Baby Sun Bear.I do not know what is it but it is so damn cute!!Watch out!! That is REAL snake! Porcupine.I love this bird so colourful =)Haha after playing, we had lunch in another side of Deerland. This place is a private place of our tour guide's. He grows herbs in it and I think he does research in there. I am not too sure. Anyway once we were inside everyone was eating hungrily.
Inside the herbs area.After lunch our tour guide offered to bring us to his private flying fox area. At first only 10 people were allowed to play but in the end haha.. more than 10 ppl tried and I was one of them!!! You know how much I like these kind of activtities so how could I be left out? Somemore this activity is free! It is an offer from our kind tour guide. Thank you!
Dr. Niranjan played flying fox too!On my way to the other side of river to play flying fox.Oh! I am FLYING!!! Group picture. Thanks photographers!Well, comments about the FAMOUS ice-cream. Hmm.... I feel that there is nothing special about it, but 1 thing is for sure, it is very soft. Erm, 1 scoop costs you RM2. Is it expensive? Try and you will know =) I heard that you can "ta pau" back and can last you for 8 hours of journey? I am not sure whether I have mistaken it or not.
The restaurant.Ice-creams... YUMMY!Haha crazy fella posing with ice-creams.Anyway, did not spend quite long over there because everyone was looking forward to the last stop - WATERFALL!!!
Huge huh?I tell you, Chamang Waterfall is a nice place. I think it is a famous place since there is even road signs for it. Initially I did not plan to go into the water since you know, I do not really like to take bath in public toilets. But thanks to my GOOD classmates, we 3 girls were dumped into the water by them.. and I was all wet. KNS!!!
Yoon SinBoon ChengSee, they splashed us!But well, we really had fun there. Some people like Kae Vin did water surfing. Haha not really surfing la, just hmm... don't know how to say. Anyway, it was fun and you know why? Some of us do not know how to swim (excluding me) but with our team work, we were able to bypass the strong current. Haha... I was nearly being washed away by the strong waves while enjoying the super great "massage" from the water, but luckily friends grabbed hold of me, shyuan and yoon sin in time. Haha must be because we were too small-sized and too light. *self perasan*
Strong current.Go to Kae Vin's blog to see about the water and how he 'surfed' haha.
Then, it was time to go back. Ahaha, did not sleep during the journey back but talked with my juniors. I realised that many people from this trip were from my course, just that different year. Haha the youngest participant was Hesmond - Y1S1 from MH. Eh, we never had a Y1S1 participants ever since our 1st activity so I am so happy to have people like him to join. Then the oldest I heard were seniors in Year 4.
So people, thanks for giving me a nice belated Valentine's treat haha. I really enjoyed myself! Baby Ong, you did a great job!!!!
ps: Details about the restaurant:
- Kow Po Coffee Shop
- No.2, Bentong Heights,
- 28700 Bentong, Pahang.
- 09-2221258 / 09-2220391
-sherril=xuele-
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
I am crazy T______T
Ok I know I said I will update about Bentong trip in this entry but... I just don't have the time to blog about that, YET. Plus, I do not have the mood to blog that.
Lately, I just can't concentrate well. Many things in my mind. OMG I am going to lose my mind some day. Haih.
Why? You are so near to me yet it seems that the distance between us is so far T___T
LOL ok I know many of you want to comment about me again. Whatever. I won't care much.
I miss you. I really miss you. I can lie to everyone that I do not think about you anymore but I just cannot lie to myself. You're driving me crazy man.
Hope *he* does not see this post. If not, he will surely be mad at me. But, I have no one to turn to anymore so I can just turn to my blog.
Lately so many things happened but I feel that I have no one to share to. I know I can share with friends but..... I have bothered them for so long already and I think it is time to give them a break.
I really miss you bb. I miss you!!!!!!!!
-sherril=xuele-
Lately, I just can't concentrate well. Many things in my mind. OMG I am going to lose my mind some day. Haih.
Why? You are so near to me yet it seems that the distance between us is so far T___T
LOL ok I know many of you want to comment about me again. Whatever. I won't care much.
I miss you. I really miss you. I can lie to everyone that I do not think about you anymore but I just cannot lie to myself. You're driving me crazy man.
Hope *he* does not see this post. If not, he will surely be mad at me. But, I have no one to turn to anymore so I can just turn to my blog.
Lately so many things happened but I feel that I have no one to share to. I know I can share with friends but..... I have bothered them for so long already and I think it is time to give them a break.
I really miss you bb. I miss you!!!!!!!!
-sherril=xuele-
Monday, February 23, 2009
Little bit of updates
Hihi back to blogging. Lately I was too busy watching Taiwan Idol Drama - 霹雳MIT. It is a nice movie, at least I think it is. Quite full of suspense.
MIT = Mysterious Incredible Terminators. It is made up of 4 students and 1 teacher. Each and every of them have their unique characteristics. The mission of forming this group is to solve mysteries that revolve around their school. You should see how they solve those mysteries. Incredible!!! Frankly, I love the story line. I personally think that it is well written. *thumb up*
Wohoo~!! I am now super in love with 炎亚纶 from 飞轮海(Fahrenheit). His acting is awesome because he kept cool all the way with a little cute side of him =) OMG I can't wait for 霹雳MIT 2!! (If there's any la because it seems that there is a continuation).
MIT members, from left: 187, 天魔星, 007, 747, Miss Cherry
(their IDs in MIT)
炎亚纶 and 鬼鬼. They are such a cute couple~!!!
Don't know why I am now quite into Taiwan Idol Drama. Maybe I am influenced by *him*. Or maybe they are funny and I always laugh and laugh when I watch. Whatever. As long as I am happy =)
Regarding my previous post about 25 random things, my 'sai lo' told me he was laughing all the way while reading it. OMG is it that hillarious? I do not even think it is funny! Anyway I hope that people will understand me more through that and NOT just remember to stalk my nails like what Kelvin did. ISH~!!!
Now, finally I start to feel the tension in me. It is already week 7. Many more assignment deadlines are waiting for me and my group mates to accomplish. Here's my hectic schedule:
Ok, I know it is actually not that packed. But I think Week 8 really kns. *sigh* By the way, anyone interested in going to Fashion Night organised by Arts and Crafts Society? Please check out the details in the announcement column above.
Fashion Night is like less than a fortnight away but there are still so many things to be done. I hope everything can be carried out nicely and make it a success. Wohoo gambate people!!!
Today is somewhat quite a happy day for me. Well maybe let's just say it is my happiest day in these 2 months? But in between my happiness, there is confusion. Haih, I do not know what to do or how to react. Indeed it was great but then, what does that mean? Nothing? Absolutely nothing?? Maybe...
Guess I should just carry on with my life just like this huh? If it means more than nothing, I will eventually know it. Just let the time come by itself. But of course only if I am that lucky...
Before I end let me share a song with you:
And a funny video clip (many of you should have watched it before), just for a laugh =)
So I shall make it a short post and end here. Will update about the Bentong trip in the next entry! Cheers~!
p/s: Pictures grabbed from here and here.
-sherril=xuele-
MIT = Mysterious Incredible Terminators. It is made up of 4 students and 1 teacher. Each and every of them have their unique characteristics. The mission of forming this group is to solve mysteries that revolve around their school. You should see how they solve those mysteries. Incredible!!! Frankly, I love the story line. I personally think that it is well written. *thumb up*
Wohoo~!! I am now super in love with 炎亚纶 from 飞轮海(Fahrenheit). His acting is awesome because he kept cool all the way with a little cute side of him =) OMG I can't wait for 霹雳MIT 2!! (If there's any la because it seems that there is a continuation).
MIT members, from left: 187, 天魔星, 007, 747, Miss Cherry(their IDs in MIT)
炎亚纶 and 鬼鬼. They are such a cute couple~!!!Don't know why I am now quite into Taiwan Idol Drama. Maybe I am influenced by *him*. Or maybe they are funny and I always laugh and laugh when I watch. Whatever. As long as I am happy =)
Regarding my previous post about 25 random things, my 'sai lo' told me he was laughing all the way while reading it. OMG is it that hillarious? I do not even think it is funny! Anyway I hope that people will understand me more through that and NOT just remember to stalk my nails like what Kelvin did. ISH~!!!
Now, finally I start to feel the tension in me. It is already week 7. Many more assignment deadlines are waiting for me and my group mates to accomplish. Here's my hectic schedule:
- Week 7: Fashion Night preparation
- Week 8: Moral assignment, Moral test, Fashion Night
- Week 9: Moral presentation, Digital Electronics test
- Week 12: Circuits and Systems Assignment, CAD/CAM Project
Ok, I know it is actually not that packed. But I think Week 8 really kns. *sigh* By the way, anyone interested in going to Fashion Night organised by Arts and Crafts Society? Please check out the details in the announcement column above.
Fashion Night is like less than a fortnight away but there are still so many things to be done. I hope everything can be carried out nicely and make it a success. Wohoo gambate people!!!
Today is somewhat quite a happy day for me. Well maybe let's just say it is my happiest day in these 2 months? But in between my happiness, there is confusion. Haih, I do not know what to do or how to react. Indeed it was great but then, what does that mean? Nothing? Absolutely nothing?? Maybe...
Guess I should just carry on with my life just like this huh? If it means more than nothing, I will eventually know it. Just let the time come by itself. But of course only if I am that lucky...
Before I end let me share a song with you:
And a funny video clip (many of you should have watched it before), just for a laugh =)
So I shall make it a short post and end here. Will update about the Bentong trip in the next entry! Cheers~!
p/s: Pictures grabbed from here and here.
-sherril=xuele-
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
25 Random Things
"Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!"
That was what Xiang Jie wrote and tagged me in FB so I might as well write it here.
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1. I'm known as Sherril or Xue Le or Blur Blur. Mind you, Sherril is pronounced as "Cheryl" and it is a short form for Sherrilynn. Ignore that "lynn" because noone calls me that except my mum, piano teacher and tennis coach back in high school. Xue Le (雪乐) is a direct translation from Sherril in chinese, which means "snow happiness". It is a nickname invented by Dominic they all during high school time. Blur Blur is given to me because many of the times I am super blur.
2. Super love BLUE and super HATE pinkish things but the weird part is, I have more clothes in pink rather than blue. Still wondering why? Just becasue I am a girl? *hmmm*
3. UTAR and Engineering were NEVER in my list of choices while choosing uni and courses. However, I ended up here studying that. Don't get me wrong, no one forced me to in fact I was the one who "willingly" chose it. (must be out of my mind that time). Whatever.
4. Have ugly thumnails and toenails. So next time please don't give me expressions like "Eee, what happened to your nails?" or "Aiyer, pain or not?". My answer: I don't know what happened and they are NOT pain.
5. Hate people who are pretentious or those who think they can do whatever they want just becasue they have someone "powerful" behind supporting them. Seriously, get a life, losers.
6. I give people an impression that I am cool, strict or unfriendly when I do not smile. Wei, you can't expect me to smile 24/7 right? My mouth also need some rest. Sorry if I ever give you such impression because the fact is I am the other way round.
7. The MOST SIGNIFICANT thing about me - my super sweet and charming smile =) *ss*
8. Am a Chocoholic and Cheesaholic. A special reminder: I just love chocolates that are just PURE chocolates without any stupid nuts, almond and etc. Well, a bit of wine is acceptable by the way.
9. Almost a typical Libran. Surf the net for the traits of a Libran, but of course not everything suits me. I said "almost".
10. Challenge me with spicy food because they are my favourite. But never with ginger, celery and the "smelly" vege, I'll straight away vomit these awful things out.
11. Love my family, *him*, besties, sisters and friends.
12. Friends who have never seen my brother in reality before claimed that I look so alike to my brother based on the photos that we took together. Is that so? I doubt it. I am a girl and he is a guy!!!
13. Have a kns bad temper. However, I am trying to control my temper these days.
14. Have always been grateful to have been born in such a nice family. Not much pressure in studies, am allowed to do almost anything that I like, never stop me in joining activities in school and uni, not much curfew, no objection in my relationship with *him*, taught me the right ways to be a proper person, understanding and etc. I love you my family!!!
15. A Chinese-educated girl who practically speaks Chinese every single day plus some English and Hokkien. However, I still love English the most. Don't ask me why.
16. Oh yeah, don't treat me stuffs like abolone. I do not know how to appreciate them and I don't really like them. Allergy to BIG prawns and I have phobia towards LOBSTERs because many years ago during an xmas eve dinner, I kena food poisoning due to lobsters =_=''
17. Love to drive very fast but too bad, there are always so many road blocks in Penang. I have the habit of not letting other cars to cut pass me haha. (mostly night times)
18. Have transformed from a tomboy-ish girl to a more feminish girl. But, I am not a "shu nv" who talks and laughs very softly. I can laugh like a mad girl and do super crazy stuffs with my friends. No wonder sometimes our classmates don't regard me, my twin and Shyuan as girls.
19. Whenever I stay elsewhere besides my house, I am most conscious about the cleanliness of the toilet at that place. I really cannot stand toilets that are dirty. The sink, floor and toilet bowl MUST BE CLEAN. If not, I will have a dreadful time showering and brushing my teeth there.
20. I can neither cook nor sew. Next time when my kid's clothes are torn, I will immediately be reminded of my mother. Haha she's a superwoman who knows how to do many many things. And I think in the future, it should be my husband who will be doing all the cooking =) To be fair, maybe I'll just do housework.
21. Love to have my hair being tied, cut, washed etc at saloon or by friends. I love the feeling of my hair being fondled that is why I am always tempted to go and cut my hair when *he* has his hair cut and I love the most when *he* plays with my hair.
22. I do not forget about my friends. But sometimes I am just too busy or lazy to keep in touch with you all. No matter what, you all are always in my mind =)
23. Have an annoying habit of saying "BRB" in msn and never reply again for the rest of the day or night. I know many people are super fed up with this attitude of mine haha. Sorries.
24. My dream - be part in Forensic team and tour round the world with my beloved guy.
25. Yes, I am single but I am NOT available because I am deeply and madly in love with *him*. I can't help it!!!!
I did not tag anyone. If you feel like writing 25 random things about yourself in your blog then go ahead with it. Haha... that's all. Have a nice day people!
-sherril=xuele-
That was what Xiang Jie wrote and tagged me in FB so I might as well write it here.
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2. Super love BLUE and super HATE pinkish things but the weird part is, I have more clothes in pink rather than blue. Still wondering why? Just becasue I am a girl? *hmmm*
3. UTAR and Engineering were NEVER in my list of choices while choosing uni and courses. However, I ended up here studying that. Don't get me wrong, no one forced me to in fact I was the one who "willingly" chose it. (must be out of my mind that time). Whatever.
4. Have ugly thumnails and toenails. So next time please don't give me expressions like "Eee, what happened to your nails?" or "Aiyer, pain or not?". My answer: I don't know what happened and they are NOT pain.
5. Hate people who are pretentious or those who think they can do whatever they want just becasue they have someone "powerful" behind supporting them. Seriously, get a life, losers.
6. I give people an impression that I am cool, strict or unfriendly when I do not smile. Wei, you can't expect me to smile 24/7 right? My mouth also need some rest. Sorry if I ever give you such impression because the fact is I am the other way round.
7. The MOST SIGNIFICANT thing about me - my super sweet and charming smile =) *ss*
8. Am a Chocoholic and Cheesaholic. A special reminder: I just love chocolates that are just PURE chocolates without any stupid nuts, almond and etc. Well, a bit of wine is acceptable by the way.
9. Almost a typical Libran. Surf the net for the traits of a Libran, but of course not everything suits me. I said "almost".
10. Challenge me with spicy food because they are my favourite. But never with ginger, celery and the "smelly" vege, I'll straight away vomit these awful things out.
11. Love my family, *him*, besties, sisters and friends.
12. Friends who have never seen my brother in reality before claimed that I look so alike to my brother based on the photos that we took together. Is that so? I doubt it. I am a girl and he is a guy!!!
13. Have a kns bad temper. However, I am trying to control my temper these days.
14. Have always been grateful to have been born in such a nice family. Not much pressure in studies, am allowed to do almost anything that I like, never stop me in joining activities in school and uni, not much curfew, no objection in my relationship with *him*, taught me the right ways to be a proper person, understanding and etc. I love you my family!!!
15. A Chinese-educated girl who practically speaks Chinese every single day plus some English and Hokkien. However, I still love English the most. Don't ask me why.
16. Oh yeah, don't treat me stuffs like abolone. I do not know how to appreciate them and I don't really like them. Allergy to BIG prawns and I have phobia towards LOBSTERs because many years ago during an xmas eve dinner, I kena food poisoning due to lobsters =_=''
17. Love to drive very fast but too bad, there are always so many road blocks in Penang. I have the habit of not letting other cars to cut pass me haha. (mostly night times)
18. Have transformed from a tomboy-ish girl to a more feminish girl. But, I am not a "shu nv" who talks and laughs very softly. I can laugh like a mad girl and do super crazy stuffs with my friends. No wonder sometimes our classmates don't regard me, my twin and Shyuan as girls.
19. Whenever I stay elsewhere besides my house, I am most conscious about the cleanliness of the toilet at that place. I really cannot stand toilets that are dirty. The sink, floor and toilet bowl MUST BE CLEAN. If not, I will have a dreadful time showering and brushing my teeth there.
20. I can neither cook nor sew. Next time when my kid's clothes are torn, I will immediately be reminded of my mother. Haha she's a superwoman who knows how to do many many things. And I think in the future, it should be my husband who will be doing all the cooking =) To be fair, maybe I'll just do housework.
21. Love to have my hair being tied, cut, washed etc at saloon or by friends. I love the feeling of my hair being fondled that is why I am always tempted to go and cut my hair when *he* has his hair cut and I love the most when *he* plays with my hair.
22. I do not forget about my friends. But sometimes I am just too busy or lazy to keep in touch with you all. No matter what, you all are always in my mind =)
23. Have an annoying habit of saying "BRB" in msn and never reply again for the rest of the day or night. I know many people are super fed up with this attitude of mine haha. Sorries.
24. My dream - be part in Forensic team and tour round the world with my beloved guy.
25. Yes, I am single but I am NOT available because I am deeply and madly in love with *him*. I can't help it!!!!
-End-
I did not tag anyone. If you feel like writing 25 random things about yourself in your blog then go ahead with it. Haha... that's all. Have a nice day people!
-sherril=xuele-
Monday, February 16, 2009
W.E.I.R.D
I am feeling so weird.
At 1 moment I thought I was back to myself again. I could laugh, talk and joke like I used to be. I really thought I could once again lead a normal life. However when I was back at home, only then I realized that it was just the outer part of me, which seemed to be okay. The fact is, deep down inside me I am not. I am crying inside, feeling so bad so down so sad.
When will this end?
I thought I could get over you. I thought I could act like I do not care about you and your stuffs anymore. I thought I could treat you like a friend again. I thought I could, but the fact is I can't. Oh god, what should I do?
I do not want to sound pathetic and emo, but I just cannot help it.
I am so hopeless right now.
p/s: Will update you all about the Bentong trip some other time. Currently, I'm not in mood for blogging that yet. Sorries.
-sherril=xuele-
At 1 moment I thought I was back to myself again. I could laugh, talk and joke like I used to be. I really thought I could once again lead a normal life. However when I was back at home, only then I realized that it was just the outer part of me, which seemed to be okay. The fact is, deep down inside me I am not. I am crying inside, feeling so bad so down so sad.
When will this end?
I thought I could get over you. I thought I could act like I do not care about you and your stuffs anymore. I thought I could treat you like a friend again. I thought I could, but the fact is I can't. Oh god, what should I do?
I do not want to sound pathetic and emo, but I just cannot help it.
I am so hopeless right now.
p/s: Will update you all about the Bentong trip some other time. Currently, I'm not in mood for blogging that yet. Sorries.
-sherril=xuele-
Friday, February 13, 2009
HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY
Tomorrow will be Valentine's Day - the special V day. So, how are all of you feeling? Excited? Sad? No comments?
Girls, did you receive any flowers, chocolates or softies from your boyfriends or admirers?
Guys, did you recieve any love letters, handmade cards or homemade cakes from your girfriends or admirers?
Congratulations if you do! Haha no matter how expensive or how cheap the presents are, they are still presents from someone who cares and loves you. So, remember to treasure them =)
For me, I do not know how should I feel. Like last year, 14th Feb is another day that I will spend in uni. Last year, I had lab session till 6pm. Well, this year will be slightly better, lecture until 2.30pm. After that? Stay at home and blog stalking I guess. =_=''
Yeah, that will be how I spend my V day, without any special programs. I celebrated V day earlier last year on 13th Feb, but this year.... NAH. No chance to celebrate with my beloved guy.
Everywhere is full of flowers, Toblerone chocolates, Ferrero Rocher...everything that symbolizes LOVE. Love is in the air~ I can feel it..... but sadly, I cannot hold it =(
Time really flies, sometimes just too fast. Memories of how we spent together 1 year ago kept flowing into my mind. I would like to erase them, but they are planted too deeply. Erasing them will hurt me more. That is why I let them stay, in my heart forever.
Was my 1st time visiting Aquaria in KLCC. My 1st time dining in Chili's. It was also my first and last time visiting Eyes on Malaysia. We were so happy, so sweet at that time but now... *sigh*
I ♥ the starfish @ Aquaria.
I ♥ stars because they bring you hope =)
1st time in Chili's!
When it was still in Titiwangsa....
Haha alright enough of those emo stuffs. That day while I was blog hopping I happened to stumble upon this blog. He wrote a post about true love and love story. Hmm... no matter you're single or attached, you can still read it. The little advice given in there is so true.
Lately, SRC members are doing roses for the fund-raising thingy for UTAR Ball. So some of them practically camped at my house for the past few nights to make those roses because my housemate Shen Chie is part of them.
Well it is not easy to create even 1 rose you know? So please DON'T grumble about how expensive it is sold because it ISN'T expensive at all. I mean, think about the workmanship, labour, time, ingredients etc, they are so worth it. I joined them in the producing session, and I was in the 'bud-making' and 'leaf-making' team haha. So I know how "easy" it is to make 1 rose.
I snapped some photos few nights ago. Here they are:
The bud.
The leaf.
The petals.
Final product.
BEAUTIFUL!!!!
Ri Shin, working real HARD haha.
Non- SRC member, James resting after the leaf making session. [5am]
Take a break, take a chocolate =)
Kelvin - sleeping pose 1
Kelvin - sleeping pose 2
OMG he's sure gonna kill me for posting this up haha.
See, everyone worked hard and was so exhausted. But when you see those recepients happily receive their flowers, it is worth more than everything haha.
So I shall end this post, if not I will be emo again.
HAPPY VALENTINES everyone!
HAPPY VALENTINES to *you*. I ♥ you!
UPDATE: Sorry Kelvin for posting up your pics without your permission...I hope I didn't make you too famous =) Ok, next time I shall post up mine as well k? Hehe...
-sherril=xuele-
Girls, did you receive any flowers, chocolates or softies from your boyfriends or admirers?
Guys, did you recieve any love letters, handmade cards or homemade cakes from your girfriends or admirers?
Congratulations if you do! Haha no matter how expensive or how cheap the presents are, they are still presents from someone who cares and loves you. So, remember to treasure them =)
For me, I do not know how should I feel. Like last year, 14th Feb is another day that I will spend in uni. Last year, I had lab session till 6pm. Well, this year will be slightly better, lecture until 2.30pm. After that? Stay at home and blog stalking I guess. =_=''
Yeah, that will be how I spend my V day, without any special programs. I celebrated V day earlier last year on 13th Feb, but this year.... NAH. No chance to celebrate with my beloved guy.
Everywhere is full of flowers, Toblerone chocolates, Ferrero Rocher...everything that symbolizes LOVE. Love is in the air~ I can feel it..... but sadly, I cannot hold it =(
Time really flies, sometimes just too fast. Memories of how we spent together 1 year ago kept flowing into my mind. I would like to erase them, but they are planted too deeply. Erasing them will hurt me more. That is why I let them stay, in my heart forever.
Was my 1st time visiting Aquaria in KLCC. My 1st time dining in Chili's. It was also my first and last time visiting Eyes on Malaysia. We were so happy, so sweet at that time but now... *sigh*
I ♥ the starfish @ Aquaria. I ♥ stars because they bring you hope =)
1st time in Chili's!When it was still in Titiwangsa....Lately, SRC members are doing roses for the fund-raising thingy for UTAR Ball. So some of them practically camped at my house for the past few nights to make those roses because my housemate Shen Chie is part of them.
Well it is not easy to create even 1 rose you know? So please DON'T grumble about how expensive it is sold because it ISN'T expensive at all. I mean, think about the workmanship, labour, time, ingredients etc, they are so worth it. I joined them in the producing session, and I was in the 'bud-making' and 'leaf-making' team haha. So I know how "easy" it is to make 1 rose.
I snapped some photos few nights ago. Here they are:
The bud.The leaf.The petals.Final product.BEAUTIFUL!!!!Ri Shin, working real HARD haha.Non- SRC member, James resting after the leaf making session. [5am]Take a break, take a chocolate =)
Kelvin - sleeping pose 1Kelvin - sleeping pose 2OMG he's sure gonna kill me for posting this up haha.
See, everyone worked hard and was so exhausted. But when you see those recepients happily receive their flowers, it is worth more than everything haha.
So I shall end this post, if not I will be emo again.
HAPPY VALENTINES everyone!
HAPPY VALENTINES to *you*. I ♥ you!
UPDATE: Sorry Kelvin for posting up your pics without your permission...I hope I didn't make you too famous =) Ok, next time I shall post up mine as well k? Hehe...
-sherril=xuele-
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
不要像她那样！
今天是二月十日。
两年半前的今天，他俩不知被什么吸引力，把他们两个紧紧地吸住。也就在那个时候，展开了他们两个真挚又难忘的一段恋情。
今天，应该是开开心心的庆祝他们两年半的周年。可是，事到如今，他们已没法再像往常一样庆祝了。她能做的，也只能远远的望着他，默默的祝他快乐、幸福。
一段本来稳定又幸福的恋情，却因为她一时的冲动，眼睁睁的把自己的幸福送走。当她想挽回时，已经太迟了。他，已被她深深的伤害。
“对不起亲爱的，我伤害了你。可是，我真的知错了。可不可以再给我一次机会？”女的含着眼泪哭哭啼啼的问他。
“对不起，我已不想再继续了。”
这句话，听起来真的很残酷。可是，她没权利责怪他。因为她是那个自己先提议分手的人。
人是不是都会在失去的时候才会懂得珍惜？
本来好好的，为什么就要那么冲动，小题大做，提出永远收不回的分手呢？这个问题，一直在她的脑里挥散不去。她真的很恨自己。
本来不相信一见钟情的她，却因为他而相信了。他对她是一见钟情的。两人的性格有略差别，但就是因为这样，他们的感情好得很。
“现在的他在做什么呢？希望他很好。”她，真的好想他。
希望大家不要因为一些小误会而随意提出分手。你永远不知道，也许就在那杀那，你已失去你最深爱的人。
在此祝大家，情人节快乐。
p/s: NO comments allowed pls!
-雪乐
两年半前的今天，他俩不知被什么吸引力，把他们两个紧紧地吸住。也就在那个时候，展开了他们两个真挚又难忘的一段恋情。
今天，应该是开开心心的庆祝他们两年半的周年。可是，事到如今，他们已没法再像往常一样庆祝了。她能做的，也只能远远的望着他，默默的祝他快乐、幸福。
一段本来稳定又幸福的恋情，却因为她一时的冲动，眼睁睁的把自己的幸福送走。当她想挽回时，已经太迟了。他，已被她深深的伤害。
“对不起亲爱的，我伤害了你。可是，我真的知错了。可不可以再给我一次机会？”女的含着眼泪哭哭啼啼的问他。
“对不起，我已不想再继续了。”
这句话，听起来真的很残酷。可是，她没权利责怪他。因为她是那个自己先提议分手的人。
人是不是都会在失去的时候才会懂得珍惜？
本来好好的，为什么就要那么冲动，小题大做，提出永远收不回的分手呢？这个问题，一直在她的脑里挥散不去。她真的很恨自己。
本来不相信一见钟情的她，却因为他而相信了。他对她是一见钟情的。两人的性格有略差别，但就是因为这样，他们的感情好得很。
“现在的他在做什么呢？希望他很好。”她，真的好想他。
希望大家不要因为一些小误会而随意提出分手。你永远不知道，也许就在那杀那，你已失去你最深爱的人。
在此祝大家，情人节快乐。
p/s: NO comments allowed pls!
-雪乐
Friday, February 06, 2009
My BLUE room
Remember I mentioned that my bedroom back in hometown was painted in BLUE colour before CNY? Yeah I LOVE IT very much. OOooh... I would like to thank my dad for being so kind to let me repaint my room in my favourite colour despite that recession is hitting everywhere in the world. Thank you daddy, I LOVE YOU~!!! =)
Well, initially I wanted to paint the walls and the door of my room in the same kind of blue, with the walls in a lighter blue (Cloudless Sky) and the door in a darker blue (Neptune).
However, that painting uncle told my mum that Cloudless Sky would make my room look smaller. True. So I told my mom to go on with my 2nd choice of colour : Forget-Me-Not. Cool name huh? =) I LOVE that colour wohoo~!!! But man, I forgot to change the colour of my door. So in the end, the blue on the door and the blue of the walls do not quite match. Haha whatever. I have grown to love them anyway =)
p/s: The colours in the catalogue shown on your computer may be slightly different from the actual paint.
Oh yeah, I changed the layout of my furniture too~! Plus, finally, yeah finally, I have a mirror in my room for me to mirror myself =) So my parents got me a new mirror, small cabinet and floor mat. And, I exchanged my table with my brother's since he is always not in Malaysia. Hehe so now my room looks more spacious and can even place 2 mattresses in my room besides my bed.
I shifted the bed to another side and replaced it with my brother's table.
The cabinet and closet remained in their respective places.
Dumped that table to my brother's room ^^ and replaced it with my bed.
I even asked the uncle to paint the small little table in blue =)
No more those "zhap zhap" things in my room because I got a new cabinet!
Like the colour of my door?
Stuffs on my bed.
Well, initially I wanted to paint the walls and the door of my room in the same kind of blue, with the walls in a lighter blue (Cloudless Sky) and the door in a darker blue (Neptune).
However, that painting uncle told my mum that Cloudless Sky would make my room look smaller. True. So I told my mom to go on with my 2nd choice of colour : Forget-Me-Not. Cool name huh? =) I LOVE that colour wohoo~!!! But man, I forgot to change the colour of my door. So in the end, the blue on the door and the blue of the walls do not quite match. Haha whatever. I have grown to love them anyway =)
p/s: The colours in the catalogue shown on your computer may be slightly different from the actual paint.
Oh yeah, I changed the layout of my furniture too~! Plus, finally, yeah finally, I have a mirror in my room for me to mirror myself =) So my parents got me a new mirror, small cabinet and floor mat. And, I exchanged my table with my brother's since he is always not in Malaysia. Hehe so now my room looks more spacious and can even place 2 mattresses in my room besides my bed.
I shifted the bed to another side and replaced it with my brother's table.
The cabinet and closet remained in their respective places.
Dumped that table to my brother's room ^^ and replaced it with my bed.
I even asked the uncle to paint the small little table in blue =)
No more those "zhap zhap" things in my room because I got a new cabinet!
Like the colour of my door?
Stuffs on my bed. Hehe let me introduce those things.
From left: Chao Chao, Pooh, Fluffles, Baby Bear, Pork Chop
1. Chao Chao is the purple pillow, which I bring it along practically everywhere even while driving.
2. The Pooh softie was brought to and fro from KL. Inseparable with it because it was a gift from *him*.
3. Fluffles, the blue softie was a birthday gift.
4. Baby Bear was a gift from my brother when I went to visit him in Brisbane during his convocation.
5. Pork Chop, the boneless doggie was a birthday gift.
6. Pooh pillow was a birthday gift from Serene. Oh, it reminds me how much I miss her.
Overall view of layout of my room (closet not in pic).
From left: Chao Chao, Pooh, Fluffles, Baby Bear, Pork Chop
1. Chao Chao is the purple pillow, which I bring it along practically everywhere even while driving.
2. The Pooh softie was brought to and fro from KL. Inseparable with it because it was a gift from *him*.
3. Fluffles, the blue softie was a birthday gift.
4. Baby Bear was a gift from my brother when I went to visit him in Brisbane during his convocation.
5. Pork Chop, the boneless doggie was a birthday gift.
6. Pooh pillow was a birthday gift from Serene. Oh, it reminds me how much I miss her.
Overall view of layout of my room (closet not in pic).
Well, although my room is not a designer room, not very big and do not have luxurious furniture and stuffs, it is still my favourite place. It is cozy and comfortable. My mum once urged me to shift to my brother's room since his room is larger but I refused.
I love you my comfort zone ^^
-sherril=xuele-
I love you my comfort zone ^^
-sherril=xuele-
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
Everytime - A1
Lately I'm not who I used to be
Someone's come and taken me
Where I don't wanna go
If I knew exactly what I have to do
In order to be there for you
When you were feeling low
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
[chorus]:
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realize that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
Save me, I've fallen from my destiny
You and I were meant to be
I've thrown it all away
Now you're gone
It's time for me to carry on
But Baby I just can't go on
Without you by my side
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
[chorus]:
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realize that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
We can survive it
All the pain we feel inside
You relied on me and now I've let you down
Now, I promise you forever
I will be the best I can
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
[chorus]:
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realize that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
[chorus]:
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realize that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
[www.azlyrics.com]
This is so true... How I hope I can revive it *awww*
-sherril=xuele-
Someone's come and taken me
Where I don't wanna go
If I knew exactly what I have to do
In order to be there for you
When you were feeling low
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
[chorus]:
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realize that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
Save me, I've fallen from my destiny
You and I were meant to be
I've thrown it all away
Now you're gone
It's time for me to carry on
But Baby I just can't go on
Without you by my side
And all the things we ever wanted
Were once yours and mine
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
[chorus]:
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realize that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
We can survive it
All the pain we feel inside
You relied on me and now I've let you down
Now, I promise you forever
I will be the best I can
Now, I know we can revive it
All the love we left
[chorus]:
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realize that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
[chorus]:
Everytime I kiss I feel your lips and
Everytime I cry I see your smile and
Everytime I close my eyes I realize that
Everytime I hold your hand in mine
The sweetest thing my heart could ever find
And I have never felt this way
Since the day I gave your love away
[www.azlyrics.com]
This is so true... How I hope I can revive it *awww*
-sherril=xuele-
Life back in KL
Coming back here makes me emo. I wish I have the power to make things right. But life is not this way right?? I prayed and promised that I would stand up once again in life, but emotions just overtook me and finally I broke down, again on Monday night. I just could not hold back my tears and sadness anymore. Why? Why? Why?
I told my friend that how I wish I could just sleep on forever with all those sweet memories and leave those sad stuffs behind. Immature of me huh? What to do? That was the easiest way out. And I was whining like a baby about wanting to return to Penang and never come back here again. At that very moment, I just want to leave everything behind and return home.... I have no more courage to face the challenges that are ahead of me. No more.
After 1 night's sleep I finally felt better. Haha.... I don't know how to describe but now I really cherish the time I spent in lecture classes because that will be the only time we get to talk. Well, say me stupid, say me crazy, say me out of my mind, but Dominic, I still want to 'camp in the forest' =)
Yesterday evening my sai lo msn-ed me and asked me whether I wanna have dinner with him. Well, initially I was not planning to have any dinner as I was not really hungry but well, I did not mind to accompany him. Well, I thought I need to breathe some fresh air to lighten my mood. Then he suddenly came up with this idea about going to Jalan Alor for dinner. He searched his way through google and off we went with the route details.
After some wrong turnings and asked for directions from people, finally we reached Jalan Alor. Haha then only we realized that it was actually just situated behind Sg Wang. SWT =_='' Well, the place was quite happening. There were CHINESE food practically along the whole road. Since we were newbie, we simply chose a shop which was situated at the very starting point of Jalan Alor - Cu Cha Restaurant.
View from outside.
Cu Cha Restaurant.
All Chinese people =)
We ordered:
1. Sesame chicken + 1 rice
2. Fried Yee Mee (Mun Yee Mee)
3. Mixed Fruit Sai Mai Lou
Sesame Chicken.
Fried Yee Mee (Mun Yee Mee)
2 fellas singing for money.
We could even see KLCC from there.
Happening!
Well, I remembered that I stated this sentence in my Facebook particulars - Have faith and believe in yourself, and the world will be as beautiful as you want it to be. Hmm.... I guess it is easy to say huh? I believe and have faith, but somehow it is not that beautiful to me. Maybe when I wrote that the world was beautiful with him.
Alright need to go back to my CAD assignment. It is already week 4, we will need to deal with more and more of tutorials, assignments, projects, reports and tests. Foooh~!! Study life is like this!!
-sherril=xuele-
I told my friend that how I wish I could just sleep on forever with all those sweet memories and leave those sad stuffs behind. Immature of me huh? What to do? That was the easiest way out. And I was whining like a baby about wanting to return to Penang and never come back here again. At that very moment, I just want to leave everything behind and return home.... I have no more courage to face the challenges that are ahead of me. No more.
After 1 night's sleep I finally felt better. Haha.... I don't know how to describe but now I really cherish the time I spent in lecture classes because that will be the only time we get to talk. Well, say me stupid, say me crazy, say me out of my mind, but Dominic, I still want to 'camp in the forest' =)
Yesterday evening my sai lo msn-ed me and asked me whether I wanna have dinner with him. Well, initially I was not planning to have any dinner as I was not really hungry but well, I did not mind to accompany him. Well, I thought I need to breathe some fresh air to lighten my mood. Then he suddenly came up with this idea about going to Jalan Alor for dinner. He searched his way through google and off we went with the route details.
After some wrong turnings and asked for directions from people, finally we reached Jalan Alor. Haha then only we realized that it was actually just situated behind Sg Wang. SWT =_='' Well, the place was quite happening. There were CHINESE food practically along the whole road. Since we were newbie, we simply chose a shop which was situated at the very starting point of Jalan Alor - Cu Cha Restaurant.
View from outside.
Cu Cha Restaurant.
All Chinese people =)
We ordered:
1. Sesame chicken + 1 rice
2. Fried Yee Mee (Mun Yee Mee)
3. Mixed Fruit Sai Mai Lou
Sesame Chicken.
Fried Yee Mee (Mun Yee Mee)
Mixed Fruit Sai Mai Lo
Well, happy because we had dinner together and chatted about friends, family and other stuffs. If Bern is staying nearby would be more fun haha then we 3 'siblings' could be united. Now he accuses me that I am being unfair =_=''2 fellas singing for money.
We could even see KLCC from there.
Happening!
Alright need to go back to my CAD assignment. It is already week 4, we will need to deal with more and more of tutorials, assignments, projects, reports and tests. Foooh~!! Study life is like this!!
-sherril=xuele-
