我开始觉得自己很有问题了。
这个已是我第三次更改这个post。写了，改了，再写，再删除，再重写。。。。才发现，原来我表达能力真的很差，所以需要更改。
老实说今天是很开心的，因为碰见了那三八婆ah yee和hs，聊了很多事情，笑得差一点关不了嘴巴。有这样的朋友真的很不错，怪不得是死党，因为是同类。
但是不懂为何，当我戴上耳机，听着电脑播的歌时，心情却随跟着歌曲而改。我记得，我曾经告诉一个朋友说，当我心情低落时，什么歌对我来说都是感伤的。当我心情好时，不管是悲哀的歌或快乐的歌，对我而言都没差，都是一样很开心的歌。
但是今晚开始我要推翻我的说法了。原来，我也可以那么入歌，就像我很入戏一样，竟然在看Avatar时流泪了，而且是看两次，流两次。大概10个看Avatar的人里，只有我一个那么奇怪的人吧！
原本很开心的心情，听了这首歌，心情好像低落了。脑里浮现很多回忆，很多追不回的时光。有很多想说的话，但是又觉得保持沉默是最好的，所以唯有在心里呐喊。我相信，好人是有好报的。你是好人，所以一定会幸福。
不想写了，因为开始头痛，肚子又拉着。。。还是听歌睡觉最好！
-雪乐-
Friday, January 08, 2010
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
Final Post for Year 2009
My god! I could not believe that this shall be the last post for year 2009~~
Why must time pass so fast??
I spent nearly 9 months in sorrow and that was how I wasted my time. But eventually I survived and learned a very expensive lesson. Things got better and besides my emo matters, the things that I could remember were numerous trips that I went during semester break. outings with coursemates, working life in ACT and moments that I hang out with my great colleagues.
During my 1st and 2nd week in training, time crawled in snail pace. Then suddenly *boom* I was already in the 10th week of training, then 11th week, 12th week and finally today, which happened to be last day.
Besides working and learning new stuffs, there were so many crazy moments with my colleagues. Memories oh memories..... today one even said I would cry. LOL because I teared while watching Avatar does not mean I would cry when I leave you people la ^^
So overall, how was my year 2009?
It all started in an extreme misery state and got no better after half a year. Yet God heard me and I was eventually given a chance to start all over again. Then things got better and better and I must say it ends at a very memorable state.
People, how has your year been? What are your new year resolutions?
Slim down?
Grow taller?
Become fairer?
Haha sounds more like my resolutions huh?? *grinning*
Anyway, no matter it has been good or bad, believe that year 2010 will be better! Leave everything bad behind and start over! At least that is what I am going to do.
Happy New Year everyone! May year 2010 be a great year for everyone of you!
-sherril=xuele-
Why must time pass so fast??
I spent nearly 9 months in sorrow and that was how I wasted my time. But eventually I survived and learned a very expensive lesson. Things got better and besides my emo matters, the things that I could remember were numerous trips that I went during semester break. outings with coursemates, working life in ACT and moments that I hang out with my great colleagues.
During my 1st and 2nd week in training, time crawled in snail pace. Then suddenly *boom* I was already in the 10th week of training, then 11th week, 12th week and finally today, which happened to be last day.
Besides working and learning new stuffs, there were so many crazy moments with my colleagues. Memories oh memories..... today one even said I would cry. LOL because I teared while watching Avatar does not mean I would cry when I leave you people la ^^
So overall, how was my year 2009?
It all started in an extreme misery state and got no better after half a year. Yet God heard me and I was eventually given a chance to start all over again. Then things got better and better and I must say it ends at a very memorable state.
People, how has your year been? What are your new year resolutions?
Slim down?
Grow taller?
Become fairer?
Haha sounds more like my resolutions huh?? *grinning*
Anyway, no matter it has been good or bad, believe that year 2010 will be better! Leave everything bad behind and start over! At least that is what I am going to do.
Happy New Year everyone! May year 2010 be a great year for everyone of you!
-sherril=xuele-
Friday, November 27, 2009
It is already the 8th week!
Today is a public holiday plus my internet connection is in such a good speed so I decided to update my nearly-gone-dead bloggie =)
Life has been great so far, my training is progressing well and I really enjoyed my days over there. I shall miss my colleagues when I leave for uni again. Part of me wants to stay back and continue training, but part of me wants to end this training earlier because I am lazy haha. Plus, I am still not done with my daily report =(
Like most of my friends, I am entering the 9th week of my training. In these 9 weeks, not only I worked from Monday to Friday, nearly every weekend I spent my time with my uni friends. Just realised that in this semester break I went to so many places. Malacca, Alor Setar, and many places in Penang which I will not go. Plus, I actually joined Penang Bridge International Marathon and finished the 10km run =) Totally love this sem break!
Just last weekend, I followed some of my colleagues (they are all from Shyuan's department) to a photo shooting session. Haha Shyuan and I thought we could learn some skills from them as they have been playing with cameras for some time, so we decided to accept their invitation =)
Last weekend an event named "Pillow Fight" was held in Penang Times Square. Heard that they wanted to create a record of being the largest pillow fight ever held in the world with an estimated of 4000 participants. But what I saw on that day was like maybe 200 participants, or maybe less? Anyway that was non of my business as we just went for photo shooting.
Now, let me introduce the "photo shooting crew" to all of you!!!
Tang tang tang tang!!!!
These pictures were taken when the main actors and actresses were really concentrating in capturing the best angle so everyone was in "natural state". And by the way, "Ceceilia" is Shyuan's new name, given by my classmates =)
There were only 3 DSLRs though there were 5 of us. So we took turns to be cameramen/cameragirls and models. So some pictures look nice and professional yet some look lousy. Haha, I really still need to improve a lot.
I used to have the passion in capturing breathtaking sceneries or still buildings, but after that day, I noticed that I was influenced by them and has started to develop another passion, which is to capture human's priceless expressions.
After spending the entire morning at the event area outside Times Square, we went to Little Cottage for lunch before proceeding to Bagan. I hope that I will be able to improve more haha.
Now let me show you some of my daily life photos in ACT.
Inside my office (PSD), though that is my colleague's working place:
Celebrated my 21st and Shyuan's supervisor's 40th birthday in SOHO, AutoCity. The first lunch I had with so many engineers.
And we were invited to ACT Annual Dinner though we are just trainees. Grabbed the chance to take pictures with seniors, but missed the chance to take picture with our MD. Sigh.
They are all so nice, friendly and crazy so both me and Shyuan have no problems in adapting ourselves. My seniors are always willing to give me advices about my future, explaining in detail about things that I do not understand and are always so happy to teach me new things.
I hope that for the remaining weeks, I can fully utilize my time and learn more things.
"要懂得争取，training是最好的时候让你学习。"
"You must know how to request and grab your chance to learn."
That was what my colleague told me. I hope I can do that.
-sherril=xuele-
Life has been great so far, my training is progressing well and I really enjoyed my days over there. I shall miss my colleagues when I leave for uni again. Part of me wants to stay back and continue training, but part of me wants to end this training earlier because I am lazy haha. Plus, I am still not done with my daily report =(
Like most of my friends, I am entering the 9th week of my training. In these 9 weeks, not only I worked from Monday to Friday, nearly every weekend I spent my time with my uni friends. Just realised that in this semester break I went to so many places. Malacca, Alor Setar, and many places in Penang which I will not go. Plus, I actually joined Penang Bridge International Marathon and finished the 10km run =) Totally love this sem break!
Just last weekend, I followed some of my colleagues (they are all from Shyuan's department) to a photo shooting session. Haha Shyuan and I thought we could learn some skills from them as they have been playing with cameras for some time, so we decided to accept their invitation =)
Last weekend an event named "Pillow Fight" was held in Penang Times Square. Heard that they wanted to create a record of being the largest pillow fight ever held in the world with an estimated of 4000 participants. But what I saw on that day was like maybe 200 participants, or maybe less? Anyway that was non of my business as we just went for photo shooting.
Now, let me introduce the "photo shooting crew" to all of you!!!
Tang tang tang tang!!!!
These pictures were taken when the main actors and actresses were really concentrating in capturing the best angle so everyone was in "natural state". And by the way, "Ceceilia" is Shyuan's new name, given by my classmates =)
There were only 3 DSLRs though there were 5 of us. So we took turns to be cameramen/cameragirls and models. So some pictures look nice and professional yet some look lousy. Haha, I really still need to improve a lot.
I used to have the passion in capturing breathtaking sceneries or still buildings, but after that day, I noticed that I was influenced by them and has started to develop another passion, which is to capture human's priceless expressions.
After spending the entire morning at the event area outside Times Square, we went to Little Cottage for lunch before proceeding to Bagan. I hope that I will be able to improve more haha.
Now let me show you some of my daily life photos in ACT.
Inside my office (PSD), though that is my colleague's working place:
Celebrated my 21st and Shyuan's supervisor's 40th birthday in SOHO, AutoCity. The first lunch I had with so many engineers.
And we were invited to ACT Annual Dinner though we are just trainees. Grabbed the chance to take pictures with seniors, but missed the chance to take picture with our MD. Sigh.
They are all so nice, friendly and crazy so both me and Shyuan have no problems in adapting ourselves. My seniors are always willing to give me advices about my future, explaining in detail about things that I do not understand and are always so happy to teach me new things.
I hope that for the remaining weeks, I can fully utilize my time and learn more things.
"要懂得争取，training是最好的时候让你学习。"
"You must know how to request and grab your chance to learn."
That was what my colleague told me. I hope I can do that.
-sherril=xuele-
Monday, November 09, 2009
Sunset
Hey people!! Haha I know I have not been blogging for ages, sorry! Should have massive updates but currently I am in Shyuan's house blogging away while 'borrowing' her internet connection, so I shall update only a bit of me =)
My internet connection is really giving me lots of problems. Feel like strangling the technician =_=
Anyway, just to inform, I am having fun working at my company. Great colleagues and stuffs. Shall blog about it another time.
And all these weekends that I had after I came back Penang, I nearly spent most of them with my coursemates. Hang around and brought them to various places for sight seeing and places with yummy delicacies. Gosh, thinking of Penang food just makes me hungry ^^
Just came back from Alor Setar yesterday. 6 of us spent 2 days 1 night over there visiting places where Alor Setar people will not visit. Haha. Sounds familiar right? Like Penang people will not go Pulau Jerejak >.<
This trip is surely one that I will always remember =) It meant more than merely a sight seeing trip, and I really appreciate it.
Like sunset, the process is too short. Happy and good moments always do not last long. The most important thing is that we really appreciate the whole sun setting process and cherish every moment of it, keeping the best in our memories and let it stay there forever.
Of course, we hope that our good moments can last forever. But rather than just hoping, I would say, the moment now is the most important thing. No matter what will happen in the future, by cherishing and enjoying every moment of now we are having is the best thing we can do.
I have learnt my lesson. Be happy and be good to myself are what I shall always keep in mind =) Dom Dom, Xue Le is happy so no worries ya!
"乐" - Le (happiness)
So what can I say more?
I love sunset.
But I definitely love YOU more ^^
-sherril=xuele-
My internet connection is really giving me lots of problems. Feel like strangling the technician =_=
Anyway, just to inform, I am having fun working at my company. Great colleagues and stuffs. Shall blog about it another time.
And all these weekends that I had after I came back Penang, I nearly spent most of them with my coursemates. Hang around and brought them to various places for sight seeing and places with yummy delicacies. Gosh, thinking of Penang food just makes me hungry ^^
Just came back from Alor Setar yesterday. 6 of us spent 2 days 1 night over there visiting places where Alor Setar people will not visit. Haha. Sounds familiar right? Like Penang people will not go Pulau Jerejak >.<
This trip is surely one that I will always remember =) It meant more than merely a sight seeing trip, and I really appreciate it.
Like sunset, the process is too short. Happy and good moments always do not last long. The most important thing is that we really appreciate the whole sun setting process and cherish every moment of it, keeping the best in our memories and let it stay there forever.
Of course, we hope that our good moments can last forever. But rather than just hoping, I would say, the moment now is the most important thing. No matter what will happen in the future, by cherishing and enjoying every moment of now we are having is the best thing we can do.
I have learnt my lesson. Be happy and be good to myself are what I shall always keep in mind =) Dom Dom, Xue Le is happy so no worries ya!
"乐" - Le (happiness)So what can I say more?
I love sunset.
But I definitely love YOU more ^^
-sherril=xuele-
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Sis, Happy 21st Birthday!
There is this someone who once walked into my life and have always stayed in my heart. Though we are now parted in 2 different places, but we are still keeping in touch with each other from time to time. So who is this girl?
Today is her birthday and finally she has turned 21 years old! Haha Ee Wen, you are old already!!
I knew her ever since my first tuition. Is it the first tuition? I can't remember. All I could remember is it was an English tuition taught by my aunty. She was then my tuition mate, schoolmate, classmate and good friends. We have known and be friends for more than 10 years. And for some reasons, we became sisters in high school...
We became quite distant friends ever since I came to UTAR and she attented Disted in Penang which later on she went to INTI in Nilai. Once in a while we chatted through MSN, but most of the times either I'm busy or she'll be busy. The very last time we went out together was during her summer holidays this year. It's about half a year d huh?
Reminiscing back the old memories, I realised that over these years many things happened between us yet we still are friends, one that I still consider as a trustable and good friend.
Back then in primary school, we were good friends. Became "Pengawas Kebersihan" together so that we could go on duty together, which was sweeping the staff rooms corridor every Friday morning. I still remember she's the one I told secrets to and we had crush on the same lucky guy =) But well in the end, neither of us were together with him. Every recess time we would sit at the same old place in the canteen eating the same old thing. I could still remember she always ate bread prepared by her beloved mom.
Eventually we grew up and went to the same high school. But in the whole 5 years, we never have the chance to be in the same class. But still, we got to meet every now and then in school. In high school, we were boths guides and went to the same camp together in F2. I remembered we had disagreements before, argued and parted. But somehow, the bond between us was still there. At that time, I was just too immature.
We made new friends in high school and eventually we tend to hang out with our own gang. Soon we graduated but still keep in touch. I hope that sis, we can still still be sisters forever. Miss u greatly... hope you'll do well there! Take care. Lots of hugsss from me, and lots of love too!
Happy 21st birthday, Wen!! May all your dreams come true =) Hang out again when you are back alright? Take care!
-sherril=xuele-
Today is her birthday and finally she has turned 21 years old! Haha Ee Wen, you are old already!!
I knew her ever since my first tuition. Is it the first tuition? I can't remember. All I could remember is it was an English tuition taught by my aunty. She was then my tuition mate, schoolmate, classmate and good friends. We have known and be friends for more than 10 years. And for some reasons, we became sisters in high school...
We became quite distant friends ever since I came to UTAR and she attented Disted in Penang which later on she went to INTI in Nilai. Once in a while we chatted through MSN, but most of the times either I'm busy or she'll be busy. The very last time we went out together was during her summer holidays this year. It's about half a year d huh?
Reminiscing back the old memories, I realised that over these years many things happened between us yet we still are friends, one that I still consider as a trustable and good friend.
Back then in primary school, we were good friends. Became "Pengawas Kebersihan" together so that we could go on duty together, which was sweeping the staff rooms corridor every Friday morning. I still remember she's the one I told secrets to and we had crush on the same lucky guy =) But well in the end, neither of us were together with him. Every recess time we would sit at the same old place in the canteen eating the same old thing. I could still remember she always ate bread prepared by her beloved mom.
Eventually we grew up and went to the same high school. But in the whole 5 years, we never have the chance to be in the same class. But still, we got to meet every now and then in school. In high school, we were boths guides and went to the same camp together in F2. I remembered we had disagreements before, argued and parted. But somehow, the bond between us was still there. At that time, I was just too immature.
We made new friends in high school and eventually we tend to hang out with our own gang. Soon we graduated but still keep in touch. I hope that sis, we can still still be sisters forever. Miss u greatly... hope you'll do well there! Take care. Lots of hugsss from me, and lots of love too!
Happy 21st birthday, Wen!! May all your dreams come true =) Hang out again when you are back alright? Take care!
-sherril=xuele-
Thursday, October 22, 2009
A Singaporean Friend
Kenny, is a Singaporean who came to Penang for his 1-month industrial training. He is training in the same company as Zhi Ling in Polytool and came along with us last night to Farlim night market.
I always feel proud when people give awesome comments about Penang. As usual, I asked him how he felt about Penang in his 1 month stay here. His answers were:
"The food is really nice."
"And the people are friendly."
Well, food of course I will definitely say they are delicious. But I am really glad he felt that Penangites are friendly =) Then am I friendly as well?? Haha.
Anyway he made a statement which made this 1st meeting and probably the last one an unforgettable one.
After Zhi Ling fetched me and Shyuan we chatted non-stop on the car. I would say I totally had no image in front of this new friend haha. Anyway when we reached and got down the car, he whispered to Zhi Ling about something which made Zhi Ling laughed like hell.
Zhi Ling was so excited and went on like:
ZL: "Sherril, Sherril, I want to tell you something about what Kenny said just now."
S: "What did he say? Must be something about me lo."
ZL: "He said he was shocked to see you SO SHORT."
S: "........."
S: "Haven't you seen people like me in this height??"
(I can't hear properly what he said except this sentence)
K: "我吓到。在车里我还以为你蛮高的。"
[trans: I was shocked. I thought you are tall when you're in the car]
S: "......."
S: "没看过这样矮的人meh?新加坡没有这样高度的女生meh?"
[trans: Haven't you seen such short person? Singapore does not have this kind of girls meh?]
(I think this was his answer)
K: "Nope, I haven't seen before."
S: "............" (laughing hard)
Then I quickly told him that my height is at least over 150cm and I am surely NOT the shortest in uni. Haha nothing to be proud of but nothing to be ashamed of too. I find his reactions and comments very funny because normally people's comments about me are "You are short."
But his was like "How come there is such short person on the earth?"
Haha. But he is indeed a friendly guy who happens to be in the same course as us. After chatting more with him only then I knew that there are not much chinese night markets in Singapore and he has not seen Taiwan Sausage and Lok Lok before. Cool because Penang is full of them and he can eat as much as he like since he will be leaving on Friday.
Anyway this night market trip left me wondering about 2 questions.
1. Are Singaporean girls all tall and there are really no petites at all???
2. What makes he think that I am tall in the first place based on my voice???
-sherril=xuele-
I always feel proud when people give awesome comments about Penang. As usual, I asked him how he felt about Penang in his 1 month stay here. His answers were:
"The food is really nice."
"And the people are friendly."
Well, food of course I will definitely say they are delicious. But I am really glad he felt that Penangites are friendly =) Then am I friendly as well?? Haha.
Anyway he made a statement which made this 1st meeting and probably the last one an unforgettable one.
After Zhi Ling fetched me and Shyuan we chatted non-stop on the car. I would say I totally had no image in front of this new friend haha. Anyway when we reached and got down the car, he whispered to Zhi Ling about something which made Zhi Ling laughed like hell.
Zhi Ling was so excited and went on like:
ZL: "Sherril, Sherril, I want to tell you something about what Kenny said just now."
S: "What did he say? Must be something about me lo."
ZL: "He said he was shocked to see you SO SHORT."
S: "........."
S: "Haven't you seen people like me in this height??"
(I can't hear properly what he said except this sentence)
K: "我吓到。在车里我还以为你蛮高的。"
[trans: I was shocked. I thought you are tall when you're in the car]
S: "......."
S: "没看过这样矮的人meh?新加坡没有这样高度的女生meh?"
[trans: Haven't you seen such short person? Singapore does not have this kind of girls meh?]
(I think this was his answer)
K: "Nope, I haven't seen before."
S: "............" (laughing hard)
Then I quickly told him that my height is at least over 150cm and I am surely NOT the shortest in uni. Haha nothing to be proud of but nothing to be ashamed of too. I find his reactions and comments very funny because normally people's comments about me are "You are short."
But his was like "How come there is such short person on the earth?"
Haha. But he is indeed a friendly guy who happens to be in the same course as us. After chatting more with him only then I knew that there are not much chinese night markets in Singapore and he has not seen Taiwan Sausage and Lok Lok before. Cool because Penang is full of them and he can eat as much as he like since he will be leaving on Friday.
Anyway this night market trip left me wondering about 2 questions.
1. Are Singaporean girls all tall and there are really no petites at all???
2. What makes he think that I am tall in the first place based on my voice???
-sherril=xuele-
Saturday, October 17, 2009
What is LIFE?
Finally I get to online (previously there was connection problem with my house line) and I should be blogging about something happy since I have just celebrated my 21st birthday. But something is holding me back.
Am I really 21?
I do not think so.
I do not look like 1. I do not act like 1. And my thinking is still so childish.
Suddenly, someone's words affected me a lot.
We always think how unfortunate we are, how the world is unfair to us. But really, are we that unlucky? Are we really the MOST unfortunate ones? To think of it, my answer is "No".
Perhaps, I should learn not to limit my sight. I have been living a comfortable life the moment I was born. I should be grateful for what I have had now and not to complain about it. In life, there are so many more things which are more important. But have I ever thought about that?
Because of some problems, I thought about giving up life. But there are people out there who faced greater challenges than me, yet they continued on fighting for it. What have I been thinking all this while? What is life?
Suddenly, I am lost. I am not sure what am I pursuing for in life. Happiness? Love? Success? What is my priority and what should be my major concerns??
I think I have no rights to talk about WHAT IS LIFE. All those shits that I have been talking all this while... I talked without understanding the true meaning behind it.
It is time for me to refresh my mind and look things in another perspective, viewing things in a larger picture. I need to grow up, I really need to.
Your words have stunned me. I am sorry that I have offended you. I am truly sorry.
-sherril=xuele-
Am I really 21?
I do not think so.
I do not look like 1. I do not act like 1. And my thinking is still so childish.
Suddenly, someone's words affected me a lot.
We always think how unfortunate we are, how the world is unfair to us. But really, are we that unlucky? Are we really the MOST unfortunate ones? To think of it, my answer is "No".
Perhaps, I should learn not to limit my sight. I have been living a comfortable life the moment I was born. I should be grateful for what I have had now and not to complain about it. In life, there are so many more things which are more important. But have I ever thought about that?
Because of some problems, I thought about giving up life. But there are people out there who faced greater challenges than me, yet they continued on fighting for it. What have I been thinking all this while? What is life?
Suddenly, I am lost. I am not sure what am I pursuing for in life. Happiness? Love? Success? What is my priority and what should be my major concerns??
I think I have no rights to talk about WHAT IS LIFE. All those shits that I have been talking all this while... I talked without understanding the true meaning behind it.
It is time for me to refresh my mind and look things in another perspective, viewing things in a larger picture. I need to grow up, I really need to.
Your words have stunned me. I am sorry that I have offended you. I am truly sorry.
-sherril=xuele-
Tuesday, October 06, 2009
Finally, it is my turn!
Hi people! Haha I know it has been such long time ever since the last post. Hmm was busy with finals, then went Malacca with friends.
Then finally, it is my turn for industrial training. I cannot believe that I am actually a Year 3 Engineering student already! Too bad my knowledge is like Year 1 or 2. Gotta buck up more haha. Currently I am working in Advanced Ceramics Technology under Crest Ultrasonics, just opposite Auto City.
So wondering how's my first few days of internship? Haha I am not that lucky, currently still checking stock =_= I do not have my own working place nor a computer to use. So I cannot be like the rest who can MSN here and Facebook there. All I did was to check the condition of stock (something like quality control).
Anyway I heard lots of interesting stories from my coursemates regarding their internship. The VERY MOST interesting story was Kok Yik's. He was sent by his company to Pantai Hospital to do some maintenance like air conditioner maintenance etc. You know what he saw? He saw the camera which shows the process of doctor doing operation on patient, cut here and there. Then the coolest part was he got to go into "bilik mayat"!!! Haha he said it was not fun at all and I think if I were him I would be scared to death but... that experience must be so thrilling and memorable!!!
Then those who went Sony for intern I heard that the company uses fingerprints verification for entry permit. Wow, really high tech right? But their uniform and shoes a abit... FUNNY haha. Thank god I can wear casual everyday!!!! Wohoo~!
There was another person who was really daring. He actually fall asleep for 1 hour inside the same room as his supervisor!!! And the weirdest part was his supervisor didn't even wake him up or scold him. Really.. speechless.
Some were less fortunate during their 1st day. Not only the air conditioner in their company was out of order, they had nothing to do at all. The weather was hot like hell and all they did was surfing the net and playing games.
So am I counted lucky? Haha personally I have no comments. Do you have any interesting stories about your internship? Do share if you have!
By the way, thanks my dear friends who have helped me to celebrate my birthday in advance!! Thanks for the surprise birthday for me and Zhi Ling, I am really happy ^^ That was my 1st 21st birthday celebration! Then my dear babes, thanks for your time. The cake was awesome too!! Miss you all~~
Guess I gotta go to bed early. My daily routine will be: wake up at 6am, go out at 6.45am, start work at 7.30pm, finish work at 5pm and reach home approximately at 5.30pm (if it is not raining and leave company punctually).
Happy internship and adios~!
-sherril=xuele-
Then finally, it is my turn for industrial training. I cannot believe that I am actually a Year 3 Engineering student already! Too bad my knowledge is like Year 1 or 2. Gotta buck up more haha. Currently I am working in Advanced Ceramics Technology under Crest Ultrasonics, just opposite Auto City.
So wondering how's my first few days of internship? Haha I am not that lucky, currently still checking stock =_= I do not have my own working place nor a computer to use. So I cannot be like the rest who can MSN here and Facebook there. All I did was to check the condition of stock (something like quality control).
Anyway I heard lots of interesting stories from my coursemates regarding their internship. The VERY MOST interesting story was Kok Yik's. He was sent by his company to Pantai Hospital to do some maintenance like air conditioner maintenance etc. You know what he saw? He saw the camera which shows the process of doctor doing operation on patient, cut here and there. Then the coolest part was he got to go into "bilik mayat"!!! Haha he said it was not fun at all and I think if I were him I would be scared to death but... that experience must be so thrilling and memorable!!!
Then those who went Sony for intern I heard that the company uses fingerprints verification for entry permit. Wow, really high tech right? But their uniform and shoes a abit... FUNNY haha. Thank god I can wear casual everyday!!!! Wohoo~!
There was another person who was really daring. He actually fall asleep for 1 hour inside the same room as his supervisor!!! And the weirdest part was his supervisor didn't even wake him up or scold him. Really.. speechless.
Some were less fortunate during their 1st day. Not only the air conditioner in their company was out of order, they had nothing to do at all. The weather was hot like hell and all they did was surfing the net and playing games.
So am I counted lucky? Haha personally I have no comments. Do you have any interesting stories about your internship? Do share if you have!
By the way, thanks my dear friends who have helped me to celebrate my birthday in advance!! Thanks for the surprise birthday for me and Zhi Ling, I am really happy ^^ That was my 1st 21st birthday celebration! Then my dear babes, thanks for your time. The cake was awesome too!! Miss you all~~
Guess I gotta go to bed early. My daily routine will be: wake up at 6am, go out at 6.45am, start work at 7.30pm, finish work at 5pm and reach home approximately at 5.30pm (if it is not raining and leave company punctually).
Happy internship and adios~!
-sherril=xuele-
Thursday, September 24, 2009
A Special Call
Slightly before I went uni for exam, I received an unexpected call. A call that made me bewildered a moment. Guess it reminded me that no matter how old you are, in your parents' eyes, you will always be their little kid whom they will always worry and fuss about.
Because in my parents' eyes (especially my mum, serious!), I will always be the small, little girl in the house. You know till today, sometimes in my parents' conversations I can still hear them calling me "that small girl". Haha... I do not mind, since I am indeed the youngest in the family.
Anyway regarding the call, eventhough it was not from my parents, it reminded me about my own parents' concerns about me and my brother. Sometimes we may think that our parents do not understand us, but is it always that way?
Maybe at times they really do not understand due to generation gap (at least my mom is the most open-minded among her sisters, thank god!), but their constant naggings, advices are for our own good. After all, they are just worried and concern about us. That is why I have been trying hard to change my temper over these years.
Over the phone, I could sense sadness and worries in her voice. Somehow it ached my heart when I talked to her. Maybe because I could understand how she felt as we are concerned about the same person. Or maybe because it reflected to me how my parents felt all this while when I lost my temper unintentionally or when I faced some difficulties.
I hope I can change to be a better person, and I am really trying hard to achieve that. My 21st birthday wish? Ah, that would be sufficient enough.
2 more papers to go and I am done with finals. For now, I need some sleep to forget everything about today's paper. Because tonight I shall need space to memorize new stuffs for tomorrow's paper - Engineer in Society.
Wondering what is the subject all about? Nah, just forget about it because I am sure NONE of you will be interested in this subject. Really.
-sherril=xuele-
Because in my parents' eyes (especially my mum, serious!), I will always be the small, little girl in the house. You know till today, sometimes in my parents' conversations I can still hear them calling me "that small girl". Haha... I do not mind, since I am indeed the youngest in the family.
Anyway regarding the call, eventhough it was not from my parents, it reminded me about my own parents' concerns about me and my brother. Sometimes we may think that our parents do not understand us, but is it always that way?
Maybe at times they really do not understand due to generation gap (at least my mom is the most open-minded among her sisters, thank god!), but their constant naggings, advices are for our own good. After all, they are just worried and concern about us. That is why I have been trying hard to change my temper over these years.
Over the phone, I could sense sadness and worries in her voice. Somehow it ached my heart when I talked to her. Maybe because I could understand how she felt as we are concerned about the same person. Or maybe because it reflected to me how my parents felt all this while when I lost my temper unintentionally or when I faced some difficulties.
I hope I can change to be a better person, and I am really trying hard to achieve that. My 21st birthday wish? Ah, that would be sufficient enough.
2 more papers to go and I am done with finals. For now, I need some sleep to forget everything about today's paper. Because tonight I shall need space to memorize new stuffs for tomorrow's paper - Engineer in Society.
Wondering what is the subject all about? Nah, just forget about it because I am sure NONE of you will be interested in this subject. Really.
-sherril=xuele-
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
A Post for You, Babe =)
Attention: This is merely a post for a special friend of mine. Do not care to read it if you do not want to since it is quite a lengthy one.
I was actually halfway through the first one, but somehow when I got back later to finish it up, I just feel I need to write another 1. Haha you know, my mood when I was writing just now and now is totally different. Do not misunderstand, I am not moody or what and also not because of you. Maybe, it is because of the exam stress or some other things.
I have been pondering Vivian Tan, how on earth can I get along well with you?
Needless to say, we know that your remarks and comments are nearly always hurtful. Yet deep down in our hearts we know that you are nearly always right. You have been pouring cold water onto me all this while. Haha did you realise that among you 3, I have never called you before and cry about my problems? I just realized that ^^
I guess it is because I have this habit of choosing the less hurtful advice to listen to. I did not want to be hurt even more. People have been telling me, you should go and let Vivi "slap you hard on your face" so that you can wake up. Haha, yeah I know but I chose not to because I was avoiding the reality.
To be frank, there were times I was mad at you, but the madness just lasted for a few minutes. Should I say you are the most rational and more to reality person among us? Or Yee? Haha... Fernie is definitely out of the list, she is too naive =) Sometimes I admire you secretly (because if I "guang ming zheng da" admire you will "boi kiao") because you can always be so daring and rational. Unlike me, always so useless.
Maybe what you told Fernie about the latest "news" was correct after all. Fernie told me last night when I called her. (Fernie, sorry k for bugging you, again) Vivi, actually I have thought of that before too. Maybe I am just stubborn. Wah, finally, I admit I am a stubborn girl. LOL.
But with you 3 around and the other sisters as well, I know I still have you all eventhough I am left with nothing else. The darkest days are over and I have really recovered. Really, I would like to apologize to you and the rest for my bad attitude and letting you all down again and again. I knew from the start 1 day when I look back I will feel that I was silly, but I was too lost that time. True enough, looking back now made me laugh my ass out of myself. I have wasted my past half year doing useless things.
I am not saying the things in the paragraph above because of the fantasy happened. Nope, not at all. Whether it happened or not, I will still be saying. Though your mouth is really really really toxic, I must admit you have your point clearly stated. Just, the way for you to show concern for your friends is a bit... harsh. Haha..
I know you will say, "Sure la, I am Vivian Tan and I am like this. Must be "tok" enough to let you all "wake up"."
Haha "dai ke jeh", maybe you should just be a little bit more gentle? But I guess, that will be weird lo if 1 day you become like this.
Oh tell you 1 more thing to let you feel happy. That day when I hang out with Fernie and the rest, she mentioned about you always asking her about how am I? Haha siao cha bor, why didn't you ask me yourself? I did not tell Fernie when she told me, but actually I was secretly touched. TOUCHED. Babe... I was touched because of you. Wanna cry liao haha. Sorry that I made you worry about me all the way from Penang k? (or you weren't?) I actually thought you already "mou ngan tai" me since I myself already "mou ngan tai" myself.
Sigh.
Anyway, ask Fernie to fill you and Yee in with the details about my call to her last night ya. I am lazy to tell again. But please... DO IT PRIVATELY in your msn. Do not spam my chatterbox with these things.... hehe
So, the question - How on earth can I get along well with you?
People who do not know you will surely hate you to the max for your "chao chui" habit. Guess because we are BFFs that is why we know that deep down in your heart, you are just concern about us. Thanks babe, I really appreciate everything though I might hate you sometimes hahaha.
That is all that I wanna say. Love you, babe ^^ I mean it =)
p/s: Eh, the other 2 of you, don't be jealous k since this post is not for you all. Haha, one day if I have the sudden urge to write, I will. Miss you all!!
pp/s: I have disabled the comment section for this entry. Get back to me when you're online k?
-sherril=xuele-
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So, finally I have finished writing a post for you =)I was actually halfway through the first one, but somehow when I got back later to finish it up, I just feel I need to write another 1. Haha you know, my mood when I was writing just now and now is totally different. Do not misunderstand, I am not moody or what and also not because of you. Maybe, it is because of the exam stress or some other things.
I have been pondering Vivian Tan, how on earth can I get along well with you?
Needless to say, we know that your remarks and comments are nearly always hurtful. Yet deep down in our hearts we know that you are nearly always right. You have been pouring cold water onto me all this while. Haha did you realise that among you 3, I have never called you before and cry about my problems? I just realized that ^^
I guess it is because I have this habit of choosing the less hurtful advice to listen to. I did not want to be hurt even more. People have been telling me, you should go and let Vivi "slap you hard on your face" so that you can wake up. Haha, yeah I know but I chose not to because I was avoiding the reality.
To be frank, there were times I was mad at you, but the madness just lasted for a few minutes. Should I say you are the most rational and more to reality person among us? Or Yee? Haha... Fernie is definitely out of the list, she is too naive =) Sometimes I admire you secretly (because if I "guang ming zheng da" admire you will "boi kiao") because you can always be so daring and rational. Unlike me, always so useless.
Maybe what you told Fernie about the latest "news" was correct after all. Fernie told me last night when I called her. (Fernie, sorry k for bugging you, again) Vivi, actually I have thought of that before too. Maybe I am just stubborn. Wah, finally, I admit I am a stubborn girl. LOL.
But with you 3 around and the other sisters as well, I know I still have you all eventhough I am left with nothing else. The darkest days are over and I have really recovered. Really, I would like to apologize to you and the rest for my bad attitude and letting you all down again and again. I knew from the start 1 day when I look back I will feel that I was silly, but I was too lost that time. True enough, looking back now made me laugh my ass out of myself. I have wasted my past half year doing useless things.
I am not saying the things in the paragraph above because of the fantasy happened. Nope, not at all. Whether it happened or not, I will still be saying. Though your mouth is really really really toxic, I must admit you have your point clearly stated. Just, the way for you to show concern for your friends is a bit... harsh. Haha..
I know you will say, "Sure la, I am Vivian Tan and I am like this. Must be "tok" enough to let you all "wake up"."
Haha "dai ke jeh", maybe you should just be a little bit more gentle? But I guess, that will be weird lo if 1 day you become like this.
Oh tell you 1 more thing to let you feel happy. That day when I hang out with Fernie and the rest, she mentioned about you always asking her about how am I? Haha siao cha bor, why didn't you ask me yourself? I did not tell Fernie when she told me, but actually I was secretly touched. TOUCHED. Babe... I was touched because of you. Wanna cry liao haha. Sorry that I made you worry about me all the way from Penang k? (or you weren't?) I actually thought you already "mou ngan tai" me since I myself already "mou ngan tai" myself.
Sigh.
Anyway, ask Fernie to fill you and Yee in with the details about my call to her last night ya. I am lazy to tell again. But please... DO IT PRIVATELY in your msn. Do not spam my chatterbox with these things.... hehe
So, the question - How on earth can I get along well with you?
People who do not know you will surely hate you to the max for your "chao chui" habit. Guess because we are BFFs that is why we know that deep down in your heart, you are just concern about us. Thanks babe, I really appreciate everything though I might hate you sometimes hahaha.
That is all that I wanna say. Love you, babe ^^ I mean it =)
p/s: Eh, the other 2 of you, don't be jealous k since this post is not for you all. Haha, one day if I have the sudden urge to write, I will. Miss you all!!
pp/s: I have disabled the comment section for this entry. Get back to me when you're online k?
-sherril=xuele-
