damn day

I HATE THAT DAMN STUPID GUARD!!!!!!!!!
Damn him. Idiotic guard.
Just because I don't have that WHITE PIECE of resident card, he INSISTED NOT to open the gate for me.
Just because I'm a CHINESE he INSISTED NOT to open the gate.
I dare to BET with you that HE HAS SEEN ME MANY TIMES BEFORE IN MY PLAZA!
Not once, BUT MANY TIMES!!!!!
DAMN HIM
I wish the previous batch of guards are still around.
I wish this new batch of IDIOTIC guards are not hired.

The previous batch of guards are kind people. Forever smiling when they see you.

But this batch?!
They act cool, act clever, think that they're the CLEVEREST being a guard. Show off and action in front of us. Forever showing us the DAMN BULLSHIT BLACK face.

Last time when I didn't bring my card, the previous batch of guards will kindly open the gate because they remember us.

But this batch?
They act as though they don't know you.
They ACT as though they follow the rules strictly.
Are they really obeying the rules and orders?
NOPE they're not!
They're just ACTING!!
Especially that PARTICULAR guard.

Maybe I'm in the wrong, for not taking my resident card. (didn't apply since my time-table same as Shyuan)
But...how can you explain when he actually OPENED the gate for a MALAY without further questions?!
RACIST RACIST RACIST!
Yea, you can say I'm being narrow-minded, I don't care a bit.
I'm very DISSATISFIED that just because I'M A CHINESE n also A GIRL he insisted not to open.
What kind of world is this?!
When I saw this situation, wanted to scold and whacked him hard for being soooo racist.
But still...... I controlled myself.
If he insisted not to open for me, then he SHOULDN'T have opened for that MALAY GUY too!
DAMN HIM!

What a bad day for me.
As soon as I woke up, I found out that I couldn't on my Maxis's phone.
Tried many times but failed to switch on.
Guess the button was stuck.
Then I switched sim card with my Digi's phone.
Not sure why but it kept switching off itself.
Nope, not because of low battery because I just charged before I left.
Just... whatever. Maybe because I'm so "SUI" today =(

While walking into UTAR, suddenly I felt that my spinal chord was in pain again.
Well, it was just a slight pain though.
But, people having "slipped disc" like me will always be aware of such pain, no matter it's very pain or what.
Worried that some day the shifted bone at my lumber spine will shift further, causing more pain.
Even when I fall down, I would have to fall down "nicely" in order not to affect my spinal chord.
zzzzzz........zzzz... soooo inconvenient.

Wanted to do G-clamp today after class, but found out that the lab was fully occupied.
Sweat.
Need to hand up on Friday and I've not finished.
Tomorrow some more need to go back to PJ to collect my foundation certificate.
LOL... not sure how am I going to finish that thing by Friday.

*Phew* Feel much better now after "shouting out" my dissatisfactory. Well, I'm just a normal girl who also has her own temper and limits. So sorry for writing so harshly. Shouldn't write this kind of thing in my blog because I do not like to portray hatred in here. But well... whatever.