I Just Want to Go HOME

What I want to do is to leave this place, now.

Sadly, I'll only get to go back on Wednesday. I wonder how am I going to kill the rest of my time especially tomorrow?

Bloody time, please tick away faster. I beg you.

And my dear internet connection, can you please function a little better for these 2 days? Please? At least allow me to read blogs and watch movies if not I will be bored to death.

Sigh.

Though I have finished my final paper this morning, I do not feel the joy of completing exams. I feel empty. LOL. I screwed up all my papers, which I did not expect it to happen. Hope that my parents will not be mad at me when they see my results.

I am not a consistent person. My grades go up and down. Over these years I am quite certain with this fact. I will never stay up high for long, because I am never meant to be there. I would rather call myself an average person who just aim high. LOL

I wonder how long more do I need to heal myself? It is killing me inside, slowly and deeply. I am so numb now with only coldness surrounding me.

All I want now is to go back to a place which belongs to me, a place that will always greet me warmly. This is the place where all of us regard as - HOME.

-sherril=xuele-