NOT tension, is DEPRESSED

Yea, I do not know why but now my situation is some sort like this.

It is finals, but somehow I am not really tension. Don't think I have fully prepared because that is not the case. Still thinking of how to die tomorrow. Like once I said, "想死得灿烂一点" and Yek Hong was like "Wah, 需要吗？So serious meh?" Haha.. I think no one wants to die in a very unsightful state right? Neither do I.

Talking about depression, I am not really sure what is so depressing except for you-know-that-incident. Hmm, maybe I am slightly disappointed with myself, with my performance all this while. I hope that the situation will be better after this semester. It has been a super awful semester for me. I need a break, really a break to sort my thoughts out (though I have actually made my final decision long time ago and is still sticking to it). Maybe some adjustments are needed, to make my life colourful once again.

The fall was a bad one, or I should say a severe one. I tripped and got myself into this bloody hell situation. Had a very deep cut, which has not been fully healed. Not even now. The scar will be there forever, reminding me that in the future, I should not trip myself again. Think right before you walk. Tripping yourself is such a stupid thing to do.

Anyway people, how is finals going on? I have 3 more subjects to go including tomorrow's paper. Below is my remaining subjects time table:

1. 30-04-2009 : Mechanical Engineering Design I (MED)
2. 07-05-2009 : Circuits and Systems
3. 11-05-2009 : Digital Electronics

OK la, gotta go. Really do not want to die hard tomorrow. People, study hard ya! Take a rest if you are too tired.



p/s: Hope you are getting well. Really.

pp/s: My sixth sense and clonclusions are right. Relieved for the time being.


-sherril=xuele-