First of all, I would like to wish everyone "Happy Valentines!!!!!" Haha.. no matter you are married, attached, single but not available, single and available or whatever, I hope all of you have had a great valentines day.
Today is nothing special to me. Feb 14, so what? Stayed at home for the whole morning, then went to uni to attend a 3-hr session Dynamics lab. Came back to finish my last Dynamics report... which until I'm still working on it. Feb 14 to me..... is nth. People asked me, didn't go out for dating? I said, yeah I did. I dated lab and reports. =)
Hmm..... all these years, I've never had any celebration on Valentine's Day. Last year was the 1st time I received a Valentines card, quite touched but too bad... my 1st valentine's card wasn't from my bf, but a close good friend. Who says we cannot receive valentines cards and prezzies from friends? Only narrow-minded will say cannot. To me, they gave to cheer and wish us. If my bunch of besties are here, I would definitely celebrate with them. I miss them!!!
Joshua's and my philosophy: "Everyday is Valentine's Day." How many of you out there agree with us? Haha.... anyway everyone has their own opinion. But the most important thing is, you must always treat your the other half equally good on normal days.
A friend made his confession today. He told me when we met online. I salute him for his courage and happy-go-lucky-ness. Though he was rejected, he could still take it in a nice way. No wonder my 1st impression on him was correct - a happy-go-lucky guy who loves to smile. Anyway.. gambate for the next time! Will send you the msg tone when I see u in uni tmr k? Hehe...."tweet tweet... tweet tweet... SMS!" SO CUTE!!!
Help someone else will always help yourself too! Haha... yesterday I helped Ricky (YS's 垒奇哥) to post something. In return, just now he promised to lend me Jay's latest Taiwan concert album. Yahoo~!!! Thanks lot... this time I would like to say, "你很配， 你很配当周杰伦的迷!" Haha... me and him are Jay's super fans. Next Saturday I'm going to Jay's concert!!!! Can't wait for it to come!!!!!! =)
Last but not least, Happy birthday to Valerine and my dear Hon Sern didi! May all of your dreams come true! Summore chao gui didi, pls take care my chao chao ya? Miss all of you in PG!
-sherril=xuele-
Friday, February 15, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
MEN... are they trustable?
Planned to do my homework tonight since my homework has piled up like a mountain before CNY. However, after I sent emails to 2 travel agents, Xue Xue asked me to drop by our self-created group blog - TenOfUs-, saying that there's an urgent article inside.
I haven't dropped by that blog for some time d. Not to say I'm not interested, it's just that I just don't have the time.
Was shocked to see that Chendy broke up with her bf and Xue Xue has some problems with her bf.
For Chendy's case:
For some lame reason, they quarrelled and decided to break up.
After 2 days, she wanted to get back together but it seems that the guy has been quite close with a gal after their breakup.
Maybe the guy started to like this new girl... or maybe he just want to "kek" Chendy.
No one knows for sure.
But for 1 thing everyone knows that this guy is hot among girls especially in college because they think he's handsome (excluding me. Never thought he's very good-looking).
Anywayz, he admitted that he's a flower-hearted guy.
But he's been with Chendy for 2 years!! (though they on and off) This shows that he's still quite loyal... but my other friend seemed to think the other way.
Maybe experiences will change our thinking and opinion... but still, shouldn't we be more optimistic??? Or we're actually just bluffing ourselves?
For Xue Xue's case:
She went to Germany since last month to continue with her studies.
Ever since she went there, her bf didnt really keep in touch with her anymore.
He never reply sms-s and calls.
When he answered he always answered in a cold way.
Did he do that on purpose to let her know about his intention to break up?
Or he's just busy?
Once, I was like him... that was when I was still in high school.
But now after so many years, I've grown up.
I know that, everyone in a relationship should be responsible with every single thing they do or say.
If problem occurs, we should face and settle it. We should NOT avoid it.
If we feel that the other party is not suitable for us, we should talk things out face to face... leaving no misunderstandings behind. We should NEVER just leave things there unsettledwithout any word, because relationship is not a 1 man show, it is a PAIR show.
If we agree to start a relationship, we should have the responsibility to take good care of it.
I just don't understand why there are people willing to start a relationship but in the end put their gf/bf aside by giving lame excuse like: I need to take care of my family. Studies is important to me.
If you think you cannot cope with what you are facing now, you shouldn't have started a relationship!!!!!
LOL...... because of this kind of ppl, many ppl are suffering because of them.
Men... has shown many negative sides of themselves to me.
Flower-hearted, mouth full of lies, irresponsible, changed heart and loved my friends instead...
They might not be my bf, but what they did will influence my point of view towards guys.
I don't deny there are still good guys around, but out of 10 guys, how many of them are truly good?
Excluding my close friends.... I really don't know how many are good.
I don't care how many are bad, I just hate it when they hurt my friends.
Men..... are they trustable?
I don't know and I hope he won't be like those guys I've met.
I've put all my faith and trust in him and I hope.... I really hope, he won't fall in love with another girl.
The pain... is really unbearable.
I hope that my friends will eventually stand up and be happy again. All the best sisters!
-sherril=xuele-
I haven't dropped by that blog for some time d. Not to say I'm not interested, it's just that I just don't have the time.
Was shocked to see that Chendy broke up with her bf and Xue Xue has some problems with her bf.
For Chendy's case:
For some lame reason, they quarrelled and decided to break up.
After 2 days, she wanted to get back together but it seems that the guy has been quite close with a gal after their breakup.
Maybe the guy started to like this new girl... or maybe he just want to "kek" Chendy.
No one knows for sure.
But for 1 thing everyone knows that this guy is hot among girls especially in college because they think he's handsome (excluding me. Never thought he's very good-looking).
Anywayz, he admitted that he's a flower-hearted guy.
But he's been with Chendy for 2 years!! (though they on and off) This shows that he's still quite loyal... but my other friend seemed to think the other way.
Maybe experiences will change our thinking and opinion... but still, shouldn't we be more optimistic??? Or we're actually just bluffing ourselves?
For Xue Xue's case:
She went to Germany since last month to continue with her studies.
Ever since she went there, her bf didnt really keep in touch with her anymore.
He never reply sms-s and calls.
When he answered he always answered in a cold way.
Did he do that on purpose to let her know about his intention to break up?
Or he's just busy?
Once, I was like him... that was when I was still in high school.
But now after so many years, I've grown up.
I know that, everyone in a relationship should be responsible with every single thing they do or say.
If problem occurs, we should face and settle it. We should NOT avoid it.
If we feel that the other party is not suitable for us, we should talk things out face to face... leaving no misunderstandings behind. We should NEVER just leave things there unsettledwithout any word, because relationship is not a 1 man show, it is a PAIR show.
If we agree to start a relationship, we should have the responsibility to take good care of it.
I just don't understand why there are people willing to start a relationship but in the end put their gf/bf aside by giving lame excuse like: I need to take care of my family. Studies is important to me.
If you think you cannot cope with what you are facing now, you shouldn't have started a relationship!!!!!
LOL...... because of this kind of ppl, many ppl are suffering because of them.
Men... has shown many negative sides of themselves to me.
Flower-hearted, mouth full of lies, irresponsible, changed heart and loved my friends instead...
They might not be my bf, but what they did will influence my point of view towards guys.
I don't deny there are still good guys around, but out of 10 guys, how many of them are truly good?
Excluding my close friends.... I really don't know how many are good.
I don't care how many are bad, I just hate it when they hurt my friends.
Men..... are they trustable?
I don't know and I hope he won't be like those guys I've met.
I've put all my faith and trust in him and I hope.... I really hope, he won't fall in love with another girl.
The pain... is really unbearable.
I hope that my friends will eventually stand up and be happy again. All the best sisters!
-sherril=xuele-
Saturday, February 09, 2008
My Worst CNY =(
It's now already 11 hours after the accident, but I'm still down and stressed up. The sound of my car hitting the divider kept playing in my mind..... the moment I knocked onto the divider is a moment that I couldn't forget. How I was so shocked, so stunned, so worried and trembled with cold.....the feelings were very complicated at that time. Everything happened in just a second.
After the incident, I kept asking myself, why did my car hit the divider? Was it because my front right tyre punctured and skidded off? Or was I sleepy at that time? Or maybe there were some other reasons? Seriously until now, I still couldn't get a real answer.... All I could recall was there was a short term dark moment right before I hit the divider. Because of this, I felt guiltier because as long as I can't recall, I would feel that the accident was caused by my sleepiness...... but my mom said it's normal that we couldn't recall that dark moment because she experienced this also.
Lately it's really a bad time for my family. Last year before CNY, I met with my first accident. An old lady knocked the back of my Waja, which was considered a bit bad. Last Oct, I got to know I have some spinal problem. On 19th Jan when I was still in KL, both my parents met with a terrible accident. The car - Iswara was badly damaged but luckily, they were safe. And now, I'm here again with this accident, this time it was Waja again.
All this while, I knew that Waja and I are like enemies... whenever I met with accident or problems with car, it will be Waja. It's never Iswara. EVERYTIME alsoWaja... actually everytime before accident, there were bad omen shown to me. Yesterday many problems and dilemma occurred. Now I really understand that every decision will lead to different conclusion. Eventhough it's just a small matter, it still counts............
Frankly, after my first accident, this time I reacted very quickly. If not I think I would have went to the other side of highway. Somehow I managed to drive my car to the side of the road and bring it to a stop, called him and my parents. And I actually didn't cry.........that's so abnormal. Too shock maybe.
Many people would not like their parents to scold them after accident. But I felt guilty because my parents didn't scold but instead consoled me and helped my to settle everything. I felt even guiltier when my mom doesn't want me to pay part of the repair expenses. I felt bad that I woke them up early in the morning for help and let them settle everything. I felt so terrible......so useless... and so helpless....
I wouldn't dare to drive for some time but nvm.... I'll be back to KL tomorrow and I won't have car there. Just hope that those who are driving must always be careful. I felt really grateful that I'm safe and I didn't knock onto anyone..... THANK GOD!
-sherril=xuele-
After the incident, I kept asking myself, why did my car hit the divider? Was it because my front right tyre punctured and skidded off? Or was I sleepy at that time? Or maybe there were some other reasons? Seriously until now, I still couldn't get a real answer.... All I could recall was there was a short term dark moment right before I hit the divider. Because of this, I felt guiltier because as long as I can't recall, I would feel that the accident was caused by my sleepiness...... but my mom said it's normal that we couldn't recall that dark moment because she experienced this also.
Lately it's really a bad time for my family. Last year before CNY, I met with my first accident. An old lady knocked the back of my Waja, which was considered a bit bad. Last Oct, I got to know I have some spinal problem. On 19th Jan when I was still in KL, both my parents met with a terrible accident. The car - Iswara was badly damaged but luckily, they were safe. And now, I'm here again with this accident, this time it was Waja again.
All this while, I knew that Waja and I are like enemies... whenever I met with accident or problems with car, it will be Waja. It's never Iswara. EVERYTIME alsoWaja... actually everytime before accident, there were bad omen shown to me. Yesterday many problems and dilemma occurred. Now I really understand that every decision will lead to different conclusion. Eventhough it's just a small matter, it still counts............
Frankly, after my first accident, this time I reacted very quickly. If not I think I would have went to the other side of highway. Somehow I managed to drive my car to the side of the road and bring it to a stop, called him and my parents. And I actually didn't cry.........that's so abnormal. Too shock maybe.
Many people would not like their parents to scold them after accident. But I felt guilty because my parents didn't scold but instead consoled me and helped my to settle everything. I felt even guiltier when my mom doesn't want me to pay part of the repair expenses. I felt bad that I woke them up early in the morning for help and let them settle everything. I felt so terrible......so useless... and so helpless....
I wouldn't dare to drive for some time but nvm.... I'll be back to KL tomorrow and I won't have car there. Just hope that those who are driving must always be careful. I felt really grateful that I'm safe and I didn't knock onto anyone..... THANK GOD!
-sherril=xuele-
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Tired Day
This morning started out as a moody day. Cousin ajak me go shopping but I lazy. Mana tau during lunch Li Pei said wanna go Sg Wang.... since Shen Chie PPK her, I told her I'll acc her. Haha... see I'm so good.
It was raining when we departed. Well, the rain didnt stop Li Pei's shopping mood. Instead her semangat became more berbara-bara. Well, we shopped n shopped and ended up buying stuffs n stuffs. Quite satisfied actually.... but seriously, very tired.
When I came back, Tze Yu ajak me, SK n fern to play pool. LOL... I was damn bad at it. AIR BALL SO MANY TIMES!!! Wanted to cry d... coz there were so many ppl there... felt so sia sui!!!! Anyway... we played 5 games... and I don't think I've even shoot 5 balls. LOL... When I played in MC I wasn't so bad. Don't know why I became this bad. NEED TO BUCK UP!!!!! Haha... but there was one time when CK just came in, I actually AM KONG 2 times... shot 2 impossible balls. Really terkejut....
ChAO GUI where are u???????????? Jie miss u d la... why never reply my msg wor????? Wanna meet you when back in PG, u promised to meet up eh. Hope to see u la.
Very late d, tmr got 8am class.. 8am-11am lecture, 11am-12pm tutorial. SIAN! 2 more reports to go... GAMBATE!
-sherril=xuele-
It was raining when we departed. Well, the rain didnt stop Li Pei's shopping mood. Instead her semangat became more berbara-bara. Well, we shopped n shopped and ended up buying stuffs n stuffs. Quite satisfied actually.... but seriously, very tired.
When I came back, Tze Yu ajak me, SK n fern to play pool. LOL... I was damn bad at it. AIR BALL SO MANY TIMES!!! Wanted to cry d... coz there were so many ppl there... felt so sia sui!!!! Anyway... we played 5 games... and I don't think I've even shoot 5 balls. LOL... When I played in MC I wasn't so bad. Don't know why I became this bad. NEED TO BUCK UP!!!!! Haha... but there was one time when CK just came in, I actually AM KONG 2 times... shot 2 impossible balls. Really terkejut....
ChAO GUI where are u???????????? Jie miss u d la... why never reply my msg wor????? Wanna meet you when back in PG, u promised to meet up eh. Hope to see u la.
Very late d, tmr got 8am class.. 8am-11am lecture, 11am-12pm tutorial. SIAN! 2 more reports to go... GAMBATE!
-sherril=xuele-
