Sherril's favourite quote....

"......so that we can do great things in future"

By Dorae-ong

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

My Determination

Hmm... actually it's not yet 7am but I'm already wide awake. Somehow yesterday night I just slept off although it was still very early. Guess yesterday I was worrying about too much stuffs... my course, setapak accommodation, friendship etc... And all these worries made my mood swing again, and I'm sorry for what I have done.

I'm a short-tempered person - my family, my friends know bout this. But to some people, I have a good-temper. Maybe it's because all this while when I am here, a lot of things happened to me but I could not even utter a word of complain due to some reasons. All I could do was to swallow every word, every teasing, unhappiness n angriness into my stomach. However, actually I wished that I could just spit out everything whenever I want to ease my emotions... but I know, I'm responsible for my actions and I don't wish to create unwanted problems to the others.

People always give a same comment about me - When I don't smile I look very serious and fierce - Haha... but actually after they know me, they will find out that I'm not that type of person. Well... I don't like to be fierce(seriously even when I was in front of my juniors) so I guess I must smile more.. haha although SK told me the 1st impression I gave him was I'm a person who loves to smile and always so happy -开朗- yeah.. I love to be like that, and I know I'm actually like that, just that some environmental factors affected me. Nvm, I promise, from now on I will try to control my temper and emotions so that I don't simply flare my temper. I know friends and family out there will support me... I CAN DO IT!!!

-sherril=xuele-

4 FOOTPRINTS:

MysT~Didi said...

hmm..ur setapak accomadation anything wrong..??....

ya u should smile always..=x....hahahha...

Sherril 雪乐 said...

now should be no problem kua.. u still staying at Menara Alpha?

haha.. i'm famous for my smile k.. haha i guess noone has ever encountered my worst temper.. u r the only one.. paiseh paiseh.. who ask u to be sooo kind and let me flare at u whenever i feel like to.. wkaka.. anyway thanks lot for all those times... miss those days...

hui min said...

Hey girl, dont be surprise that I've "intruded" your blog = ) Well apparently you always have the ability to keep your smiles in most of the circumstances. I have the same problems like you do, whenever I don't smile, I'm likely to be accused as fierce, but too bad, I dont have the ability like yours. My choleric nature never been eliminated. And yeap, we are soon-to-be real grown-ups already dear gi-na-kia sherril =p Love ya, cheers.

MysT~Didi said...

yup i still staying there....^^...haiz...now i need to be in KL till end of the year d...if go back also 1- 2 days maybe...T.T....

hahaha...u still can throw ur flare at me whenever u not happy..=b...hehe...so not to use when u not like last time...=b....take care...

~Devil Pig~