Wow.. time really flies and now it's already Saturday night. There's only 1 day left for my study week and *boom* it's my FINALS for 3rd semester in Foundation Program. Everybody must be busy studying until their brains are cracking... but what about me? Haihz.. don't mention about it anymore. I've been sick for almost the whole week.. so not much of studying has been done. Moreover, I just can't stop myself from online-ing.
Anyway, this is my final post before my finals. The next time you see me blogging will probably be when I'm back to PG. Haha, that day didi asked me, "Who's manja?" Sorry I didn't reply you.. that personal nick was actually for Daniel - the manja kiddo.. haha... although he's so called grown-up d, but still so manja. Nvm.. you will still be the priority k? Erm for didi leh... must take me tour around your campus ya haha... Then for my sai lo... welcome to UTAR!!! All I could say is... UTAR is definitely better than Form 6... =)
PCGHS... good luck in tonight's campfire. Too bad I can't go back and support you guys.. *sobz sobz* all because of the finals. When I called you guys just now, I could feel the tension in everyone of you.. like I did during my year haha.. must do better than my year k? All the best ya 19th Ranger Unit... Please don't mem-per-siasui-kan me and the rest of your seniors! Haha.. 19th Ranger Unit is the best.. FOREVER THE BEST!!!!!! WHAOO!!! *makes me miss my guiding days =( *
That's all I think. Peeps out there.... please drink more water and take care of yourselves. Nowadays the weather is terrible.. you could fall sick easily. And 1 more thing, please beware of your cell phones... DO NOT LEAVE IT IN THE TOILET or anywhere else... if not, you will regret....
All the best to Year 1 Sem 3 UTAR-ians... study hard and study smart!!! I will miss all of you... don't worry, will come back PJ and visit you peeps hehe... GOOD LUCK!!!
-sherril=xuele-
Saturday, April 21, 2007
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
Specially for You!
After some considerations, I've decided to post a blog specially for YOU. Don't misunderstand, I'm not going quarrel or set up an argument here, but I just want to clarify myself again that I'm INNOCENT. If you were to read this post, you will know that I'm referring "YOU" to you.
First of all, I would like to ask, "What made you think that I'm the culprit?" I've thought for so many days, but I still couldn't think of an appropriate answer. Is it because of my temper? Or I actually have some serious attitude problems which I don't even know myself? Or is it because someone had told you something?
Frankly, I knew totally NOTHING about the incident until you told me yourself. I was of course shocked, but I knew that you thought I was pretending. Come on, I might dislike or even hate someone, but that doesn't mean that I will definitely be the person to do such uncivilized actions just to take revenge. I'm not those kind of people to put others in danger just for my own sake... that's totally out of mind. In fact, on the day that the incident happened, I was together with professor they all all the time... It's just so ridiculous to think that I'm the culprit or part of the culprit. It's soooo ridiculous.....
Today I'm writing this to tell you that it's impossible for me to be THAT PERSON. I SWEAR THAT I'M NOT THE ONE WHO HAD DONE THAT. I hope you will understand that I have no reason to harm you. It might be useless to ask you to reconsider the whole matter, but still I hope that you will give me a chance to explain for myself before jumping to any conclusions. To me, this matter might be a misunderstanding or I'm being framed. I don't know...
Well that's it. If you think I'm writing in a harsh way, I apologize. This post is not meant for any arguments or hatred.
-sherril=xuele-
First of all, I would like to ask, "What made you think that I'm the culprit?" I've thought for so many days, but I still couldn't think of an appropriate answer. Is it because of my temper? Or I actually have some serious attitude problems which I don't even know myself? Or is it because someone had told you something?
Frankly, I knew totally NOTHING about the incident until you told me yourself. I was of course shocked, but I knew that you thought I was pretending. Come on, I might dislike or even hate someone, but that doesn't mean that I will definitely be the person to do such uncivilized actions just to take revenge. I'm not those kind of people to put others in danger just for my own sake... that's totally out of mind. In fact, on the day that the incident happened, I was together with professor they all all the time... It's just so ridiculous to think that I'm the culprit or part of the culprit. It's soooo ridiculous.....
Today I'm writing this to tell you that it's impossible for me to be THAT PERSON. I SWEAR THAT I'M NOT THE ONE WHO HAD DONE THAT. I hope you will understand that I have no reason to harm you. It might be useless to ask you to reconsider the whole matter, but still I hope that you will give me a chance to explain for myself before jumping to any conclusions. To me, this matter might be a misunderstanding or I'm being framed. I don't know...
Well that's it. If you think I'm writing in a harsh way, I apologize. This post is not meant for any arguments or hatred.
-sherril=xuele-
Friday, April 13, 2007
Last Day of Semester
Finally, my sem has come to an end. Today is supposed to be the last day of my classes for my 3rd sem as well as the last class for my Foundation Program in UTAR. Finally, finally.... I'm going to complete my foundation and proceed to degree program. Despite worrying about my finals which is coming in 2 weeks time, I'm glad that everything will be over. Finally, I can go to a REAL campus with more facilities and compound. I hope that life there will be better than now it is :)
In my foundation program, a lot of things happened around me as well as to me. There are happy memories but as the same time, there are also sad and heartache memories. I realised that I've experienced more than what I've expected at first. I guess these experiences have made me more awake and aware of myself and the surroundings. Undoubtedly, in the end, I've actually grown up, more matured and become more knowledgeable in different aspects. Finally, I've learnt to appreciate my loved ones more and of course, treasure those valued friendships that I've made. Living far away from home is definitely not easy, but I'm glad I could make it through.
It's a happy thing that although I'm not in Pg, but family, friends, god sis and god bros have never forgotten about me. Once in a while they will call up to talk or listen to my problems. They are really great.... really great... I'm sorry that there are times when I'm too bz and made you guys misunderstand about me. No matter what, you all are still my great friends~!!
Alright, wanna go back to my revision d.. everybody out there, all the best for the finals. Didi a.. don't worry too much, soon u will have a whole bunch of friends and when I go back, u might be able to converse in chinese with me.. haha who knows right??? ALL DA BEST~!!!
-sherril=xuele-
In my foundation program, a lot of things happened around me as well as to me. There are happy memories but as the same time, there are also sad and heartache memories. I realised that I've experienced more than what I've expected at first. I guess these experiences have made me more awake and aware of myself and the surroundings. Undoubtedly, in the end, I've actually grown up, more matured and become more knowledgeable in different aspects. Finally, I've learnt to appreciate my loved ones more and of course, treasure those valued friendships that I've made. Living far away from home is definitely not easy, but I'm glad I could make it through.
It's a happy thing that although I'm not in Pg, but family, friends, god sis and god bros have never forgotten about me. Once in a while they will call up to talk or listen to my problems. They are really great.... really great... I'm sorry that there are times when I'm too bz and made you guys misunderstand about me. No matter what, you all are still my great friends~!!
Alright, wanna go back to my revision d.. everybody out there, all the best for the finals. Didi a.. don't worry too much, soon u will have a whole bunch of friends and when I go back, u might be able to converse in chinese with me.. haha who knows right??? ALL DA BEST~!!!
-sherril=xuele-
Monday, April 09, 2007
I Feel Betrayed
Life has never been so down (excluding my friend's death).... and yet I have to encounter this kind of life when it's actually towards the end of my last semester in Foundation. WHY??!!
Love and Hatred is normal in life... the most important thing is that we have to be responsible for loving and hating someone/something. It hurts me when accusations were pointed to me, especially from someone whom I've always believed and treated as a fren.. I never knew that all this while I've been giving people an impression that I'm that sort of person... I've really never thought of that... Guess at this time, if I'm to insist that I'm innocent, you won't believe right? But still I have to say.. I'M INNOCENT!!!!!!!!
Vivi, Fern, Yee Yee, Thorng, Chendy and the rest, didi, sai lo, daniel, alex koko, sis, devil pig, my daughter and sons, papa, dom, JQ and da rest.... I miss you guys..... How are you all doing??? I'm going back in May.. all of you should be having sem break d right? Hope to see you guys soon..... all da best everyone... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! Take care!
-sherril=xuele-
Love and Hatred is normal in life... the most important thing is that we have to be responsible for loving and hating someone/something. It hurts me when accusations were pointed to me, especially from someone whom I've always believed and treated as a fren.. I never knew that all this while I've been giving people an impression that I'm that sort of person... I've really never thought of that... Guess at this time, if I'm to insist that I'm innocent, you won't believe right? But still I have to say.. I'M INNOCENT!!!!!!!!
Vivi, Fern, Yee Yee, Thorng, Chendy and the rest, didi, sai lo, daniel, alex koko, sis, devil pig, my daughter and sons, papa, dom, JQ and da rest.... I miss you guys..... How are you all doing??? I'm going back in May.. all of you should be having sem break d right? Hope to see you guys soon..... all da best everyone... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! Take care!
-sherril=xuele-
