Cure for My Blue Mood

*Attn: This post is quite messy as my thoughts were kind of messy and mixed up when I wrote it. Nothing important in it so feel free to exit k.

When I am in my blue mood, I always like to be alone.

It should be very obvious whenever I am in this kind mood, as in I become really quiet, do not really smile a lot and I look quite expressionless. This is nothing like when I am in bad mood.

As for today, I woke up with this weird mood. Whatever I did nothing seemed to be great. In the end I chose to skip all the classes after Process Control and Instrumentation lecture because I know for sure I would not listen to the rest of the lectures.

Sometimes I wondered, how could I become so moodless when there were actually some interesting happenings around me yet they could not cheer me up even a bit?

What were the reasons that affected my mood?

Reasons.... reasons.... for today, I just could not find some proper reasons that could explain my change of mood.

And I hate this kind of feeling. Moodless without reason.

Blah whatever.

As I said, normally I would like to be left alone, letting myself to wander around my own world. But there were times like today I felt contented having someone special accompanying me through my bad day.

This is because:

1)I did not need to give reasons why I was down.

2)I could just frown whole day without being asked what was wrong with me.

3) I could be left to do whatever I like for the whole day, without burdening me with other matters.

In short, he could just be there to wipe my tears and listen to me saying, "I am not happy." yet I could not give him any reasons for saying that.

Most importantly, in the end of the day he was the one who could make me smile again and cheered me up.

Thank god I have this special someone, and I am indeed grateful for that =)

As for you all, have you all ever been into this kind of mood whereby you feel down without any reasons?


-sherril=xuele-