It's so mixed up yet so vivid.
I can still feel fear filling me up.
The name "Anne" is stuck inside my mind.
Who is "Anne"??
It's soo creepy when I think of this name.
Felt like continue sleeping but I couldn't.
Maybe not couldn't.
Maybe at the moment when I woke up I didn't have any guts to continue sleep and let the nightmare to carry on.
I'm just tooo timid.
Useless me.
I'm now alone in the living room.
My imagination is running wild now, thinking of those nonsense stuffs.
I hate this feeling.
I don't know why, I still feel unsafe right now.
Normally I will feel better after waking up from a nightmare.
But today, it's different.
Why? I'm not sure.
Tried not to think of it anymore, but somehow I feel fear in me and tears keep wanting to drop down.
To think back, the nightmare was not so scary.
But somehow when I was in the nightmare, the whole thing was so real, so vivid.
I don't know how to write the whole story here, but I just told a friend about it.
When I woke up, saw a friend's sms asking me to sleep early and have sweet dreams.
Tears wanted drop down at that moment, but haha I controlled myself.
Anyway, thanks for that sms.
At least when I woke up, I don't feel alone =)
~Bizou bizou~
Thanks for those who listened to me.
There was a friend who even drew my fav cartoon for me using MSN's handwriting.
THANK YOU~!!
Well, guess I should get some sleep.
Gonna wake up at 6am because I'm going off to PJ to collect my cert at 7am.
Hope this time, I can really have sweet dreams.
-sherril=xuele-
