My worst lunch ever

Like my title says, yea I just had an awful lunch - a lunch which was cooked entirely by myself. And that explains why it was soo bad, because I don't really know how to cook. In fact, I hate cooking.

I know you will say, "Then why trouble yourself by cooking when you can just go out and eat like you do everyday?" LOL.. you already said EVERYDAY and that's why I plan to cook because I really have no idea what to eat.

Guess I gave Kuak his worst nightmare of lunch. Being the fastest eater among we friends, he was the slowest today, and was even playing with his food. From his expression I know, he was having a difficult time, swallowing mouthful and mouthful of noodles (not Maggi mee). Although he didn't utter a single word while eating, but I know the food was like shit. (shit at least has some taste but mine???)

There was a moment when I felt like hitting him and say, "Hey you! I took the effort to cook for you and now you're showing me this face!" But I know it wasn't his fault to show this face because I would too if my mom's cooking is this bad. It was my fault to cook this shit out and even dare to invite him to eat. LOL

Now I truly understand my mom's feelings when we complain that her cooking is bad and the food is tasteless. How to say, it's like.. When you cook you think it's nice. But when you eat you will know that it's kanasai. Haih...

But Kuak was being very good and kind enough today. After finishing the whole bowl of noodles, he even flashed me an assuring smile, to assure me that the food was ok. But.. I still feel bad because I know it was really tasteless eventhough he added some soya sauce and pepper. Fern a fern.... I must learn more from you in order to survive next time. Hehe

So do I prefer to eat outside or cook myself? For the time being, it's better that I eat outside haha

-sherril=xuele-