1 down. 2 more to go.

*screaming out loud!!!!*

Ok, so I did extremely bad in my 1st paper - Mechanical Vibrations. The feeling while handing up my paper was the same when I handed up my nightmare subject - Maths 2 paper few semesters ago. Scared. Worried. Sad. Disappointed. And tears nearly came out. Lol.

I tried so hard. I really studied. Did the questions be it tutorials or pass year papers. Spent nearly 70% of my study week in this subject, just because I thought I am so weak in this subject and I need to study harder than anyone else in order to obtain a reasonable grade.

Mana tau...

This paper demotivated me. completely.

Maybe I was really too nervous and worried before exam. When I flipped open the paper I thought at least there were some questions that I seemed to be able to answer. But once I started to do, suddenly my mind went blank. Even the simplest derivation took me minutes. Yeah, you know how much it costs to waste MINUTES in exam when actually you should only use seconds.

But the worst thing is, not only it took me minutes, in the end I knew my derivation was wrong. I KNEW IT WAS WRONG! But, I just could not find out what went wrong. So there goes my precious marks. Not only 1 question, the rest... I am so speechless.

Sigh.

Sorry mom and dad. This time, there is a real high possibility that I have to retake this subject. But hopefully, I shall be able to survive. I do not want to go through this painful subject again. I really have no interest in it =(

1 down. 2 more to go.

All the best to the rest. And all the best to myself.


-sherril=xuele-