Yeah I sound happier, don't I? ^^
In fact, I feel very much better.
Been thinking for the past few hours, and somehow I found a reason for myself to live on my life to the fullest. Though I cannot say I have let go (how can 1 let go instantly I wonder?), but at least I am sort of like motivated to continue with my freaking life.
I just hope my motivation can be continuous.
But still, I can't imagine him with another girl. Really, tak boleh la! Sigh.
Anyway, still thinking how to break the news to my mum. Suddenly today while I was driving, she asked me, "What was it which you mentioned that you have lots of things to tell me in your previous sms?"
*Tng...* I did not expect her to raise this subject up in the car. Because the conversation that I planned to hold is expected to be in my living room. Yeah, I even planned how to start telling my mum. LOL I must be crazy.
So for the time being, I think she thought I wanted to give up my studies in Engineering =_='' Because after I answered, "Can I don't want to return to KL?" she said something like, "I don't know. You go and tell your dad. You were the 1 who said you wanted to study engineering."
Yeah la yeah la. Haihz.. She at the 1st place did not want me to take Engineering because my Add Maths and Physics back in high school suck like hell. It was me who insisted to study this field. Why? Fated I guess haha. If not I would not have met him. LOL I must cut this crap out.
So, still in planning status. Let me think of the perfect way to convey my message to her without needing her to nag or worry about me. Then I will take action.
Lastly wanna show you the lamp that I bought from IKEA before coming home. Remember I said before in this post that I wanted to get this lamp?
So I bought it when HS went shopping with his parents. I tumpang-ed his car back as I was so lazy to take bus. Thank you sai lo!
Mine turns out like this in the dark.
The inner part. The bulb is like a shining egg, don't you think so?Actually nothing special with it as the design is super simple. But I have always wanted a lamp for my little table beside my bed. Haha... so finally I got myself 1.
Alright, that's all. Nitez everyone!
-sherril=xuele-
