My Determination

Hmm... actually it's not yet 7am but I'm already wide awake. Somehow yesterday night I just slept off although it was still very early. Guess yesterday I was worrying about too much stuffs... my course, setapak accommodation, friendship etc... And all these worries made my mood swing again, and I'm sorry for what I have done.

I'm a short-tempered person - my family, my friends know bout this. But to some people, I have a good-temper. Maybe it's because all this while when I am here, a lot of things happened to me but I could not even utter a word of complain due to some reasons. All I could do was to swallow every word, every teasing, unhappiness n angriness into my stomach. However, actually I wished that I could just spit out everything whenever I want to ease my emotions... but I know, I'm responsible for my actions and I don't wish to create unwanted problems to the others.

People always give a same comment about me - When I don't smile I look very serious and fierce - Haha... but actually after they know me, they will find out that I'm not that type of person. Well... I don't like to be fierce(seriously even when I was in front of my juniors) so I guess I must smile more.. haha although SK told me the 1st impression I gave him was I'm a person who loves to smile and always so happy -开朗- yeah.. I love to be like that, and I know I'm actually like that, just that some environmental factors affected me. Nvm, I promise, from now on I will try to control my temper and emotions so that I don't simply flare my temper. I know friends and family out there will support me... I CAN DO IT!!!

-sherril=xuele-