MONDAY = MOODY-day?

It's now 11.45pm, and I just woke up from an 1-hour nap. Haha, should I even call that a nap? Nope, I guess not. That was just some rest I gave myself, to rest my body, my mind, and my feelings. I, just want to calm myself down, and stop thinking about those unhappy stuffs. I'm just finding a way, to regain my strength. I just want to be the real me, who has the courage to face challenges and won't step back. And I think, I've found myself =)

I day-dreamed a lot when I was on my way to uni in the morning to do my G-clamp project. Haha, I might be day-dreaming about impossible incidents, but I found myself filling with hope and the day seemed very bright to me. So sometimes day-dream is good because it gives you hope!

After "grinding" that G-clamp thing for bout 2 and a half hours, I was filled with 臭铁味．That smell was disgusting. No matter what I was doing in uni like eating, doing homework, taking down notes or even sleeping, that smell... was really really SMELLY!!! Haihz, I need to bear with this smell for the next few weeks, until my project is done. I think it's a bit stupid to ask us to do G-clamp ("apit-G" in Malay) for our Manufacturing Technology project. Why of all the things we can do, we MUST do G-Clamp??? Haha... never mind, whatever it is, I will do my best! =)

Went to guitar class just now. It was a bit tough today at first because of my small palm and short fingers. Haha... it was difficult for me to press the keys correctly as I have to spread my fingers wide apart. Then, the boss of the center (Chao Yan) changed a guitar for me where the frets are A BIT closer. I say again, A BIT only but that really made a huge difference. At least after using this particular guitar, I did not tend to touch those irrelevant strings. Thanks a lot! Haha... learnt something new and the 1 - hour lesson is so short for me. Seemed like I was there for only a few minutes =( But it was great because everytime I go there for lesson, I can shove all my worries and problems aside temporarily.

Haha, today I'm somewhat sensitive to what people are talking about. When Thomas said I'm bubbly, I was laughing. I mean, really laughing from my heart and I felt good about it =) I was like, "Why bubbly? Bubbly makes me think of bubbles la." Haha... this word made me think that I'm like a bubble, fat and round wakaka. Then da ge said something which I felt like crying because I was touched haha. Crazy huh? Laugh and cry at the same time... BUBBLY.. I think I will dream of bubbles tonight. And if I do, hahahaahah.... I think I will laugh loudly in my sleep.

Hmm...it's nice to blog when you get to write your thoughts and feelings and to know that there are people who are actually taking the effort to read and understand you. At least, here, I can release everything in me in a nice way. Spending about 1 hour for blogging every night is actually good, not only I can share my thoughts with my friends, indirectly when I blog, I tend to self-reflect a lot. Guess I can see my mistakes from here because when I blog, I'm in my own world again....... analyzing and thinking =)

I'm feeling great once again, thanks to all my friends! There's 1 thing that I would like to learn from a friend.. that is to leave all my sadness in my own world. If I can, I can be as successful as him =) Alright, till here tonight! Goodnight everybody, sleep tight and sweet dreams! No matter what, tomorrow will always be a better day! Believe in yourself and you can do it!

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