How do you want your life to be?

Phew!! I can sigh in relief for the time being. Why?

Because we have just completed another assignment and handed it up! 2 more assignments and 1 report in pending status.....

This explains why it is taking me longer and longer to update my dead blog. Gah, my time is devoted to all assignments, tests and some mini outings. Most of us stayed up late last night (some even did not sleep and straight away went to classes from 9am - 7pm) just to complete our AI assignment. Of course, my group is no exception to this last minute action. Sigh.

Analyzing those codings really made me frustrated, a bit. Haha. Hey, I really do have interest in programming if not I would not be joining the Programming Team in Robotics Society. LOL. But reading those codings not written by myself is really headache, especially when you do not know what the programmer is trying to do. Anyway, thanks people who have sent us the codings for reference!

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Like I said, I wanted to give myself a break last weekend and I did! Muahaha had a relaxing time at my cousin's house. Watched "The Little Nyonya" or more known as "小娘惹"for 2 nights and I have finished watching it! Totally in love with the drama.

It about the story of a Nyonya's life and the plot revolves around Malacca and Singapore decades ago. Through this drama, audience is exposed to the culture of Baba and Nyonya. The main actress is totally unbelievable. A person like her who is so kind, rational and always so forgiving indeed exists but I am sure the numbers left in the world are not a lot. This is such a realistic world, sometimes we really need to shield ourselves in order to survive, isn't it?

Anyway 1 thing that I really agree with the storyline is karma.

Personally, I do believe in karma. I believe that what we do today will be reflected back to us in the future. People who do good deeds sincerely will be repaid for their kindness. But for those who are cruel and evil, one day they will receive their karma and get punished severely. Not only their evil doings will bring them harm, they are indirectly causing pain to their beloved ones as well. Because the pain that you suffer from seeing your beloved ones getting hurt is far more painful than you yourself suffering in pain.

And because of karma, I am here in this state today. It is a punishment for me for my mistakes done in the past. Muahaha... but in the movie, the main actress is really outstanding. She can think differently among those people in that decade and most importantly, she did not succumb to fate.

I, MUST NOT succumb to fate too. Hahaha... I believe sometimes some things are fated to happen. But there are also times that we can do something to change our fate. My thinking is, there is no definite path in one's life. What I do now will lead me to paths connecting to it. Maybe initially my life should be this way, but because of decisions that I have made, I changed my life.

I have encountered that and it will always remind me to think wisely before making any decisions. Our life path depends on the decisions we make everyday ^^

How do you want your path to be?

And just a little update about myself. I think I have grabbed hold of myself and found a way back. I am almost back to my old self despite some minor changes in me. Scars will never disappear and memories will always be there but they will always remind me who I was, what I did and how I have grown.

Sherril Leow, welcome back!~

Dark clouds are finally moving away!

-sherril=xuele-