What a day ...

Finished my first paper - Dynamics today. No words to describe how was the paper, well what I can say is I've put my best shot in it and I'm glad I can answer that much. I should feel fortunate because about 2 weeks ago, my knowledge of this subject can be said to be 1% only. Serious, only 1%!!
Why leh? Haha... because I don't like this subject, and the lecture for this subject is scheduled once in a week, 3 hours in one shot. I ask you, can u really concentrate every second of the lecture? Even if you can concentrate, do you think you can absorb that much since this is DYNAMICS with all those complicated concepts, formulaes and calculations? Well, I'm not blaming everything on the lecturer, but I think they should really NOT hire PART-TIMER.... we students suffer not only because of the timing, but also our grades. Haha.. but down to root, I should also blame myself for not taking the initiative to study myself. I can say that in these 14 weeks of lectures, I practically day-dreamed, talked, played and slept through the lectures. I've counted, only 2 lectures that I really concentrated for whole 3 hours. Well, that's really bad right? But, what to do? I'm lazy. So what I can say about this paper is, it's not difficult if you study. Luckily some tutorial questions came out, so thanks to those who gave me the tips =) Anyway.. 3 more subjects to go! The next one - Maths will be on Saturday. Add oil!!!

So UTARians, how are your finals? Hope everything goes fine ya.. hehe everybody jia you~!

Shyuan's hamster - Dua Jiak just died. Not sure what happened but suddenly it was so weak and was leaning on her palms when she took it out. Normally it would be damn active when she take it out.. I'm totally puzzled. 2 nights ago it was still sooo damn active, exercising like hell on the roller. I was still awake that time because I was doing revision and was asking myself, "Why it becomes so active suddenly???" Because it seems that it had not exercise much lately and suddenly it was soo active these few nights. Well Kuak said animals know when they will die, they can foresee their death. Is that true? Is it why it started exercising a lot the last few nights?

Wanted to ask Kuak to fetch us to the vet just now. But we know that vet shops are not opened at night. Before I went for dinner, I looked at it for the last time. It was so weak.. and I was saying to Shyuan, "Do you think it can tahan till tomorrow? Because we can only take it to the vet tomorrow morning..." All of us was worried about it, yet we couldn't do a single thing to help it. It was a pitiful sight to see it sooo weak. I even asked Shyuan to test its hearbeat and we found out that it was slow and weak. At least she was with it for the last moments... at least it didn't die in a bloody sight. When I'm writing this, I'm recalling my Sei Jiak's death 3 months ago (13th of Jan). It was a bloody sight and no one knew for sure what had bitten it or what happened to it. All I know was it was covered with blood when I looked at it in the morning. It must have been a stormy night for it. Sorry Sei Jiak for not being with you for the last moments.. I miss you..

I don't know how to console Shyuan. She should feel sadder than me now because Duak Jiak was with her since her last birthday in August 2007. Actually, I bought Dua Bui and Sei Jiak together. I went all the way to Mid Valley's Pets Wonderland to buy since there're not much choices here in Setapak. Me and my housemates shared this gift together. She chose Dua Bui (she was the birthday gal ma =)) so mine was Sei Jiak. They used to live in the same house - the cage I mean. They used to play together, fight together, eat together, sleep together.... and even bathed together. I miss them.. Miss the roller noise when they were exercising on the roller. There're so much memories... Sei Jiak is my second pet after my puppy - Fifi.... (well, not really mine also actually). Baby ong... I know you will miss them too.. You can pray when you come next time. RIP Dua Bui!

Well... need to do revision now. Back to books~! Take care everyone~!!!!

-sherril=xuele-