Just another ordinary day

Just finished playing mahjong with Shyuan and Tze Yu at our house. Actually I prefer 4 kaki, because nicer and more "meriah". Hmm, but Kuak did not want to play as he said he was NOT INTERESTED. Is that so? Then why last time we - me, Kuak and Tze Yu could play for the whole night and ended up skipping the next day class? W.E.I.R.D.

Grabbed from here.

Anyway, I just won a few rounds. Luck was not with me but I did not mind much. I just wanted to play to pass my time. Life, is so bored and targetless these days. Last time, when I did not have anything to do, I could just walk over and kacau him. Haha but now the case is so different. It seems like we are now walking on our own paths, each other business is no longer related to each other (though to me I still care). Whatever.

Yesterday went KLCC for shopping with dear Chian. I practically dragged her to follow me there haha because Fern and Li Pei PPK me. She was a bit lazy but I kind of forced her to follow me. Anyway in the end she was the one who was so 'semangat berbara-bara' to go.

Well hmm actually KLCC is not an ideal place to shop for people with tight financial status like us. But since I just wanted to go out and not really to shop, she suggested to go KLCC as it is nearer.

Before going out, Fern did some make-up on us haha. Lately she is sooo into making up and we ended up as her victims for trial. Well, not much comments since I am a noob in make up =) Don't usually make up unless I NEED TO PROVE THAT I'M 20 YEARS OLD like when I go club once in a while or REQUIRED when I was working. LOL

Best friends since Std 4.. really love you dear!

Both of us have chosen our paths though we know by choosing them we are choosing to suffer more. But what can we do? This is already the very most can do... sorry dear that I passed my emo-ness to you haha. Maybe we can do the buddy chatting session more often =)

Going back Penang on Thursday. Glad that at least now I can smile more because I do not want my parents to worry too much. Mum was already suspecting something when I went back the other day before uni started. Anyway, CNY coming must smile more so that I'll be lucky right? Hehe gloomy CNY will only make my year 2009 gloomy.

I am really looking forward to go back because finally my room is painted in BLUE! Wohooo~!!! Blue walls, blue door, blue coffee table, blue mat, blue bed sheet... haha. Was thinking about buying 1 of those blue star-shaped wall lamps at IKEA. Then maybe buy some of those glow-in-the-dark seashells plastic stickers. I changed the layout of my room too. Hehe will definitely upload those pictures. I LOVE BLUE!!!!!! =)

Alright gotta chao soon. Need to go uni earlier to jaga booth. Tomorrow evening having a badminton appointment with 'xia xiang' friends. I wish that tomorrow will be a better day.

Finally, I am looking forward to somethings. A good sign huh?





你，还好吗？

-sherril=xuele-

WOHOOO~~!!!

Well, I am kinda back to my ownself already. At least, I have come to a decision. What I said last time will still continue on (I still have faith), just that hmmm.... maybe we need space and well we still need to live on. Thanks people for being there all this while.

My dear roommates, sorry for bothering you all these days and thanks for crying with me =) You all are so good. MUACKS!! A super big kiss for you two. And my dear darling Chian, it is great to have a chatting session with you today. I guess you just saved my life! LOVE you too my dear!!

Well just now was a real surprise for me. When someone rang the bell of my house I thought it was Li Pei's friend or what. But when I opened my door, I saw my two lil god brothers and Wai Soon. I was like OMG why are you guys here??!! Haha... was totally happy to see them.

And YOU, I am so sorry that I created so much mess these days. I am seriously SORRY! Please forgive me will you? Thank you!

Thank you everyone!!!! And 1 more good news, I DON'T HAVE CLASS tomorrow wohooo!!!

-sherril=xuele-

Celebration - Ice Breaking Team

Today is Friday. To think that there is another class at 11.30am tomorrow just makes me lazy. Why? Why there is a Saturday class?!

Had a meeting about Fashion Night this morning. So because of Miss Sum's objection, our chairlady has come out with another concept regarding this fashion night. It is proposed to be held on 7th of March (week 8). Anybody interested? Well, further promotion for this event will be done soon. So keep an eye for it ya =)

I just came back from Ice Breaking Team celebration at the KFC beside Carrefour. There is this sort of tradition whereby after every event, there will be a celebration, eventhough that event may not be very successful. Well, it is a dinner of appreciation for the committee members.

This sem's Ice Breaking may not have run smoothly, but at least in the end things were in control. Being a chairperson, I have learnt a lot from that. I am so sorry my dear committee members if I have not done a good job, which I think I have not. I am a newbie in Ice Breaking Team, but thanks to those who were experienced in it for teaching me lots of things. Without my vice chairman - Kai Shen, I think things will be in a mess. Thank god he is such a good and helpful person and has really assisted me well. Thank you to you, and thank you to the rest of you. You guys have worked hard, planned hard, played hard and performed well. I am indeed very happy to know you all and be friends and teammates. =)

And of course, I would like to thank our dear officer - Mr Alvin!!! Wow, he is such a nice person! He reminds me of Mr Tong, the officer before him. Anyway, Mr Alvin really helped us a lot. Besides providing advice and opinions, he also helped us to put up the banner (seeing that me and Shyuan so small sized), lent us extension wire, fetched us around and tried to attend every meeting of ours. I am most touched that he always insisted to join us for meeting because not every officer or advisor is so keen as him. So, thank you sir!

Take 1 - Everybody still quite serious

Back from left: Kai Shen, Kheng Hooi, Zhi Hong, Mr Alvin, Kok Sheng
Front from left: Fern Fern, Me, Shyuan (we're traffic lights!)

Take 2 - Mr Alvin, what are u doing? =)

Take 3 - Everybody's smiling so happily!

I ♥ this lighting =)

p/s: Too bad both of our secretaries went back early. Never mind, Winnie and Hsiao Ying we take another picture next time ya!

Well, no matter how the event was, we all learnt something from this event and made new friends. Finally, Kai Shen remembers my name and there won't be anymore times when he calls and asks, "Erm, what's your name again?" =_=''

Thank you everyone!

-sherril=xuele-

4th day in Y2S2

Remember that I said I have an 8am MORAL class today?

Well, guess what time I woke up?

7.40am!

When I saw the time, I was instantly awake. I thought, SHIT! So late already!

I turned over and realized that Shyuan was still sleeping soundly so I yelled at her, "Shyuan, 7.40am d!!!!!" She instantly jerked up, woke our beloved roommate Fern Fern up (she had 8.30am class) and rushed to the toilet. So, all of us woke up late today =_='

We thought we were going to be late and were rushing like hell. We did not even bathe and just simply pulled a shirt on and got out. Kuak and Tze Yu were already waiting for us outside. Then, when I was wearing my shoes, Shyuan read an sms and said, "Wei, Jason said the class is cancelled." =_='!!

After all that rushing, we were told that the class was cancelled. I was still so blur and half sleepy at that moment and could not even respond to that. How could something so sweat happen early in the morning?!

Anyway, since we have gotten ready, Kuak suggested to have breakfast and Tze Yu wanted to go McD. Fine, so we ended up at MU McD ordering 4 breakfast sets.

My Sausage McMuffin with Egg.
[pic grabbed from www.mcdonalds.com]

When we started to eat, Kok Sheng called Shyuan and said that the class that should be cancelled was for the 4pm MORAL class NOT ours, and the lecturer has walked in.

=_='''!!! again...........

We were like, " WTF??? So, now is there any class???"

In the end after this chaos, it was confirmed that there was NO class. LOL..... Do not understand HOW DID THE LECTURER WALK IN when there was no class? Anyway, we enjoyed our breakfast, watched college basketball competition on ESPN for a while and went home. About 10.30am we went uni again to attend an hour of lecuture.

Today was my first time really paying attention in Circuits and Systems lecture. Well, nothing new since those that he taught today were basically about Superpostion, Thevenin's Theorem and Norton's Theorem, which we have studied last semester.

For dinner, I went for a buffet steamboat at Neo Steamboat, Metroview with my classmates and some of their housemates. Altogether I think should be 23 people, occupying 2 large and 1 small tables. Very meriah huh? =)

Well, the soup was not very nice but the food was ok. Chit chatted a bit and took photos. This is our first gathering for this sem, quite looking forward to the next one (but not so fast I hope because my money is so tight right now!).

My table. Ah Kong, why are you showing us your MUSCLE?!

We, the 3 girls will forever be the victims of the bullies in our class =(

Wohoo! Group picture!

Finally finished watching Miss No Good 不良笑花. Very funny, you should watch if you haven't. Not a very new movie but if you like to laugh while watching movie, try this one =) Below is the soundtrack:




I hope, tomorrow onwards things will get better.

-sherril=xuele-

Sleepless

I can't sleep... Though I made myself busy today by watching movie whole day long, but once I stopped, my mind would just wander off. Memories are planted so deeply in my heart, so deep that I cannot remove them. Even if they can be removed, I guess I choose not to do so because the memories are so valuable, so memorable...

This is such a tough process, I wish that it is just a lie. It took me such a long time, such a painful experience to learn my lesson.

Try and listen to the song attached below. He is a new singer from Singapore. This song reflects so much about me right now....



No comments are allowed for this post. Thanks. Hopefully, I can get some sleep as I have an 8am class - MORAL =_=''

-sherril=xuele-

Wake up call

Finally, it is time for me to move on. There are so many sweet memories that I must leave behind. It is a sad case that things should be ended, just like this.

It was me who created this mess which landed me in this shitty state. Never been so serious about a relationship, never. Yet, this is the end already. I am seriously so blank right now. I do not know what to do, what to think, how to move on.......

FRIEND is such a strange word to use for you, because I have never thought you as a friend. Seems like now I have to learn how to be friends with you *sweat smile* Never mind, I have confidence in myself and I know I will be good at it =)

Feelings can just simply go off huh? Is it true? Maybe yes, maybe no. I do not want to know yes or not. Just let time prove the truth to us. But I am most glad that at least we are still friends, not ending up like a bulk of shit and avoiding each other. That would be such a cruel thing to face, wouldn't it?

Now it is REALLY a new start for me. I realize that I still have so many things to learn in my life, and for the past 12 days, I have learnt so much things, understood so many reasons....... and I hope 1 day I can prove it to YOU haha.

Alright, enough of this sad stuff. It was so unlike me for the past few weeks, but well, maybe that was just another side of me, a side that even he has not noticed before. I hope that this year, everything will be fine. I really do not wish to face any stupid saddening things. I just cannot handle anything of this sort anymore......

Uni started today and it was like just HALF an HOUR class (which should be 2 hrs). Well, predictable anyway because it was the first lecture so most of the time the lecturer will just crap about some basic information and let the students off. This semester will be quite hectic, 5 subjects and even have a stupid Saturday class until 2pm. We, Mechatronics students will forever be the victims of Saturday classes...... forever... ever since the 1st semester. God damn it!!!!

Life still goes on Sherril.... be tough!!

-sherril-xuele-