Do you believe in Forever and Ever?

Well, I should not be blogging here, at this time - 9.23pm.

I have to send a report before 10pm to my secretary but I'm too lazy to think of how to write and how my program is going to run.

And 1 more thing, I'm too full right now. Haha just came back from Sri Ananda Bahwan in Little India together with Yee, Vivi and Chris. Seriously, I'm soooo full!!! I don't know how the hell the 3 of them can still proceed with dessert at somewhere I don't know. Good gracious!

It's so good to meet them just now. Haha chatted about life, work, friends, love life etc etc including gossips of course wahaha. They are what I always call true friends, just like my sisters =)

Well, yesterday I attended my relative's wedding. To be precise, it was actually my mum's cousin brother's wedding. So my cousins, aunts and uncles from KL of course came all the way to Penang to attend his wedding dinner.

The dinner was held in a restaurant in Island Plaza. Erm, the food was quite ok and nothing much to comment. Basically the whole event went on well. The couple was happily married and they flew to Bali today for their honeymoon.

Everything happened like in just a few seconds. In the morning, they had the traditional wedding ceremony of drinking tea and giving out ang pau. At night of course was their wedding dinner. After that, well it was their first night. So basically the whole thing happend, just like this. It started so fast, and ended so fast.

It's so easy huh? Haha... not to say envy la but well happy for them of course. I mean, not every couple can get married right? Sometimes I think that those people who agreed to marry are very courageous.

Why I say so? You see, the percentage of divorce is increasing everyday. It seems that, now, divorce is such a common thing in life.

If you know 1 day you'll divorce, why you care to marry?

Of course you'll say, "Nobody knows or expects when to divorce and that is why they got married." Ok, yea that's the point. Noone knows for sure. Unless you have those planned marriage and divorce to get his or her properties. Well, that's a whole different story then.

What I want to say is that, if 1 decides to marry, that means he or she wants to live forever and ever with his or her partner. But, how do you know for sure how long you'll live happily with your partner? 1 year, 3 years, 10 years, 30 years or whole life??

Thank god I have a wonderful complete family. But this does not stop me from thinking of failure in love and marriage. Ok, I know I'm still too young to talk bout marriage but it's still my future right? Unless I plan not to marry. But I don't plan like this. Every girl of course will want to live happily ever after with her dream man and so do I. But the point is, how do you know for sure which guy is your dream man after all?

If you're already in a 4-year relationship, so what? I've seen friends who are in love for years and yet in the end they broke up. Why? Don't ask me. I don't know.

Seems that there's no guarantee in love.The most important thing is that, cherish every moment you have with the one you love now. Who knows, he or she might be your dream guy or girl. If not, then you should not have any regrets because you've done your best in the relationship and you cherished every moment with him or her.

Do you believe in forever and ever?

If you do, it's a good thing because you have found someone good. If not, then let time prove it.

For me, I don't. Because promises that were made were meant to be broken, and I hate broken promises.

-sherril=xuele-

About Working Life and So-called "Supervisor"

It's now already past 12 midnight, meaning now it's 24th of November.

HAPPY 2oth BIRTHDAY, CHIN HONG!!!!

Haha yeah it's his birthday but could not manage to call him because he was too busy with wishes from his other friends.

Anyway, may all your birthday wishes come true, Chin Hong. I sincerely hope that from now onwards you'll always be happy. And to let you know, you've been a great friend, and is still a great friend =) Thanks for everything~!

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Today will be the 12th day of my work, which was scheduled as a 14-day project. That means there are 2 more days to go! YAHOO!!!!

Well, currently I'm a promoter for a product and I've started work since 13th of Nov. I've been working non-stop since then. So after Wednesday, I'll have freedom again!!! =)

Well, at first I was kinda reluctant to go to work though the pay was a bit attractive. The reason was because, Kevin (Chi Hwa), who was supposed to work with me told me that he could not work for this project anymore as he just had braces on.

I was like, "WHAT? When on earth did you have braces on?? And why did you have it on RIGHT BEFORE the project?! Why must you leave me alone with SOMEONE?" *sob*

So, SOMEONE would be taking over his place. At the thought of SOMEONE, I started to get worried. I was scared that this person, my so-called "supervisor" might be very strict, serious and we might not have topics to chat and that would make the 14-day project damn boring.

The first day I saw that SOMEONE I felt that he LOOKED LIKE a pro. Gosh, I was getting more nervous. He seemed so responsible, so strict until I did not dare to do crazy things like I usually do. What I could do was to listen and follow everything that he said. The rest of the time I just kept quiet, though at times I was too curious so I asked him a few questions.

Well, this SOMEONE, whose name is Benny - 贝尼 or 贝妮 (given by me haha) turned out to be someone super nice, friendly, crazy and talkative like me. WHOA!!! It's too good to be true! Seriously working with him is so much fun, and I also had the chance to learn a little bit of marketing skills.

He's a UTAR Kampar Marketing student and is also my junior haha. You know, I've never seen such a guy like him before who is always so conscious about slimming down (though he's already slim) and his daily calories and nutrient intake counts. Ask him how much protein must we consume a day or how to eat at the cheapest way, he for sure can give you a very satisfied answer. =)

The best thing I like about him while working with him for this long is that he never simply use his "supervisor" power to scold or order to do stuffs. Though of course, when I did any mistake, he would tell me in a quite strict manner.

Anyway, he told me a lot about his family, good friends, weird classmates, weird neighbours,university, past relationships, current target, opinions and thoughts, gossips etc etc. And I don't know why we were always laughing madly. At times I just could not control myself and laughed like a mad woman. I hope that noone complained about us and noone will complain us for the remaining 3 days.

Working on weekends is more fun than working on weekdays because on weekends, there are many promoters promoting various kind of products. I made many new friends and they are all very nice and friendly people.

As for weekdays, there are only both of us and a few aunties, and the crowd is so much smaller compared to the crowd in weekends. So the only thing source of entertainment is from ourselves, by cracking and stupid jokes and crapping some silly stuffs. Luckily sometimes Kevin came to find us or I met my old friends and uni friends. But of course we must be serious also because we are required to hit target sales.

Well Benny, if you happen see this post don't think that I've climbed over your head ya. I just want to let you know HOW NICE ARE YOU haha. Thanks for not bullying me except for saying me short. LOL

The next post I'll tell you about the customers that we've met. But that'll be after my final day of working.

Hmm.... still not sleepy but I got to wake up early. Hope that tomorrow the sales can be mantained at the normal range.

Nitez everyone!

-sherril=xuele-

I Don't Know Why

It's already 5.28am and yet I'm still here blogging.

Actually I've fallen asleep way before 11pm but suddenly woke up at 4 something. Finally I've made up my mind to reply that message.

I don't know why, I just don't know how to react.

Left a post in TOU blog, guess my sisters will help me after reading what I've posted up.

Somehow, the message touched my heart, more than I thought. I hope, things will still be the same because I love how it always is =)

Just listened to Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade. I think, I'm already in love with this song.

I don't know why tonight after listening to it, my mood is so down...

Well, below is the movie clip:




"Fall For You" by Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
[elyrics.net]

-sherril=xuele-

I'm being paranoid!

My heart's beating rapidly now. Many things are racing in my mind now. Suddenly in the middle of the night (3am) I heard someone's car alarm went off. It was familiar and sounded so much alike to the alarm of my shared car. Then someone pressed the honk, once. I did not dare to open the door, but I peeped through the curtains and I found that, it was not my car after all. Then whose car was it?

Lately there have been many break in cases in my neighbourhood. Just last weekend, someone broke into my neighbour's house. Yea, the one on the right side of my house, just right beside my house. Then before that, someone broke into the house opposite of mine. Scary right? I mean, imagine a break in case just beside your house!!!!

I heard that the thief not only went in, but ate and drank in the house. Wah... so daring man! That's why lately I'm kinda worried about my house safety, as well as mine and my parents. Our country has turned to be so dangerous.

I thought someone came into my house and wanted to drive my car away. Haha, I'm a worrysome. I tend to imagine things, keep worrying stuffs that people think it's impossible. But, seriously with so many break in cases nearby, how can I not to be worried?

Our society isn't safe anymore. In short, no matter where we are, we must always be alert. Haih...

-sherril=xuele